SAY HI ! TO JOY ! ! xD

Sunday, July 30, 2006

bacon-smelling?

phew! i dont smell like BACON







and she holds my spaz photo


i love that MICKEY phone

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

I NEED A HEART SHOWER*

TAG SAYING
:heart:
IF YOU LOVE JOY!
(MYHEARTISTEARING;NOTMYEYES)

"I write sins not tragedies"

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

But all I could do was close my eyes
And cross my arms and hope to die
Cause you don't fucking listen
When I'm around.
The least you could do is take it back
All the vicious remarks and verbal attacks
Cause I can't fucking stand it.
When You're Around.

TALK TO ME!!!

i have not been blogging in like eons.
the 7th month have started!!!
its freaky! and NOW i can't go home LATE!
and NOBODY will send me home!
BUT seriously there's nothing to blog about
played MONOPOLY with bro & sis-in-law
yesterday night
it was rather exciting
they're like GOOD investors
lol. and i am like the spendtrift kind
of person just buy whatever i step on
and those that i am suppose to buy
to stop the other to build cottages and castles
i just don't buy.
am i STUPID or what?
BUT its really exciting half the board is
FULL of properties with castles and cottages!
and the other half is like "The SAFE ZONE"
i screamed too much in order that
the dice does not roll to the number of
a property that has a castle until..
i have a SORE THROAT today
i am feeling TERRIBLE
i shouldn't have screamed!

I have been thinking ..
will humans ever get the idiom
"once bitten twice shy"
i don't know if i am ever good enough

Sunday, July 23, 2006

PICTURES SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS-220706

FRIENDS @ the teenage icon 2006
CASSIE!!
CASSIE doing her thing -the icon!
@ the balcony..

THIS WAS WHAT JOY DID ON THE 22nd JULY 2006
(it took me like 45 mins to upload all this in photobucket then to here cause the picture sizes are HUGE!! and blogger didnt really accept it. whereas photobucket resize it for me!! yay! so pissyfying!!.. that to upload the collageS(thinking it will save time) it took so LONG!)

I HATE MY COMPUTER ITS LOUSY !! !!

Friday, July 21, 2006

THIS IS TO PROVE THAT YOU ARE
K- PO!
BUSYBODY AND
WANTS TO KNOW EVERYTHING!
BUT I love YOU
CAUSE YOU'RE CURIOUS AND WANT TO KNOW
WHAT I AM TYPING!!
DOES THIS SHOW YOU CARE???
HMPHHH..
DONT KNOW

ARGHH!!
THIS IS SO UNFAIR
I JUST FOUND OUT LITERALLY EVERYBODY IS BLOGGING ABOUT THEIR TRIP TO BAYBEATS!
EXCEPT ME!!!
I MISS BAYBEATS EVERY SINGLE YEAR!
SO PISSYFYING!!!!!!!


ROSE
FROM RAHH
LOVE YOU!

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud
I had my 'N' level CHINESE Orals today!!
IT was terrifying!!!
I told my MOTHER-by birth about my oral Yesterday
and she was like okay GOOD I'll pray for you!
I was like okay.
MOM please pray that the examiners didn't DIG their ears
and pray that I won't speak english.
THANKS.
my mom giggled *hee-hee* called me crazy and left.
???O_o???weird mother.
Chinese Orals was a little alright
(what does that mean?)
I can answer the questions
AND i didn't speak ENGLISH!
*claps hands* but there're SOME words I cant read.
BUT I think its alright?
there's this examiner
her face is so. 'SOUR' with brown glass lenses
specs that fits her EYEs ust fits the dimensions
HA HA and have real thin lips with a small mouth
AND she doesn't smile.
SO its like she looks so serious and fierce
!! S C A R Y !!
Oral was quite dumb too.
why?
Because... we had it in the library
and they put this table that is ONE-SIDED
that theres only room for legs on a side?!
and so where the student sits
there's this metal thing that separates the two sides
its so narrow that the chair is so NEAR!
and when you sit
you'll HIT the metal sector!
banggg BooM!! and...
... that kicks up the nervous SYSTEM.
majority of us kicked it(first 6 of us)
I don't know about the rest.. ..
I greeted the 'lao shi ss' and they're
like zhuo sia. i pulled the chair and
bang... drill irlll virbrated the whole table.
i was so SO SO embarrassed then nervous
so i was like 'dui bu qi'
and started READING.
sarah's version was like.
BANG!!... drill ililllrlll
'Oh SHIT!' err Hurr huurH sorry!
HAHA.. and the rest kept silent
we only got to leave at 3.
when we were leaving.
it was already raining.
so we borrowed an UMBRELLA from the office
when we got out.
it STOPPED RAINING!
BOOrayy! eee-ritating
saw S.L! (hearts)
WENT TO SERENE!
met darlls.van
rah bought me flower!
a vintage orange-brownish colour ROSE!
= NICEness
after that we bus-ed back together.
HOME i am.
SMALLVILLE and CHARMED and GHOST WHISPERERS
chao!

