CHLOE!!!! LEOW!!!!!!

BYE CHLOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(chloeeeeloweeyyyy)
I LOVE YOU right back!!!!
I WILL MISS YOU TONS AND ke-TRILLIONS!!!!

I don't know how my hangout late nights will be without you!!! haha
I will miss you totally and literally! Maybe one day you can be like rahrah and sneak back then we all can hang out again!! And you see if you're over there in aussie land who would be there to like actually bring joy to you except joy?! You see! So you should like come back during holidays and like actually plan drinking nights and party by then December we will ALL be eighteen!! heehee And when I am half-drunk I can like actually entertain you people and bring the atmosphere up haha.

love you!! (:
And I'll see you December(:

Like a big fat ostrich, totally!

After all/During the party fun I really did/done somethings that are really really stupid/dumb and all which makes me really anal and dumb! Right now I'll tell you I am really really sorry for what I did and the day after and the following day I have been feeling super super shity! I am so sorry. I know I have texted you and told you that I am sorry, and you have told me not to worry. I am still feeling really really bad. I am so so so super embarrassing and I didn't you and your girlfriend have gone so far since the time we have met. I am so freaking ashame of myself. Ahhhhhhh............
BIG FAT APOLOGIES!!!!!!!! It was absoultely my bad.

ohgeee

The person I love spending the most time with.
Awesome isn't it?

Cam-whorerrs, gossip buddies, heart2heart talks, late-night snacks, complains and FAT Love.

Oh Vivyan,

hahhahahahha...
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................
Please don't say it out!!! don't worry now that you've told me I'll go check my mail. hahha
No worries. I won't leak you're secret out, its safe safe safe with me, I promise. hahahhahahahahh, I think. ;)

Dear Bay Bay,

humour me.


hahaha
alright bay bay (not a member of facebook) is trying to be like Joy.
BE FUNNY! hahahhaha
cause now she's taking facebook to my blog.

okay then whoever wants to poke, TAG.
you can send me a gift as well.
my address is ...

happy poking.



POKE POKE POKE !
you back three times BAY hahhahaha

Dear Sarah,

I miss myself so much that I tagged telling myself that I miss myself when I'm with myself. Oh how retarded!
haha love!

FLUFFY

oh sorry i people I forgot to show you'll amanda's sister, fluffy.

see both the white pillow and the purple rug?
They're fluffy!!!!

JOYCHANGYULING HADGREATFUN TODAY!!!!!!!

JOYCHANGYULING went out with pretty lysie today! We hanged at ViVOcity...I managed to buy my black skinnys, teeheehee its beautiful!-ILOVE! We just walked round Vivo as our aim was to comb through vivo city!!

Window shopped as we said that we MUST save $$$ and not be impulsive!
Dinnered at Thai Express! thats when we started to cam-whore!
We've got names for ourselves.... The OOoolong Camwhoreus(: From the toilets to roof top to DAISO and back to the roof top!
We sure had FUN in Daiso! ! !

Head back home at about 10plussy. Met a Korean guy, he asked me for directions, teeheehee, so I brought him down to the MRT station as I was heading down as well(: Taught him how to use the machine to get back his deposit of $1 !! haha. He's really nice and quite cute as well in his twenties.... He said that Singaporean are nice and smart people cause we all can speak ENGLISH! He also said that he likes Singapore! teeheehee(:

After sending off that foreigner, I walked to the Bus Interchange and took 855 back home! Met Becky in the bus as she was heading back to her crib as well from her work at Sentosa as a Tour Guide!!! hahahahhaaha... Leading a Japanese group and an INDIAN GROUP!!! hahahahaha....

Dad called me and so he picked me up from Castle Green(: Joy didn't had to exercise by walking home(: (:

Talked to ZX through MSN(:

RAIN IS COMIN DOWN!! wtf! WRONG!!! its.... JOY IS BLOGGING NOW!!!!!

MY FRIENDS AND I WERE BEING CHEATED AT NEWTON CENTRE FOOD CENTRE!!!!
fuck that shit head assy BOH-ZOH!

