Moved.
Pm/ask me where I have shifted too.
(:

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atethin::

social life down.
It has all been on tutorial and school.

I don't know where to restart at.
Life's so screwed and lost.


total love: 10000000000000000
(:
X.O.X.O,
joy chang on the go (;

bean::

HI TABBYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!
LETS GO OUT SOON!!! CYCLING AGAIN???? hahahaha


What happened in Vegas?

much love ;)

I still want topshop as my brand! ):

live:

I'm moving......
giving hints on titles each day on which blog I'm movingggg tooo... (:

much hearts

I MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!! Even if I hated you in class or you are so bitchy and eeeeeee-ritating in classs, I STILL MISSS YOU!!!!!!!!

omg!!! I did not wish shawno and bay happy birthday on blogger!!!!
no worries guys I wished you through text right??? Plus I wished you over at my lj!!!

HAPPY seventeen and eighteen guys!!


TONSandBUCKETS of LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

hits!

FARAH:: HELLOOOO FARRRAHHHHHHH((:


YAYNESSS!!!!!
This blog have actually hit 10,000 over people!!! *grins to self(:***
TIME TO CHANGE BLOG!!! hahaha
humansssss I'm moving over to lj !!! hahahh
most probable la.
will keep you people updated(:

Tag reply!

Tab and Nisa!!! :: HELLO!!!!!
Done saying hi to one another?? haha You girls are like sooooooo cute!
(:


Rebecca Mo :: HEYYY!! HELLOO!!!!

Labour Day

I know you're not asleep
I can feel you moving over there
You've been playing with the seam
In your worn out underwear

My lips are raw as hell
From biting on them just to stay awake
It's not like I'm gonna need them
You won't be around
To see them bleed and break

All...all that I do
Comes back to you
So I'll just think about you til there's nothing new in my head
All...all I can do
Is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends
I'd rather be dead

I drove out of East Atlanta
With a headache the size of my car
I called to say that I was okay
Cause i know how you are

I'm like a movie without an ending
You know I've got nowhere to go
And it makes me wanna throw up
To see you wanna give up
More than you'll ever know

Everything is supposed to have a happy ending
But the record keeps spinning and the needle keeps bending
Like the road I'm driving to the bridge that has no end
I wanna take back everything that I've broken
But the bridges behind me are burning and smoking
I guess this is the end

Inducing Skills of Cam-whoring.

I've got GOOD Cam-whoring SKILLS (: hahahaha Love you guys(:

































I think I am falling in love with my school peeps! The "clique" is just the funnest people I can find in NYP!!!!

One shot!

hahahah It seems that I haven't been blogging for long and I am so so so going to blog all at one shot and one go! haha

So today, 2904, is like Zameer's Bird-day((: Happy LEGAL JAMIEERRRRR!!!!!
Hope you liked the gift that we got for you and all please use it wisely! (:
There isn't much shots for Jammeeirrr's birdday cause I forgot to bring Mr. Cammy out AND! We all were like too AHHHHhhHHH to take any pictures from the 1.3/VGA camera phones haha Althought some of them owns 2.0mpx but anyway the day is over! hahaha Hope you loved Tom as well and BOB! and Yusof Ishak. haha

YES!! And I want to show you humans the 'cliquey' that I hang out with in school. They may look a little retarded(no offence) but like isn't it like common nowadays? hahaha

From left to right[portrait]: (top) Shimin, Joy, Suzi, Nisa, Crystal (bottom) Naiying, Jammierrrr

TAB! SAY HI TO NISA!!!!! HAHAHA


Kay I've got Badri<3 , Miss Lena and MEOWWWWWW's classes tomorrow!! LOVE Y'LL!!!!!!
LABOUR DAY WHERE'RE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE MY WORK MATES!!!!

Shermin(the very senior) and Carina!!!!
LETS ALL MAKE A DAY TO GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!
Thats when ALL of us are not working hahhaa
psssst. ask Victoria to give us an off day haha *winks*
(:

LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!!