Thursday, July 20, 2006

haha my FAT p-4 FACE!!!!!

hello! my name is JOY and i think JOLENE is the best person on earth =))

didn't see CHOW!
I MISS GOOD CHARLOTTLE!
lols.((:

080706-SATURDAY!

I CANT REMEMBER I KNOW ITS SOME CITRUS AND PASSION DRINK yums!*slurp
CHILDISH SPAZS..
GINGER FIZZ-rahh's *slurp pui!(i dont like)


AT TCC! YUMS!
MAC & CHEESE
POTATOE WEDGES

ON OUR WAY OUT... ...
SMILESSSS ((:

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

PICTURES!! since 020606

"lilies in the water"haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY darll'..020606
JJAVSS'd!!
AGES AGO!! during the first weeks of hols.. just received the pics
060606!!! FRIED MARS BARS!!!

i've got 99 questions

days are alright now
although...
i don't know

if you have watched the "9 o' clock" show
yesterday night
Don't you think that that guy is SO sweet to rui en?
when will that ever happen to me?
its like they were shopping.
and Rui En saw this bracelet and liked it
and the guy was like if you like it i'll buy it for you
so she asked how much
and it was expensive $48 !! as it is simple i can say
so Rui En was like Nah.. its really expensive
she can get the materials herself and make it herself
10 times cheaper.
so when he and Rui En left for their own ways
he went back and asked for it.
sadly it was SOLD OUT!
he seem devastated!
so i believe he went to get the materials
and made the bracelet for her!!
burining the midnight oil
he put in bead by bead shell by shell
thats really SWEET!
sighs.. wish i was in Rui En's place.

today
we didn't see chow
miss or not?
whatever
anyway today's study "session"
was a little unproductive!
firstly was because we didn't have our "usual" places
sat in the middle of NO WHERE!
where people order their food!
secondly ROYY was super distracting!
in a BAD way!
he's so NOISY and VULGAR!!!!!
I CAN'T STAND THAT BOY!
getting on my nerves..
he was sitting with us cause van
doesnt know how to do a particular A Math
question. so he came over to "teach"
GREAT manner.
f*** la ! i cant get the answer B*****d
are you sure the answer is right?
(like you're smarter than the BOOK!)
s*** la f*** this is f***ing irritating.
and joy says: CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SAYING THAT!
replied: WHY NOT HAPPY ar?(and he said this like a thousand and one times!)
joy: YES! if you could just SHUT UP and teach her
then MOVE AWAY! go back!
replied: O_- (swings fringe!)
joy: OH MY! STOP DOING THAT!!!
so gay!
replied: WHAT?! my hair is in my eyes! dont argue la my fringe is longer than yours!
-SILIENCE IS GOLDEN-
i am so pissed!!

love can't be explained
love is indescribable
love has no explanation
love can't be describe
love WHATS THAT?!
two people from different planets can fall in love without a valid reason
two people that can't communicate with each other can still love
two people that have ABSOULUTELY nothing in common can still love
two people that bicker all the time can still love
why? i dont understand
THERE's SUCH A THING CALLED 'love' ?

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

i wanna go for a SPA again..
it was SHIOK!