Alright, how were we cheated?
So there was like 9 of us in total: Rachel, Alexia, Phanida, Cassie, Sandra, Alex, Joyce, Sarah & I. (+ Chloe who came with her family). We were all there for dinner as we went to support JiMin at ACS(barker). She played the Viola with this cute Korean guy. haha. (opps!) Its some Korean Christian Music thingy that was being held at barker. So she was called to play the opening of the whole thing. So we ALL went to go support!! MAN! I tell you JI MIN IS FREAKING FREAKING GOOD!!!!! THE WAY SHE PLAYS!!! WOAH!! and WHAT SHE WORE SEXXXXYYY haha. anyway TO JI MIN: you played well and you look super super PRETTY on stage and you sounded FANTASTIC!!!! I give you 10 stars out of 5. (opps!*-) haha. love!
(pics will be uploaded later)
the girls were like cam-whoring all the way...
We left straight after she played and we ALL headed down to Newton Circle's Food Centre to MAKAN!! By that time we were all like STARVING !!! So we ORDERED AND ORDERED AND ORDERED like nobody's business! We had like HOKKIEN MEE, CHAR KWAY TEOW, OH LUAH(Oyster omelette), STINGRAY(cheat!), SATAY and carrot cake and beef noodles and desserts, etc..... SEEE!! THIS IS HOW MUCH 9 GIRLS CAN EAT!!!! and I'm the FATTEST!(ARGHH!!!! ANOREXIC IS MY GOAL!)
story of the stingray and the cheating! fucking gold/silver/blonde hair guy!
WARNING!!: when you eat at newton and want to eat seafood, patronise all the other stalls but not the one with the many awards one facing the car park, next to the famous minced pork noodles!!!! and the guy has a RECOGNISABLE hair! (;
WHY IS THIS SO?
-cause they think we are super easy peasy to cheat! lol. by bring 2 plates of Stingray looking as if they were from 2 different stalls and one charging 50% more than the actual price.
WHY ARE YOU'LL SO STUPID?
-we are not its just that we lack good communication skills. By not informing each other, we thought that someone else ordered therefore we thought that we called extra! :(
sighh... later we were smart enough to go look around and spot them actually "interested" in rah or rach. ASS HOLEs !! They can't just get a life!!!!

pictures will be uploaded soon...
LOVE <3

I'll be listening! ! !

Dear friend,
I love you first of all. Know that I'll be there listening always. Till I become like the old man, there in the picture. When I grow bald with just a patch of grey hair left, till I'm so OLD that I look like a man and even when my sense of hearing decides to fail me. I will just be sitting there and let you blabber to me. I know I'm always looking else where when you talk to me for long and I look distracted with other things and you think that I'm bored listening to you, I am actually still listening and I know what you're saying to me. I CAN MULTI-TASK. Trust me, I seriously can. You are always there for me when I needed you to listen to me. You'll just be there no matter what and listen to me yah-da-ing, giving me advice, comfort me and to think the positive way. Although I am not like that, I don't have the fast thinking of an advice or at least something to distract you from thinking talent. But I'll still be there listening to you, I may suck at advices with the emotions and consoling.(you know that) I am trying, so at times I may think and keep silent after you're done talking. Please note that I'm actually thinking of what to say to you and I'm not distracted with anything else. Don't think so much already thats what I can say. You don't want to let me see myself in you. And you definitely don't want to see me in yourself right. You know how I am. The emo-shit.
You take care, love you.
((: I'm getting cheesy, wtf..

unbelievable

maybe you have lots of admirererss. with just that pretty face and that 'act-cool' friendly character of yours, attracts the many other girls in wanting to be your friend and having a crushes on you or as an eye-candy. WTF. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I actually believe you that you likED me. am I stoopit or am I just dumb? OH WAIT! they're both the same thing! alrightt. I'm both.{FOOK! I admitted. what have you turn me to?} Out of the others I know(guys-duh), you're the one that seriously change me. I'm not what you see me as. I'm the total opposite of what you think I am.(wait!! do you even know who I am?)
I dont know how and why I like you. you and I we're the opposites of each other! we have NOTHING in common! and you're not what I expect you to be but I still do like you.
"the opposites attract"-what a cliche
I know I'm bothersome all the time, msging you all the time, redundant stuff cause I want you to know that even if we cant get together or wil NEVER be together we're still friends. if you think I like my eye-candy YOU'RE CRAsY! I don't.
boy. I know emo's cool and 'in' now. but by not talking things out its bad! I know you dont want to talk it out thinking that how can mortals help you when are the ones that HURT you. if you dont help yourself who can and you'll never heal and open up to the new things.
you may say, "joy.. its not as easy as you think it is and YOU DONT KNOW ME." I know I dont cause you wont let me. And I still dont know why you cant treat me as a friend? and think that we must be in a relationship? I DONT WANT TO BE WITH YOU!
lets stay as friends.forever!
I dont mind you calling me dear(as a FRIEND), sweetie(as a FRIEND), pretty(as a FRIEND), baby(as a FRIEND), etc... WHATEVER as a friend... as long as we stay friends. so that you know you're not always the wall/rag-doll that people rant at when they need you and not there when you need them. and please don't treat me like them.
my friend. ((:

when girls PMS all at the SAME time;you don't want to be with them.