The Fam.

Sigh. What is the fucking problem with this family and its members? Is it them or is it just me being sensitive; cause it all happened during the same period of time?

Ahhhhhhhh....
First and foremost my dad has issues! I seriously do not know if its the problem of Andropause or whatsoever but I am superly, udderly, and ultraly upset for what he has done. It such a shame as a parent to do such a thing what "great" responsibility and role model. ($$$)
Secondly, my eeeee-diotic aunt was keeping my passport! It is not shocking if my mom like keeps it and like hides it away from me and all cause maybe she's afraid I may elope or something. But my AUNT? It's like ridiculous! I mean like the other time I went holiday with the other aunt and she was like holding on to my passport. Okay so it's my bad for not asking it back and all BUT she can like at least return it to mother. OH NO... She passes it on to my other aunt to "safe keep" it. AMAZING HUH! I am so pissed because she keeps MY passport and not return it without telling me that she's holding onto my passport. Even my own mother doesn't even know! WTF! I AM SO SO SO PISSED once again is because she ruined alll my plans of wanting to go to Malaysia after a LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG time as well as to buy stuff!
SHIT LA TO THINK ABOUT IT SHE'S SUCH A FUCKER!
THAT I AM SO SO SO SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I can't believe I screamed at nothing at home today! SHIT
I can still feel the anger in me.

Whatever it takes...

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

schoool schoooool schooooooool

OMG! haha
Oh wells... I haven't blog about school since the first day of school. So I guesss I'll just do it right now at this instance. haha

okay... its like I am never going to end this post. I guess I'll just end it like that!!! AHHH

What wikipedia says...

Andropause.

Andropause (sometimes called male menopause^[1]) refers to a reduction of the production of certain hormones such as testosterone and dehydroepiandrosterone, and the consequences of that reduction.^[2] It is associated with a decrease in Leydig cells.^[3][4]

The use of the term "andropause" is not in itself controversial, and the term appears frequently in peer-reviewed journal articles, both with and without scare quotes. The controversy, rather, is over whether andropause is a "state" (the term used by MeSH), or a disorder. The decline in testosterone level with age is well documented,^[5] but there is disagreement over how the "normal" or "healthy" state should be defined. Researchers who oppose the term "andropause" usually don't object to the terms "SLOH" or "ADAM".

Right.. So all these are from Wikipedia. Wow!
Now I see what dad id going through, which I doubt so.
hahaha no such thing!
Goshh maybe its just the mood swings and craving he's got. Freaky!!!

Mrs..//

Read Rah's blog ...
and I'm lovin' it
//quote, quote...
""

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Closure 'Always tell someone that you love them because you never know what day will be their last, or your own. Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but will never find closure. And closure usually brings peace..' ""

Rahhzzeee I miss you ke-trillions as well. And I love what you quoted or something and blogged about. It is just so funny for you to be really really over there in another country. Everything may seem fine and normal but.. you're still over there. And right now I've got nobody to check out cool new hangout places with... , ahhh I really miss you A LOT! I wish I have the funds to go over to Aussie land to study as well. Life is just so different; but we will have to move on.
I hate Skype! It's so difficult to talk to you): it feels as if we're not talking and just doesn't give the feel of how when you are back home.
Be home soon and early! I'll forgo my little 0.000000001 point of gpa for a little time with you.

Love you tons
x.o.x.o.,
gossip girl. hhahahahahhahahahahhahahaha
So addicted to gossip girls finally found it online (:

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

The Leap Years

A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it
-Jean de La fontaine

Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous
-Albert Einstein

It is not in the stars to hold one destiny but in ourselves
-William Shakesphere

In three words, I can sum up everything I've learnt about life: it goes on
-Robert Frost

It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
-Alfred, Lord Tennyson


I will continue tonight

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My way -Frank Sinatra

materialistic deals

there are like so many many things that I want to buy that are like signs of materialism. Ah! I was thinking if I should actually buy the Ralph Lauren bag. Grab said its nice. I like the colour a little only. But I think that it looks like a market bag on me so it may not like look atas on me. Sigh.
Oh and the gold gucci shoes hahahhhaaaa

enough enough enough ! ! !
sleep!

