ohhh

then again.. some people ask me, 'why do you want to work two jobs?' and I'd say, 'I don't know. I love the money coming in hahhaha.'
I know. It's not as if I'm poor or whatsoever, I don't know I just think that working 2 jobs just satisfies my emotions. First I would just kill time, daily and not be a couch potato or any EEEEEE-DIOT bum that lives off their parents (no offence). I mean like if those people are able to do so cause they are rich and like well-to-do then do so. But if you're like not so well-to-do and like you're living off your parents, not helping out at home and treating your 'home' like a hotel. I guess you should just do something about your life? Or like maybe find a job?
Honestly, I don't like working. Like some found out that I'm handling 2 jobs and they ask me why. haha I actually do it for the cash and I find myself more useful, rather than sleeping till the late afternoon and then be back in the wee hours of the next day or like wasting my money on sticks, alcohol and cab fare. With the cash from work I can like do my own branded shopping and spend my own money without any guilt? Or begging my parents to buy a certain item for me or like have less than 5bucks in your bank and have to loan from your friends. Right now, I do not actually take allowance from my parents. It's actually the norm, when its the holidays no allowance is to be taken unless they give. And I'm using my savings from home, since my bank is cashless.
Alright I admit, money is like everything to me and I believe I can't survive without it.
Don't you people agree with me?

Boredom comes into the frame.

When you start work at 1030 at C.K Tangs Departmental Store. There's definitely not much mortals. Nonetheless when you work on the third floor of the departmental store a.k.a Technobay, there's definitely not much crowd dudes! But opposite me over at the men's and branded section, ohh definitely there are way lot more people. Maybe the grass is greener on the other side, hurhur, humour me. And then....
You actually realise that C.K Tang does not consist of much aunties!(I mean like the auntie-aunties) Even if so, they're like well-to-do kind of aunties. Awesome huuh! Maybe C.K Tang is like... I don't know.. (haha) a different mall.

Okay lets weigh it all out, since like I'm so bored right now at home, trying not to go to bed cause.. I'm NOT working tomorrow(haha). Back to weighing it out, Isetan is like the Japanese Crowd or like the 'O! There's a SALE/Promotion/Fair going on only at Isetan' people. Takashimaya is like the Japanese People as well as passerby and high-end people, going for their brands there or like maybe because it's well-known, and common? and convenient. Metro is like for essentials? (anyway it ain't that popular anymore). Robinson's is like a place for prim and proper to do their shopping? and a little of essentials as well and not to forget the auntie-aunties! trying to be in the scene! (no offence! apologies!) John Little has turned to an auntie-aunties place already, gosh! And... I will not speak for OG. Although OG is quite like WOW now, errr I guess only the one in Orchard, other outlets.... oooooo...... Lastly, remember Seiyu? Now they have re-named themselves as BHG.. but I still prefer Seiyu.
Is that all for the Departmental Stores in Singapore? I think so.. cause I can't think of anymore. So we'll just deal with all these, if they're not in my mind, then I guess they ain't popular. lols
[gosh! Feeling a little bitchy inside and like... oh! Maybe I have like been like reading gossip news over the Internet and they're AWESOME! hahaha ]

Celebrity Gossip News is just all so AWESOME! Know more about Britney Spears and Paris Hilton!!! Juicy! What about Nicole Richie and Joel Madden? Yummy! Oh Oh OH Amy Winehouse and other 'not so famousy' taking drugs. Kate Moss nude? Jennifer Love Hewitt showing her extra baggage in a bikini. Hayden(cheerleader from Heroes) trying to be in the scene, showing off her undies(in s'pore accent, zao geng), boobs, lesbian act, NOT with MILO(Peter Petrelli) anymore, and pose for the Paparazzi. What else...?? HahHA FIND OUT YOURSELF!

OH! Back to the point on why I'm blogging haha. What a Prawn-head I can be(in canto) haha. So I was just standing at the counter idling around as I've done what I am to do... count stock, record stocks, clean display and ya-dah ya-dah... I stood there and watched the "crowd", okay lets call them people. I stood there as I watched people pass me. Greet all with smiles and identify their looks, haha oh how bored I can get right? {f.y.i: I stoned for about an hour plus on my first day of work and surprisingly time past fast} So what I do is.. "omg. why is her skirt so short? Gross you can see her thighs." yes horrible me! "Oh... nice bag!!! Oh it's COACH." "Oh is that bag Balenciaga? Nah... the studs look fake. Oh she's such a fakeo!'' ''I LOVE HER GUCCI BAG! Nice-ness!'' ''eeeeeeee that baby is so cute'' ''oh that guy is buying something for his girlfriend. So sweet! Oh but bad dressing!'' '' I like his skinnies! He looks nice in em'' and BLAH BLAH BLAH! Okay I'm like commenting on others... forgive me... I was bored!!!!!!
I'm paid to stand and read a 'FEMALE' magazine, good huuh, but my heel(the sole of my feet?) is killing me!