Monday, July 17, 2006

eXhausted!!!!!-

today's a SUPER tiring STRAIGHT after school
we had a short break for lunch
and then i had tution @ Towey's
(OoOOo-i had ESKIMO SANDWICH for lunch)
is it counted?-oh whatever
saw Sze Zhen[sp?]
we walked from SERENity to Towey's
(as usual) I LOVE S.L!!!!!!!!!!
when we reached THANK FATHER GOD!
that she turned on the air-con!
it was.. .... ... awwwwwww
GOOD! !! !!!
after that darll', dear and I went back to
SERENity..
macs. darll' was hoping to see CHOW
so she waited 5,
5:30 +++
and.. she was blaming van for being there
haha cause van and chow are somehow "not fated"
j.k j.k BUT eventually CHOW walked pass.
haha darll' was like. HAHA
van not bad afterall
i was like hUh??)0_O?!!
but chow came to macs after his trip to island.
WOW. and he was funny AS USUAL!
imagine US being friends ONE FINE DAY!
hilarious-
and when we left he left the same time too
walked to the same bus stop.
and HE TOOK 48!!!
HuH?! cause its like he somehow stays near serene.
BUT... we don't know why
then darll' mom sent us to NOVENA
to catch the CHOO-CHOO!
whereas darll' goes home for dinner then meet us again for
OUR 2ND TUTION FOR THE DAY!!
I ATE FRIED MARS BARS!!!!!!!!
yum*YUM*
swee seng lessons AGAIN.
was alright
yong yong wasnt here today therefore
class was a little silent today!!!!!! HAHAHA
back
HOME SWEET HOME*-
TomYummSoup=yum yum!
chao y'll!

Sunday, July 16, 2006

I NEED SOMEBODY TO LOVE ME

alright SMART JOY://
!!!
i copied and paste from my previous SKIN.
lols.
oh yar another thing to blog-html readers.
how do you move my archives to where my links are?
as if you can see.
the ARCHIVES are like in the middle of no where.
lols. lols

NEW SKIN

ALRIGHTO!
i've just changed my blogskin AGAIN...
lols i know again...
and now the colours for the past posts.
are like "un-seenable"
as the past skin background is like 'black'
and now white (translucent)
i like this NEW skin. hahaha
cause i actually did it myself!!
not actually i mean the picture and stuffs.
but now i have this trouble.
is that the post doesnt say what time this is posted
so can any HTML-readers HELP ME!!!
thanks!
love -chao!
brb. ((:

i dont feel like blogging anymore.
i do not know whats going on in my life
nothing in the world seems to make me happy
everybody thinks i am a happy go lucky girl
thats so carefree hey i believe you're wrong
i do not feel that way at all
i do not know how to live my life now
i feel that there is no purpose for me to be living
why is this so random?
happy on the inside(:
the opposite on the opposite.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

let me tell you my dirty little secret
-i want to hold your hand-

Friday, July 14, 2006

WASTED TIME

TIME WAS WASTED TODAY!!
eating LOUSY noodles!!!
its so bad! with the BAD attitude
and BAD service the CHINA!!! woman
is giving! (i dont like china workers in s'pore)
SO RUDE!!
after all we're the ones that gives you your salary
in that remote area!
arghh! >.<>
but it seems that sandra liked the FOOD there
but i can't DISAGREE that the fried rice was not bad..
anyway we went to that REMOTE area for lunch
as darll' went to see the doc.!
he doesnt seem to be pro.
lols.we wanted to eat westlake
BUT consultation was too long.
anyway BACK to the DOC.!
"He's actually quite good!" claims Mrs. Seet
oh my ! HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING!
claims my friend.
but it was quite cheap la.
$19 bucks for consultation, pills and the wrapping of LEG!
oh darll's condition she actually sprained her
leg near the ankle during P.E on wednesday.
and it got swollen and hurt!
bear helped her to wrap her leg.
its GOOD to have RED CROSS-ers as FRIENDS!
but yesterday when she came to school
her leg was more swollen!
and toes were FAT, and couldn't move.
IT WAS BAD!
plus the side was BRUISED! and had a blood clog.
it was TERRIBLE!!!
the sight of it makes me feel pain!
and today her whole body ached!
the doc. said that it won't lead to aches.
hmph?
and doc said that its just a BAD SPRAIN!
hUUhh??!?! i know. ask me.
LOL.

so after lunch.the 4 of us walked to Towey's place
as supposedly we're having tutiton.
BUT she getting old and having
S.T.M!(Short.Term.Memory) [F.Y.I]
Mei,mich& rry was there already
when we were there Towey was like
WONDERING why are we out there.
and she realised that she made a mistake and everything
so tuition is POSTPONED to MONDAY!