I HATE IT!!! ALL MY FRIENDS ARE WORKING!!! THEY'RE ALL B-Z B-Z B-Z ... BUSY LIKE FAT LITTLE BUMBLE BEEsss !!!! YOU ALL BETTER TURN UP ON THE 21st!!!!!!!!!!!

today went to Deanna's house. To Lunch! YUM YUMS!!!!!!!!!!
cabbage pancake thingy and shoyu Eggplant/Brinjal, lady's finger. OoOo and MOCHI!! RED BEAN MOCHI! BEST!!! love. thanks for everything

I feel FAT now.

IT SEEMS LIKE ...

My tattoo is a day old now!!! I wanted to keep it discreet in school but it seems like the both classes have found out. Have been showing. Everybody going "eh let me see!" "oh my! is it pain?" "ooh cool." "its a bit small" "how does it feel??" "how much you paid" I felt like err okayy.. But some said its small. I was thinking is it really small? Darll(Deanna) was saying that I should have done it bigger. But to think of it she should of told me on the spot right?? When I was with her! ass. But I'm still happy with it! It looks fake, un-real & cartoon but its REAL!!!! I went through the pain bravely! My Experience of pain=GOOD!! the after effect to me After effect=PAIN-hurts I know I may sound weird BUT yeah that's the feeling for me. To be honest I like the feeling and I thought of going to get another one. Anyone want to pay for me?? Its CHEAP for this SMALL one!!!!!!!! $30 any sponsors? btw. Tattoos do bleed.

Had school again. THIS IS THE LAST WEEK ! ! After that its still not freedom yet. I've got to go work my ass off to get bucks rolling in my pocket for CHRISTMAS shopping! and shopping! hahaha. SCHOOL WAS BORING! period.

Oh in school I was talking to my sitting partner and friends. As my sitting partner is Indian so majority of her close friends are Indians. OKAY. ALL of them are Indians. They were like cursing and swearing cause Mr. Chan postponed the chem prac. test on Friday when they've already made plans on what to do after school. To watch an Indian Mooo-Vie!!!! I was like I wanna go I didn't know they show Indian Films in S'pore (if you know SHUTup! I'm not 'suaku'). But the sad thing is that the Indian Films doesn't have ENGLISH SUBTITLES! WTH!-I know. Its like S'pore and they don't have English subs? We're a racial society! (I think)

Went to Serene after school, after a long time cause Jeric wants to see Rah . haha. Pop-ed by pee-ed and then left. I could not stand that boy's face it makes me want to sit on him. POO-POO Then went to Lido to meet Vannie Dear! ((:

TO SEE HUMAN LIVES CHANGE -wow~~~

Was at Lido today. Van studied. We monkaed! While going down I saw this girl sitting on the floor crying and this bung comforting her cum begging for forgiveness. Until when I saw the girl's face I realise that it was Atikah[sp?], my primary school best friend. Its been a while since I last saw her and now she's lesbian. haha. It was quite shocking BUT yep. This's the way life is. ):)

BLOGGING.

Today's fine.
Accounts was a terror, not because of my teacher but now I've got to face accounts MULTIPLE-CHOICE QUESTIONS! Its total hell and a nightmare literally. My brains just melt(metaphorically) and I need boxes of painkillers. To still love accounts or not. I don't know, to me now its - I MUST LOVE ACCOUNTS!
Had Mr. Ng's English lesson today. S.L.O.W as usual, spent my time talking. Today he actually felt that he spoke too much and is slow with the tasks that have to be done.
Chemistry was quite fun.

I went to Serene Centre today, after a long long time.
SarahCEE was there today! ;)
Went to Serene as we went there to wait for Van, as she had maths remedial after dismissal. To go to Raffles to find that ass cause Van has got to help him in maths, and she didn't want to go alone. Sat with SARAHCEE. When she reached macs, we were all talking, having the juiciest news. But when this stuffs reaches my ear, my sense of hearing felt weird like I was deaf for that point of time and wondering if I have heard the right things. The heart stopped and beat real slow it felt like someone stepped on it. I thought that a person can't be like that, all the trust have faded. Discussions carried on. I asked God why, why a person change to that manner and why I'm like different towards certain people. am I weird??
At serene, today, we FINALLY used our FAKE tattoos that man and I bought from TOYS'R'US! Man, Jeric, Rah, RahCEE, Sandra, Van and I had FAKE tattoos on some part of our body haha IT SURE WAS FUN!!! We had our fun! I don't care what people think!!! It looks really good on my feet! I'll take a pic and post it up SOON.



