baby am I doing too much

I wish I knew more about you, on what you're going through. By the way, I love that piercing (I was thinking...;)) Have the feeling fade? Never mind I'll hold it on... (tolerate it) and wait till the O's are over. Please study for Os! I'm just Praying and Hoping one freaking day after your Os you'll just pick up the f*cking phone and dial 98455591. Though you don't know and will not ever know that I'm waiting, cause you don't bother, but I'm still hoping God will let you know in a way or another, in whatever way He work. I feel like the girl singing in the song Wonder (If She'll Get It) by Superchick. Except that you're not a superstar and I know your name. (lols) Why is it so that you're the one? and not any other and God just won't put another in my FREAKING life but its just you. PLEASE STUDY. Though you will be going wherever to study or whatever crap PLEASE STUDY.
[and if in case you read this, tell me if you like another, then i'll know what to do to the rest of my life. and puurrr-lease.. I will NOT end my life! ain't that silly to do a thing for you]