after that we tried to think where should we go.
i didn't bring anything to study
as we were suppose to have tution.
and intended to head HOME after tuition.
BUT now plans are DESTROYED!
with "pai kar" darll
we cant go far.
she cant possibly HOP round town!
or wherever / in front of the cute bung @ starbucks!
lols. so serene it is! THE "hangout"
went to serene BUS-ed there haha
2 stops! sat at macs.
I ATE ?? at island! YUM YUM!
long time ever since ?? came out again.
we saw CHOW-CHOW! again..
he helped us opened the door at island
when darll' and i GIGGLED in.
chow-chow(what a name?) haha
don't think he's name is chow!
lol. we call him that cause he looks like
a CHOW-CHOW(you know the dog?)
i know mean but... seriously.
we do not know this guy directly BUT
indirectly and you can say a "FATED" friend.
or just maybe always at macs..
and once at G.C concert and town... LOLs.
but i realise/found out that chow
was alittle ATTENTION SEEKING ..today
he was making a lot of noises
and when we look over he will just
slight turn at an instance
maybe i am wrong but it seems like it to me!
when darll' left he was like that too.
hmphhh... weirdo---
haha.. soon after dad picked me and bvroom!!!
and fetched candy jie then HOME
i bought snacks for "SUPERMAN" and "CHARMED"!!!
trallalala.. the show is starting!!!!
chaos!!!*(my dad knows chaos too!)
-FUNNY WERIDO DAD i have and sometime embarrassing and OLD!


hey i hope you're doing fine.-
text me if you're alright or not
(if you even see this)
don't feel bad bad as one learns
from his own mistakes.
-if you need someone.
i'll be there. smile(:

Thursday, July 13, 2006

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
-Ryan Caberra "Photo"-

lee ryan -close to you

Save me from myself
I wanna love somebody else
Someone like you
Makes me smile the whole night through
Im Hungry for some answers
Im Hunting for the truth
You are what im looking for
Please show me the way
Please show me the way
I'll do anything to be close to you
And I'll be anyone that you want
If you let me know
Where you run to
Where you go
All around the world
I will follow
Coz im looking for the real thing
Im haunted by the truth
You can do anything you want
I wanna beI wanna be with you
I'll do anything to be close to you
And I'll be anyone that you want
Save me from myself i want you
One more time i got to show you how i feel

BLOGGY BLOGGY BLOG BLOG!
darn. I AM HUNGRY!!!!
lol. peeg me!
joy had a long long day in school!!!!
she's feeling super tired and worried


joy misses rahzr!
she have not been coming to school cause
little missy is not feeling well.
take care dear!
DONT WATCH THE JAPANESE thing w/o JOY!


joy have been trying to speak chinese
for the pass few days
as she's going to have her CHINESE ORALS
soon!! and her pinyin still can't make it
SOMEONE needs to practice with her
by speaking. BUT DO NOT LAUGH at her!


joy misses you too!
you take care alright?
do not think too much and just let it pass
it'll be over soon.
it happens all the time
all the misunderstandings
dont hurt yourself again
talk to me if you want.
STOP SMOKING! it doesnt help!
love!!
joy did not study today
she's actually quite bored of studying
and does not know what to do now..
sighhs..


joy LOVES flowers!!
joy want flowers!!
pretty flowers
even if its dying, joy'll resurrect it!


in todays post there are many joy
this and joy that.. LOL
this is because joy does not know what to blog
!JOY LIKES ALL!

it feels weird now when you call me baby.
but i grin inside

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

it makes me cry when i see you hurt yourself.
why? why? why must you hurt yourself
what was it all about?
are you alright tell me.
can you please don't do it anymore!
there are people that cares for you!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

You don't know me, you don't even care,
She said
You don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
"Boston"


SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME
Posted by -JOY(x

is it me or is it you?