I SOLD A WATCH TODAY!!! and I'm utterly HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY, ECSTATIC!!!! Thank You God! I love God!!

I predicted your ways. How predictable can you be? Rude shit. I was so dumb of not listening to ... and carried on with what I had in mind thank God I didn't embarrass myself and I'm feeling quite alright. You are lovely at times but not this time. I'm nice! (I said he's lovely) Something must be wrong with my mind. Stop signing in and out of MSN first with one nick and then a change! Brainwash this part of my memory with you in it. IT WAS JUST A SIMPLE QUESTION!!! Was it so hard to answer? NS NS NS. pissed, I'd tell you, pissed. Happy to see me pissed? Cause I AM! Argh (green-faced)

Alright I guess I would stop blogging right now. It's such a long post! Boredom takes you down to blogging. Quite enjoyable at times and quite tedious at times. haha

Christmas Wish list?? ::

1.Polaroid Camera- approx. $110-120
(can be found at Far East Plaza's Vintage shop or InQbox, there's a website too,
lomosapien if I'm not wrong.)

2.Scarves.
(a nicely printed scarf, with comfortable material)

***NO gift cards/vouchers please!!! ***
Unless its like GAP/TANGs cause I've got some and have not used them, so with more I can like combine them, lols.

3.Chuck Taylors
(preferably a grey/(red)campaign/black leather)

4.TIME CAPSULE building with my girls
(tell me time, date to shop for materials!!, venue as well)
Much love!!! Oh I've got a suggestion as well!!!
Lets all make FRIENDSHIP BANDS haha MAKE 4!
one to be in the capsule and the other 3 to be given out.
And you have to make it all the same to identify that it's yours!

5. Do they give Ang Baos on Christmas? lols
Forget what I said. haha

Thats all I guess! Yes like what Sarah said... Please post your wish list somewhere so we'll know what to buy!!! Err... Make sure there are no repeats haha.

OH! Who wants to go Christmas shopping with me!
Probably next week or the week after. Preferably a Tuesday/Wednesday on Week3 and a.. thats all the choices. Gosh! The month passes so fast! Oh the Year as well. Oh tian! I may not have those days free as I might be working. I pray and hope I have time for Christmas Shopping!

Good Night to you lovelies!!

MOOvee MARATHON

Oh I'm so tired from the marathon cause I've been running... HA-HA-HA Geddit? Marathon=Race? haha Okay I was just trying to be lame. I guess I made it. whahaha
Watched 3 moo-vies altogether. Started off with Hairspray then to Halloween(oohhh scared the hell out of me but ending was a little sad.) and lastly I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry.
And the WINNER for the MARATHON was.... TABITHA a.k.a TAPOICA TEO!!!!!!! Cause she lasted out through the night so she managed to watch The Nanny Diaries too, but I watched it already hahaha. The LOSER was... VANESSA SOH... lols she was like the first one to zonk out like boom poom whatsoever, anyway her mom told me she must sleep so who cares just let her sleep.
RAH and BAY was GOOD as well. They lasted the night somehow. I... haha slept somehow in the middle of Chuck and Larry-cause I watched it already.
I don't know if all of us had fun but I sure did by growing FAT!!
ATE HELL LOAD.

Many thought are running through my mind now and I don't know what exactly is going on. I'm feeling I've got many plans and I'm not suppose to make them.

I'm employed!!! I have a job already. Although I maybe lowly paid but at least its better than nothing. |:

you don't need alcohol when you've got company.

It feels all as if my Os is over but in fact I still have got to face the fact that my last paper is on the 13th, Tuesday. I can say that everybody is looking for jobs, partying and enjoying themselves;and I am doing so too. haha. What shame huuh. What about you people that are just like me?? haha Right now, I'm wondering what my classmates are doing. You know like you miss seeing them in school on weekdays. Now on weekdays you can go and party your ass off and not act like a 16/17. Gosh, what horrible life.

If you're like wondering what I am up to. I've been laying at home like a useless bum, trying to get a job. How helpful is that? And I have been watching HEROES! OMG you people should really catch HEROES on channel 5 every Monday at 11/10pm I don't know. But I've watched season one and I'm done with it and not such a loser anymore in front of my mates. haha (when they talk about Hiro Nakamura/Peter Pertrelli) Oh now they sound weird in front of you guys? hahah too bad go watch channel5 and chase after every episode. This Monday on channel5 you peeps are going to watch the first 2 chapters and I'll tell you don't judge HEROES by their first few chapters it's rather boring but after the first 2 it gets exciting and you can't stop. So that's how I spent my one and a quarter day, watching HEROES.