CKP!!!!

I AM SO SO SO SO SO AFRAID OF that ckp(chee ko pei) !!!

It was my First Day of school !!!

How was first day of school everyone would ask.
So I will just broadcast my entire first day of school. haha

School...
It wasn't any typical 'oh first day of school' like how it use to be way back in primary/secondary school. It was like... I'm seventeen going on eighteen kind of school. Not when your mom send you right to your classroom see you through your first class and see you sing Mari Kita. Nahhhhh .... no more of that bullshit. It's like all independent. When you're going to get lost in school and be late for class, they don't take excuses. You don't get to choose the group you would want to work with for PWs. Everything is like on your own everything done by yourself and bla.
School is quite freaky. BUT time passed super fast!!! Like zooom zoom zooomm. Books are expensive. Lecturers are a little bit weird and funny. haha
Friends are coming in but not like close budds. It's okay! Now I just have to go talk to my PW mates. Sigh. School ends early tomorrow!!!!! GRABBBB (:

Thanks Zac ! I was so glad that I saw you when I just stepped into school! haha As well as seeing you around in school, lunch soon yea?

School at 0800 tomorrow.
Seeeyaaa love!

all for spending time.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRDY-DAY RAH RAH!!!
I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH!
EIGHTEEEN ALREADY!!!! LEGAL YOU CAN LIKE OPEN YOUR BIRTHDAY PREZZIE FROM ME!!! (: THEN TELL ME ABOUT IT K?
LOVE AND MISS!
MUAH**

damn. I skipped church today just because mom asked me too. haha
okay bad me put a bad name on my mother. (but its true) haha Just because she does not have a mj game to play today she asked me out. What a mother hahah. But I just realised something today about my mother. What? The truth. haha That my mom can really really be funny. Okay.. I'll admit it, hanging out with yo momma is quite alright. (maybe at times only:)
So now dear friends I so so so believe you that my family is a little bit funny! Just to side track, I told my brother how humorous-less he was and he proved me wrong so now I'd say, my family has got a sense of humor! hahahha So I went out with my mom and she really made me laugh a lot! We could just make each other laugh and bla....
It maybe an outing with 'the mother' but I still got to pay for my own shopping!!! But alright la, it made me less impulsive and spend little. (: Still spend but little (:
The rest of our day after dinner was spent at home with bro and sis-in-law for a game of mj. haha Was actually losing but still won in the end(: Supper at Jln Kayu.

Work at Victoria Jomo, Haji Lane tomorrow!!!
see you peeps soon and..
life is never going to be the same from tomorrow onwards ):
School starts on Monday! HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO strangers !!!

coolnessss

I've gotten my new lappy!!!! Joy is like darn darn darn happy!!!!!
(:(:(:

My lappy is like smexxxyy bexxyyy wexxxy. haha
I love love love it!!
you humans can like video call me or like webcam me now!!!
haha
dl skype!!!
nicenessss

Orientation day 1.

Oh wait there is not going to be a day 2.

Are you ready? (for school)

Am I ready for school???
I don't know. (I really do not know)

But I have already bought my Eastpak for school!! heehee It's like nice.
(: Now I need to buy my laptop but I do not know if my mom would want to buy it for me or not.
All I know was that she was quite pissed about my phone bill and did not want to buy me my Eastpak. So I bought the Eastpak on my own): Byee hundred bucks.
God I pray for a new laptop!!! :D

Thursday, 10 April 2008, 0800-1800.
Nanyang Polytechnic.
Joy are you prepared to meet your Marketing kids?
Hello new friends and humans plus STRANGERS!!
I am getting myself ready to know you all.
My hi-bye friends, classmates and humans that are able to communicate the alien language.
There is not going to be an isolation me and there is not going to be shy-ness in me!
(as you know I am quite shy!-I'm serious if you are a stranger to me, I will totally NOT talk to you) I NEED TO START TO LEARN TO TALK TO PEOPLE(humans I mean)!!!