I really do not know what's going on.
are you the one for me or not?
I really want to know if I am the one or not
I've been waiting.
What's going through your mind?
-whats going through mine?
Am I escaping? Whats there to run from?
My true feelings?
How do I face reality?
I have been wanting to say that I do accept you for who you are I will be there for you when you need someone I'll be the shoulder you cry on I will be the person you vent your anger on I will be there in an instant when you need me.
Why why is it that you're back suddenly
am i going to know anything.
If you cry. Have you ever thought about me?
tell me what's tears
Is it those wet liquid that rolls down my cheeks all the time?
Thats common.
i dont know

Monday, July 10, 2006

I EXCEEDED THE PISS ZG LIMIT FOR THE DAY HURRAY!!! APPLAUSE FOR ME!!!!


pOOf!
my day was exhausting today!
had test. which i didnt study for.
math. Smart aleck me.
did not bother. and could not remember cos rule!
and forgot to but a -2 in the FORMULA!!!!
so stooopit! and i TOTALLY do NOT know how to do TRANSFORMATION
S.O.S!!! I NEED HELP!!!
i only know transformation of the POWER RANGERS!!
haha old skool! whee. HoOOOo..
GO! GO! POWER RANGERS!!
i like Yellow ranger and RED and WHITE.
HAIIIII YA!!! i KNOW kung Fu!!
ENOUGH!!! i am so gonna screw math P2!! my P1 was FANTASTIC!
whahahahha..
alright. after that van and I went to SMU
to studyy.. we studied for about 3hours-4 + + +
and I ate SNOW ICE!!!! yums!

and SUBWAY!! (AWESOME!-although was quite "sian" for a period)
honey mustard... ADDICTIVE!
I studied chemistry ALL THE WAY!!!!
as there's an Acid, Bases and Salt Test tmrw.
we left at about six fifty.
cause we have TUITION @ CHEC.. ...
chemistry with Swee Seng. LOLS.
He discovered and thought out why my name was JOY!
lols. and it was OBVIOUS he's out to get me today!
he was somehow "shooting" me INDIRECTLY!!
lol. and he's always asking why we're always laughing
lets just make him wonder if we're laughing AT him or WITH him!!
HA HA HA
dad picked me from tuition today
i am so "lucky"! lols... ..
pOOfing off now.. slEEpy *yawnss.
*therewasntanymessagefromyoutodaybut
iknowitsgoingtocomeoutofasuddenagain
GOOD NIGHT love! *
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
Three Doors Down-Here By Me (1st stanza & Chorus)

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Tell your mother, your brother, your sister, and your friend.
And the others, your lovers, better not be present tense.
Cause I want everyone to know that you are mine and no one else's!
Oooooooo, oh!
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do(what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style your bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true - all right -
Ain't no other man but you.
Break it down now!
Christina Aguilera-Ain't No Other Man.(chorus)

studying = addictive/bonkeringg ?

HAPPY happy BIRTHDAY CLAR-!!!!
its a boring day for me today.
I did not do anything thats actually FUN
lols. except STUDYING
trying to make that my hobby!
and think that its fun.
MAKE IT MY FRIEND!
and imagine bringing Tunku Abudul Rahman out shopping
bring calcium hydroxide ice-skating
bring 'hua wen' to the movies
bring england"" to the world cup
bring x=+-b sq.root b(sq) - 4ac over 2a to a posh restuarant
bring final accounts to sentosa
and bring nature to the non-recyling centre.
LOL. is it making me bonkyy.. or am i going bonky
its just a little of social studies and i am like that lols.
I CAN!! i CAN I CAN STUDY!
i need MOTIVATION!
alright. if you're wondering whats the " " today
its.. ... are Singaporeans really 'Kiasu'?
its a rainy day today.
and when i was on the way to lunch with
daddy and mommy
sitting in the car lOOking out the window
watching out if any CUTE guy is staring at me!
HA HA HAHA NO LA! joking.
and i was somehow looking at the road and not the
trees, buildings and bla bla ..
maybe its still ALL THE SAME all my FIFTEEN and a few months and days on PLANET EARTH nothing have changed CTE still looked the same besides the growing of more tree bla...
and while looking at the road.
i was looking at the car tyres.
and how it SWIFT pass the thin layer of water.
its rather interesting i can say. (try observing ONE day)
and if you realise that some cars.
no matter how old there are their car is clean spotless
(new cars MAJORITY are spotless too)
but if you see some of the OTHER old cars i really do not know
why they just do not want to wash their car, lazy?, no time, or KAISU?
their cars will just drip BROWN CHALKY coloured water
and windscreens swiping off grey coloured water.
i just grimaced at these cars.
if you're asking.
HOW WOULD YOU KNOW THAT THEY ACTUALLY WANTED TO WASH THEIR CARS BUT IT RAINED UNEXPECTEDLY?
alright then... you've got a point there.
maybe its TOO much tv for me!
if you remember this scene in one of the episode of 'Mr.Kiasu'
alright mr.kiasu's car was TERRIBLE.
but what can we say right??
NO OFFENCE..
hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didnt do for you...
hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.
Blue October-"hate me" (chorus)

you'retheonetoday
itmademereallyhappy
BIGSMILES((:
waitingwasnotputtowaste.
thanks.