THE PHOTOGRAPH IS PROOF:
Its like 10:20pm now. Mom stopped my blogging as she came in the room and started to search for photos. Photographs when I was younger. Bro's baby pictures as well as mine. From our first birthday cakes of a BIG ONE! with writings of "HAPPY BIRTHDAY little Benny Boy!! Love Mom & Dad" for my bro. and "HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY JOY !! Love, Mom and Dad" for me. It was really nice to look through all these pictures. My naughty BROTHER prancing around every picture like a monkey. And pictures of him carrying me unstable-ly, looking as if I'm going to fall the next moment. And pictures of my MOM when she was younger!! Gosh! I would date my mom if I was a man at their time! SHE WAS SUPER PRETTY!! I don't know what happened! Now.... sighh.. (OPPS! haha) And I've been asking her to bring me to Korea and she have been saying that I have been there when I was young and I was like I don't remember a thing! SO..There were pictures!-saying I looked Korean. DARN! I don't care she's bringing me again!!
And Dad's specs were like cool~~~ hhaa BIG AND SQUARE!! FUNNY! aunty was SO pretty as well. Bro's pics were the funniest!! Having to dress up as a GIRL! that picture was a great tummy ache! and his lion dance suit and HEAD and many more......
pictures are like to be continued... as there are TONS!!!!! and we've YET to find mom's wedding pics! COOL!!!!! I'll try to scan some. ((:

HOLIDAY!!!
bangkok. whee~

Ok. about Jolene. SHE's WEIRDer!!!!! than I am.

what JOY did on a SAT,211006 afternoon.

WHAT ARE THE "COUPLES' LOOKING AT?
trying to look intellectuall. NOT!
The bag with the fettish for accessories.
tell me I need a bookmark.

LAUGH and CRY at your OWN jokes.

I adore this saying...

An apple a day keeps the Doctor AWAY...

If the Doctor is CUTE don't eat an apple a day.

haha. EVERYTIME ! It just cracks me up when someone tells me that or when I just think about it in my mind. I'll just CRAZILY laugh to myself. YES! That's weird. Don't tell me YOU never been through that before.

RAHHHH WILL BE BACK TOMORROW!!!!!!!

I.M.U no more! cause I'll be seeing you tomorrow! many things to talk about!

School was somehow fanatically fun, as I had MURUKU![sp?], this Indian snack. It is SUPER DUPER yummy! ! THANKS SELVI!, my sitting partner. LOVE YOU! She's Indian and she just tells me everything about the indian culture and bla... plus when we come to FOOD she tries to make them for me to EAT! the authentic taste. The MURUKU was TOTAL FAB.!

TO all Indians ! ! !/people celebrating deepavali : HAPPY DEEPAVALI ! Enjoy this Festival! and EAT! ! ! !

Chinese was a HORROR, a NIGHTMARE! and I'm all MAN when it comes to chinese.

You must be thinking HUH?? yep you read correctly I didn't type it wrong! I'm all MAN!!!

THIS IS BECAUSE I CAN'T multitask WHEN IT COMES TO CHINESE. I'll have to listen real carefully and pay attention thinking what did "lao shi" say and how to read and the meaning. When I get disracted I won't understand a single tiny little BIT! NOT AT ALL! and I will get all fustrated! It's also EEEEEEE-ritating when someone laughs at my chinese the way I react and speak the language, cause it distracts me, by asking the person to stop laughing at me, I AIN'T NO JOKE! ! ! I KNOW I'M CHINESE! and I can't speak chinese properly.. BUT I'M TRYING REALLY HARD! ! ! ! !

I LOVE CHINESE!

BORN CHINESE; LEARN CHINESE

Went for cell meeting today. It was FOOD COMPETITION Day! pOOf* I'm going to go RUN at least 4.2KM on the treadmill now after that TUB of ice-cream, Half a Watermelon, 2 eggs and Fried Rice. O + lemon. TERROR!!!! I almost fainted. Its gross and FILLING! I felt like a DUMP. I ate dinner as well ! and had FISHBALLs at Aljunied with Mom&Dad.

tOO FAT tO even mOOve..