do you know how I feel? It just kills me inside that once you are all so.. and then you're totally another person after that. Its always that you have a problem and you always say you will tell me another time when you're alright. And that never happen. I know we ain't that close and you have closer friends and you don't know how to tell it to me. I really wish you'll put me in mind and not forget what you say. Sometimes I really don't know if you're true or not. When you mean it and when you don't. Have you ever? I don't know many things. I wish God will tip me and fill me in with all that I need to know. But it does not seem that HE is helping. What am I to do? my besty budds are not psychics! I JUST WANT TO LET YOU GO! But YOU KNOW WHAT? I can't! Its that I don't know how and I don't know what to do with you. When I try not to think of you, I realise I am.
<3 is the closest to me now.
and in future... if you just don't wanna go reply! It HURTS when I don't get a reply about this matters I rather get rejected than to live without a reply.