GO COMMUNISTS!!!!! !!!!!! !!!!!

i am currently studying..
and i just realised that i cannot sit PUT.
lol. i must MOVE all around!
i cant just sit for a thoussand and one minutes
to study! hmphh why?
and the worst is that i am studying SOCIAL STUDIES!!!
and i am currently wondering.
if Singapore is a COMMUNIST country.
and everybody is EQUAL financially
does that mean if a girl buys a TOPSHOP undy.
every girl in the country gets one too??
cOOlness.
or if someone buys an LV handbag
everyone gets one too?
if its THIS WAY count my vote for communism!
just like one body!
GREAT UNITY!
(guess i am a little koo-koo thinking the stoopit and IMPOSSIBLE)
but who caresss.

falling to pieces??

i just found out that whatever i said is somehow true
just spoke to a friend.
he's like asking for advice on going for this girl
LOLs. i know silly (rofl)
he always does that
PROFESSOR joy ! p.H.D ta- DA Da DA!
he likes that girl but dont dare to go for it.
HE IS WAITING for the girl to take a first MOVE!
stoooPIt pOOt PooT!
BUT HE DOESN'T WANT TO GO FOR THE GIRL HALFWAY
as HIS DOUBTS WAS THAT THE GIRL'S FRIENDS ARE GOSSIPY
AND THE GIRLS MIGHT SPREAD things about both the girl and him
cause it happened before TO HIM.
spread to the entire school. (as said by him ?? )
WOW a MIXED school gossips are spread FASTER!!!and well spread
and i realise what can guys do w/o girls?
HA HA HA
shOOt me if you think i am wrong!
!!

LOVE?

someone asks you WHATS LOVE?
what would you answer/how would you answer?

Saturday, July 08, 2006

having a friend like you://

Rahhzrr i LOVE you!
thanks for spending the day with me
it may be a TIRING day but i enjoyed it.
going to places you and i consider as first times.
shOpping is fun.
i think i bought too many accessories BUT nice
lol. i KNOW you like the rainbow one.
borrow it when you want to.
just HOLLA me!
lols. as said i spent my day out with rah today
and i didnt go for svc.
if you're wondering
why HOLY Molly isnt at service today
she doesnt want to go. its a sudden thing.
she just feels that she wants to be like everybody on the streets on sat.
then to have a routine every week.
ITS BORING! she wants to roam town
buy at least a thing every week.
she does not want to spend time on things that she doesnt really benefit
all these years she still cant find what she wants.
so i bought like earringS!
a tote bag
and a shirt.
couldnt afford more.
but could afford the reversible bag i saw
but i already bought the CHEAP tote
today was an EXTREMELY tiring day!
cause i am so stupid to wear my SUBSTANCE wedge!!!
thinking that its going to be comfyy.
cause i wore it out for long walks before and my feet didnt feel sore.
BUT today awww.. ... it was TERRIBLE
cause we WALKED a lot!!! really a LOT!
but when we're at ICON i tOOk my wedge out and
barefooted i WALKED!
i LOVE barefoot! HAHA
headed to rahs house after everything.
we're quite useless today cause we felt tired after a short while
LOL.. summary: a LONG exhausting day. ((:
i just came up of a new " "
haha i dont know whats the word that i can use.
or whatever that says it is it.(get it?)
and the new " " is.
'having a relationship might spoil friendships'
alright .. MY POINT is NOT that a relationship is bad.
BUT you should know if your relationship is a healthy one
or not. a relationship is something that is suppose to last
forever till marraige.
its NOT for fun! if you think that you both are going to
break up one dumb day. cause you did not take the relationship
seriously.. GROW UP thats really immature.
and its PROVEN you're not ready for a relationship.
BUT if you think that you're going to last till the end of the world.
alright then. . . have you thought is he/she going to accept
your friends or the HE is going to be afraid of the SHE
and instead of a HE he becomes a 'she' letting the female take control.
or the SHE just do whatever HE says?
i believe that in a relationship everyone
EVERY SINGLE one must GIVE in.
in a way or another.
or its CONSIDERED as UNFAIR?
you may not agree with whatever i am saying.
but accepting one another is a thing before two moves on.
clear up your feelings with one another.
or esle you'll NEVER have your say.
your friends must accept your partner .
and
. your partner must accept your friends
(BOTH SIDES!)
end of my " " for the day.
EMOoff*
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
Rihana-Unfaithful (Chorus)
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Friday, July 07, 2006