After Wednesday at Homeclub. I've not been turning in early. Gosh is that terrible? Rah said that my face will be super bad and I think it's pretty true. I'm getting dry and pimply skin. ARGHHHH... EARLY BEDTIME!!!!! HERE I COME!!!

Yesterday, we hung out at Rah's crib. I bought wine. But we didn't drink it. Cause I broke it. ): The rubber cork was super difficult to screw out, and I broke the entire bottle. So... no wine, but who needs wine when you've got good company! teehee. So we got Kickapoo-joy juice, Coke Light and Coke. hahahh It tasted exactly like wine, how awesome right. You see my God is awesome! Had great girls talk, EVALUATING stuff out. ;)

There're Michy photos cause I met her in the afternoon(:

Sweet talking to GOOD friend!(: isn't it van?)

egocentric self now. not cammy-shy no more.

waiting for 87 to RAH's CRIB.

Barang. Barang.

play drunk huuh.

still talking actually.

pose.

my world.

The messy table of finished food and the girls.

Bored. So we've got guitar!

((: tee hee mom and dad came to pick me up at 4. hahaha

ahhhh I'm feeling sleepy. haha

wishes

I want to dance as if nobody can see me
;look silly and goofy in front of everybody.
Sing as if no one can hear me
;crack my voice and sound as ugly as possible.

friend?

you must be having your fun right now...
cause you didnt text me...
you only told me that if you're bored then you'll text me...
so I bet youre having fun with her right now...
but...
Im still awaiting youre text or your conversation telling me hows your day(:
love!

JOY are you CRAzY?

nope I'm not.
I'm just missing him and he misses someone as well;and I know I just know its not me.
How can he say too.. when my blog doesn't give hints directly? Is he that smart in these kind of things? Oh and he doesn't even remember my blog why would he even come and visit !!! (does he even know I own a blog?) I don't know.
But isn't it such a coincidence ??

I dreamt about you;I really did

I dreamt that you quit smoking for no bloody reason.
I had a feeling it was me.
But I was unsure.
I wish God would let me continue in this dream to find out the true reason.
Your friend made friends with my friend.
We were in two places first in Clarke Quay and second we're in Velocity, Novena Sq.
Its rather freaky that I can remember the places and the faces.
I felt proud of you that you did it.

I think the thought of quiting have been in your mind ever since that day when we MSNed.
Your personal messages are always so random, unclear and confusing.
I now see that you're a random person.
When I read them I will always wonder and think what does that mean.
I have been thinking why?
or, How?
Why guys are not straight forward/How come guys are not direct??
If I confronted you would you answer me?
If you don't, when we meet its going to be awkward. (will we ever)

I regretted.
Regret that I tried, out of curiosity.
The saying goes, "Curiosity Kills The Cat".
Now it'll go, "Curiosity Killed Joy".
What if you do quit and decided to tell me everything you've went through and start afresh.
And during that period of time, I ciggy.
Will you still love me? As I didn't change and you did.
I'm sorry. ( why am I apologising?)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Lets all KICK-START the new year, that's what I've been telling almost everybody to start the new year right and all. By not getting smashed and wasted during the new year and forgetting all undeserving memories. But guess what? I don't act what I preach. SUCKer!-this is how you spell j-o-y

I got smashed in the New Year and I'm too positive, thinking that everything is going to be alright when I started my own disaster upon my emotions. I'm okay, I'm alright, I guess.
My first blog post will just have to be about him. God, please tell me what am I doing with myself. I feel stooopit talking to him.

Why can't I talk to him like how I talk to the other guys? He's just an ordinary friend. I can be myself in front of the others but why can't I just be myself in front of him. I always feel speechless in front of him. What is it that makes him different, I see him normally, he got 2 eyes, one nose, one mouth and two ears, just like any other. Inside its different.


XOXO,
joy 2007

baby am I doing too much

I wish I knew more about you, on what you're going through. By the way, I love that piercing (I was thinking...;)) Have the feeling fade? Never mind I'll hold it on... (tolerate it) and wait till the O's are over. Please study for Os! I'm just Praying and Hoping one freaking day after your Os you'll just pick up the f*cking phone and dial 98455591. Though you don't know and will not ever know that I'm waiting, cause you don't bother, but I'm still hoping God will let you know in a way or another, in whatever way He work. I feel like the girl singing in the song Wonder (If She'll Get It) by Superchick. Except that you're not a superstar and I know your name. (lols) Why is it so that you're the one? and not any other and God just won't put another in my FREAKING life but its just you. PLEASE STUDY. Though you will be going wherever to study or whatever crap PLEASE STUDY.
[and if in case you read this, tell me if you like another, then i'll know what to do to the rest of my life. and puurrr-lease.. I will NOT end my life! ain't that silly to do a thing for you]