the NERD in me!

STUDIED again... today
BUT instead of B.K today at MOS and McCafe.
with Jia Man and Sarah.
HA HAR HAH..
with this 2! woahh...
pOOf!
its JUST ... unproductive FOR ME!!
BUT I LOVE THEM
and with Jia Man..
EAT! EAT! EAT!
when she's SO SKINNY like a ROD!
and me FAT like a DUSTBIN!
Jia Man is really funny!! I lurrrhh her many many
and she makes fun of sarah too..
haha REALLY well! MAN!! WE CAN MAKE A TEAM.
going to B.K tmrw though..
anybody?? find me then... ((:

boy..I don't know how to tell you my feelings.that.you're the reason why i'm crying.you're the reason why my emotions are like that.I know its stupid to turn to you when its about you.I don't know what to do.I just wish that I can question you about everything and anything.and nothing will turn awkward.why am I so troubled when it comes to you? am I the weird one or you.I message all the time.I did the same today and there aint no replies.But only when I said to talk you just called and called.and then you care. why? why am I the one thats sharing my feelings with you.not that you have to.BUt you always say you will and I trust you in that.I'm still waiting.I don't know if its true BUT it seems that you have this other girl liking you.do i still have that space in your heart or its already taken up long time ago.I AM JUST AN INFACTUATION.I KNOW.Is there a recycle bin in me?I wish I was a computer.Just PRESS the DELETE! and I'll remind myself that I'm JOY with a :))