shhhhh.. keep quiet I'm listening to their conversation

I evesdropped somebody!
IS THAT SINFUL?
lol. we're at The Heeren taking neo-neos again!
EMO? i know.
waste of money? i guess so.
okok.back to evesdropping.
what i heard was (while cutting the photo stickers)
"Aiyo now. This is another thing to get girls MONEY"
HAHAHAHA is it true? or really a fact?
i believe that stranger has a point there !

and while i was ChOO-ing home.
i was thinking.
In fact! Every single thing attracts the females!
If you are saying then they buy guys' undergarmets TOO??!
WHY NOT?! Lesbianism is IN s'pore now.

and don't your mommy buy shortpanderss for your daddy?
EVEN girlfriends buy CUT LITTLE BOXERS for their boyfriends
e.g? a SPONGBOB BOXERS! ? (sounds familiar?)
and NOW girls buy the CUTE graphic GUY boxers for themselves too!
why? comfortable although you have a hole there infront of the pants!/"panties"
Girls cross-dress= FUN! some Girls don't even like their own gender.(cant accept themselves for who they are!) why? weird... ..
Okay a little off track.
Yeap so I AGREE with that stranger!!
GIRLS ARE SO EASILY ATTRACTED TO STUFFS
AND BEING CHEATED OF STUFFS!

are girls stOOpit? YES they are stOOpit!
i ate WANTON MEE today!!
yum-yum
alright i am lost for words cause i am talking to sarah.
and she's distracting me and i cant remember what i want to say
and AND AND sarah say HI! lol.
LOVE 'll.

But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

Thursday, July 06, 2006

OH just to ADD
i played catching(slow-mo) with Mrs.Khor
in class today!
she wanted to KILL me
cause i said something wrong about her
COK KORC eyes!! 0_oO <--- haha double eyeball!

foie gras - yums

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
-Joanna ! ! !
-Boh Leong Cous. ! ! !
PONTINI
A GREAT french restaurant!
YUMS DELICIOUS FANTASTIC
i can DEFINATELY say
*drools ( in an informal way) lol.
bring me buckets! bring me pails!
(recruit me for THE DRAMA Team! -9*******/999)
:)) alright ENOUGH is ENOUGH i SAY!
expressive is GOOD for ORAL!
too much GOOSE LIVER in my system
till i have much more energy to .... ... think crap!
i had ravioli (F.Y.I-a sheet of pasta)
Squid-ink Ravioli (to be exact) with Seafood.
it was gOOd yum YUMS
tHUMbs UP!!
and TIRAMISU for dessert
sinful...? (i know) BUT
ITS GOOD! AND I DONT REALLY CARE!
PONTINI @
Grand Cropthone[sp?](directly next to ZOUK)
Level Two .
EARLIER in the day...
we went to celebrate JoJoJOjojojojo JOANNA's
bIrd feathers... eh NO!
BIRTHDAY!! it was quite fun as of the company
my sIxerss-jjavss,d!!
neos neos WE TOOK!
jO jO no bf. LOL soon. so sIx of us. (they're addicted to neo-neos)
but before that jO raH and i & bay
went to p.s SPOTLIGHT-SPOT ME!
to buy BLACK cloth for the classroom
as Xiong xiOng wants it for the window.
HE THINKS ITS DISTRACTING US FROM KEEPING QUIET!
^LAUGH!!^
it was a little cheap but exp.
2.2 by 1.4 m was about $7.80
yeap cause we asked for the CHEAPEST
class fund no $$$ and its like the cloth is so thin!
cheat my $$. lols lol.
after that went to Heeren to meet van and darll'
cause they had ORAL!!!
and go N.U.M ------see------------- >>>
THE BAG WE WANT TO BUY!!!
lols+ neo neos.
then rah left! then we tOOK a LONG TIME
to DECORATE!!!!! (as usual)
then went to TAKA to buy my NOTEBOOK!
so NICE!! they didn't have the "bible" one
so i bought a one with COWS!!!!!!!!!!
MOO MOO MOO
and vann bought the one with the LIZARDS!!
havent wrote on it YET but sOON
i am gOing to deCorate first! hee-hee alright
oFF i go! see you!

