Are you ready? (for school)

Am I ready for school???
I don't know. (I really do not know)

But I have already bought my Eastpak for school!! heehee It's like nice.
(: Now I need to buy my laptop but I do not know if my mom would want to buy it for me or not.
All I know was that she was quite pissed about my phone bill and did not want to buy me my Eastpak. So I bought the Eastpak on my own): Byee hundred bucks.
God I pray for a new laptop!!! :D

Thursday, 10 April 2008, 0800-1800.
Nanyang Polytechnic.
Joy are you prepared to meet your Marketing kids?
Hello new friends and humans plus STRANGERS!!
I am getting myself ready to know you all.
My hi-bye friends, classmates and humans that are able to communicate the alien language.
There is not going to be an isolation me and there is not going to be shy-ness in me!
(as you know I am quite shy!-I'm serious if you are a stranger to me, I will totally NOT talk to you) I NEED TO START TO LEARN TO TALK TO PEOPLE(humans I mean)!!!

GOD is going to see me through this I pray. Amen.

tomorrow's the day thats gonna show where I'm fucking heading

RESULTS ARE OUT!!! !!! !!!(TOMORROW)

I want report cards like that! A+ all the way. The PARENT'S SIGNIGTURE column is definitely to be filled in((:
like... ZOMG RESULTS are out tomorrow!!!! AFTER SO LONG!!!! I believe everybody is having mixed emotions now. They're either feeling EXCITED or they are feeling WORRIED. Oh! And about the mixed emotions? I tell you what its all about its spelt as J-O-Y, I'm feeling BOTH excited and worried. Like WTF( God you playing with my brains? ) after the looonnnnngggg WAITING of the RESULTS I'm getting a panic attack now??? and why must my parents put my SURNAME first instead of my name??? like JOY CHANG YULING and not CHANG YULING JOY and now I'm register no. (3)THREE. The tired to tremble in fear.
If I don't meet my expectation of 3 points/5 points and below. I'm gonna INDULGE(what a word) myself in a TUB OF ICE-sCREAM!!!! [killing two birds with one stone;after eating everything it can be used to fill all my tears]

NIGHTMARES are EVIL