GOD is going to see me through this I pray. Amen.

missesssssssss

I miss having all the fun with you!!!
I know you came back but it was just 10 freaking days and we didn't quite spend much time together. I hated that a lot! I know you are not really enjoying it now in aussie land after being back spending time with your boyfriend and with us and stuff.
It is really really really going to be hard on you but you know that aussie land is definitely going to better for you to study. It is a different environment and all but you know that you can do it!
Girl remember that you can do it only if you work hard!!! and... after that you will enjoy the hard work you have put. It can be all fun but remember your purpose of being there!
I love you and miss you very much!
p.s/ stay ground
p.p.s/ work hard
p.p.p.s/ you will always be missed
LOVE!

hello world.

ohhh Tabbo please don't deny it!! haha Have you ever...?? hahaha

Grab? Why am I so so so dead? Please elaborate!!



Call me Mahjong Queen people-Mahjong Queen!!!!
hahahahhahaha
ALL FRIENDS OUT THERE!!! IF YOU KNOW HOW TO PLAY MJ PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME! PROBABLY WE CAN LIKE CREATE A MJ-OUTING BEFORE SCHOOL ACTUALLY STARTS. NICE RIGHT? haha (and please make it in multiples of 4 or else some will get left out haha)


and people who wants pictures from me!! Add hello or like probably msn me or something k?

How's orientation people? I mean like people that went to RP. Is orientation cool? Made new friends? How's the environment? Is it really really really different from like secondary school and all? Sigh..
Do tag on the board to tell me or like comment la! Even if I don't even know you anonymous would be like a perfect name for you! haha (:
So... What would me poly life be like? Am I going to make new friends?
Are my new friends going to like me? Or are they going to hate me? Are they going to speak Chinese/proper English? arghhhh I am so ... worried.
School school school. Someone please be my friend!!!

sleepy.

I am like so tired right now.
Bye Chloe.
Shutter freaks me out but it was not as bad as the Thai version. lol
Food is good.
I love Starbucks!
My goody friend has a scandal with someone(duh), woot!!
Want to quit Cold Rocks, still thinking.
Esplanade Library! Your cafe food is yum.
Not much h2h talks like we use to have.
I love you my friends.
Bye one, where's hi one? Not yet, maybe.
Hello! Cheeena world according to Shannoying.
Sigh. Don't think I will be able to sleep, hello Heroes Season 2.
Bye!

CHLOE!!!! LEOW!!!!!!

BYE CHLOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(chloeeeeloweeyyyy)
I LOVE YOU right back!!!!
I WILL MISS YOU TONS AND ke-TRILLIONS!!!!

I don't know how my hangout late nights will be without you!!! haha
I will miss you totally and literally! Maybe one day you can be like rahrah and sneak back then we all can hang out again!! And you see if you're over there in aussie land who would be there to like actually bring joy to you except joy?! You see! So you should like come back during holidays and like actually plan drinking nights and party by then December we will ALL be eighteen!! heehee And when I am half-drunk I can like actually entertain you people and bring the atmosphere up haha.

love you!! (:
And I'll see you December(:

Like a big fat ostrich, totally!

After all/During the party fun I really did/done somethings that are really really stupid/dumb and all which makes me really anal and dumb! Right now I'll tell you I am really really sorry for what I did and the day after and the following day I have been feeling super super shity! I am so sorry. I know I have texted you and told you that I am sorry, and you have told me not to worry. I am still feeling really really bad. I am so so so super embarrassing and I didn't you and your girlfriend have gone so far since the time we have met. I am so freaking ashame of myself. Ahhhhhhh............
BIG FAT APOLOGIES!!!!!!!! It was absoultely my bad.

party fun!