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

SEEING YOU SPOILT MY FRIGGIN DAY

OH MY fRIGGin' BIRD NUGGET FISH STICKS!!!!!!!!
SHE SAID THAT THE ___ WERE NOISY AT SERENE MACS!!!
ONE DAY WE'LL RECEIVE COMPLAIN FROM THE PUBLIC!
LIKE AS IF YOU WERE NEVER EVER THAT NOISY BEFORE?!
SO DEMURE GOOD FOR YOU!
FISH YOU OUT OF THE POND LA!
I MAY SEEM OFFENDED CAUSE ITS US LIKE
WE "DON'T" KNOW WHO YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT!!!!
LIKE I SAID:SERENE=MY "DI PAN" DUNC CHA PREY PREY ARH I TELLL EUU BIRST!
(I AM JUST JOKING ABOUT THE 'di pan' THING)

lol>LOL.lol>LOL

little boy crazee

Why is everybody mourning over the FALL of Germany?
I still don't understand soccer EXCEPT the cute hot guys
But it seems like I only know Kaka!! (alright.don't laugh)
and Brazil is out so is England.. ...
[thats what some girls do during W.C:gorge their O-O]
anyway about today.
saw this really cute jappy guy lol.
and someone that looks like you. which darll' TOTALLY embarrassed me in front of.
the jappy guy SPOKE!
alright not as if he's mute or something. But like you know..
Ohh and i saw lou's b.f! lols.
I call him Polly Pocket!( don't ask)
But he doesn't know so its just the girls and me
we're like--> : where the hell is polly oh man polly pocket is so slow and lou was like--> : arghh ya..why is he so slow..maybe he's still having training..ahh i miss him. and I was like--> : not as if you didn't see him for a year or what! and lexxy was like--> : HAHA they saw each other yesterday!
(JOY LITERALLY WENT-oh my goodness! owrhhahh)
lou is head over toes in love with him.
yep I agree he's really BLACK! no he's not Indian. polo-player. sun
Oh and darll' didn't see chow chow today.
and I was telling them. Serene is MY territory!
'wo de di pan' LOL. and them was like CRAzzYy
HAHAHAHA. I was seriously MADD today.
I think. oK not many people were SPOTTED but..
arghh I am blogging CRAP.
i LOVE island cremery
HORLICKS + HORLICK POWDER.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!
LOVE YOU!

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.

You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.

You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking

How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

IS THIS SO TRUE OR SO TRUE?
SEX ON THE BEACH MY FAV. DRINK
ASK RAHHZR .lols.



You Are Sex On the Beach



When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth.

You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you.

So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks.

Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins!

Sunday, July 02, 2006

I am like a dead flower still living in vase of water thinking I am still going to survive but in fact I am actually dead. Relying on the support of the vase. Petals turning black, withering. The stalk falls, as it cannot hold the weight of the flower anymore. No I can. I can survive. I will survive. I am just waiting on somebody to revive me to"resurect" me to keeps me alive showering all his love, care and concern on me. Making sure that I will live as long as I can. Giving me the warmth of the sun. The quench of fresh water everyday. Keeping all insects away from me. Then, I will grow! I will. I will live for you bring me happiness and comfort. I know that I can be safe in your hands. I will feel love from where it should be coming. This is what I am hoping to deserve.
I am just dreaming all the time. All this while. If there is nobody looking after a withering flower. Am I going to give up? Or am I going to wait? Wait for somebody.
WAIT?? I really do not know I am really impaitient.
What am I going to do?
p.s-i love you.

They always tell me.
"All I want is for you to be HAPPY."
But its always a broken "promise"

fact: I once was but you ended it badly that leaves a mark on my heart.

HAPPY JUST MARRIED !!
I'VE GOT MYSELF A SISTER-IN-LAW.(LOL SOUNDS WEIRD)
BUT funky!!!FUNKY.. ...
CONGRATS TO
KOR KOR AND DA SAO! LOL

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