atethin::

social life down.
It has all been on tutorial and school.

I don't know where to restart at.
Life's so screwed and lost.


total love: 10000000000000000
(:
X.O.X.O,
joy chang on the go (;

live:

I'm moving......
giving hints on titles each day on which blog I'm movingggg tooo... (:

much hearts

I MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!! Even if I hated you in class or you are so bitchy and eeeeeee-ritating in classs, I STILL MISSS YOU!!!!!!!!

Inducing Skills of Cam-whoring.

I've got GOOD Cam-whoring SKILLS (: hahahaha Love you guys(:

































I think I am falling in love with my school peeps! The "clique" is just the funnest people I can find in NYP!!!!

One shot!

hahahah It seems that I haven't been blogging for long and I am so so so going to blog all at one shot and one go! haha

So today, 2904, is like Zameer's Bird-day((: Happy LEGAL JAMIEERRRRR!!!!!
Hope you liked the gift that we got for you and all please use it wisely! (:
There isn't much shots for Jammeeirrr's birdday cause I forgot to bring Mr. Cammy out AND! We all were like too AHHHHhhHHH to take any pictures from the 1.3/VGA camera phones haha Althought some of them owns 2.0mpx but anyway the day is over! hahaha Hope you loved Tom as well and BOB! and Yusof Ishak. haha

YES!! And I want to show you humans the 'cliquey' that I hang out with in school. They may look a little retarded(no offence) but like isn't it like common nowadays? hahaha

From left to right[portrait]: (top) Shimin, Joy, Suzi, Nisa, Crystal (bottom) Naiying, Jammierrrr

TAB! SAY HI TO NISA!!!!! HAHAHA


Kay I've got Badri<3 , Miss Lena and MEOWWWWWW's classes tomorrow!! LOVE Y'LL!!!!!!
LABOUR DAY WHERE'RE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

schoool schoooool schooooooool

OMG! haha
Oh wells... I haven't blog about school since the first day of school. So I guesss I'll just do it right now at this instance. haha

okay... its like I am never going to end this post. I guess I'll just end it like that!!! AHHH

It was my First Day of school !!!

How was first day of school everyone would ask.
So I will just broadcast my entire first day of school. haha

School...
It wasn't any typical 'oh first day of school' like how it use to be way back in primary/secondary school. It was like... I'm seventeen going on eighteen kind of school. Not when your mom send you right to your classroom see you through your first class and see you sing Mari Kita. Nahhhhh .... no more of that bullshit. It's like all independent. When you're going to get lost in school and be late for class, they don't take excuses. You don't get to choose the group you would want to work with for PWs. Everything is like on your own everything done by yourself and bla.
School is quite freaky. BUT time passed super fast!!! Like zooom zoom zooomm. Books are expensive. Lecturers are a little bit weird and funny. haha
Friends are coming in but not like close budds. It's okay! Now I just have to go talk to my PW mates. Sigh. School ends early tomorrow!!!!! GRABBBB (:

Thanks Zac ! I was so glad that I saw you when I just stepped into school! haha As well as seeing you around in school, lunch soon yea?

School at 0800 tomorrow.
Seeeyaaa love!

Are you ready? (for school)

Am I ready for school???
I don't know. (I really do not know)

But I have already bought my Eastpak for school!! heehee It's like nice.
(: Now I need to buy my laptop but I do not know if my mom would want to buy it for me or not.
All I know was that she was quite pissed about my phone bill and did not want to buy me my Eastpak. So I bought the Eastpak on my own): Byee hundred bucks.
God I pray for a new laptop!!! :D

Thursday, 10 April 2008, 0800-1800.
Nanyang Polytechnic.
Joy are you prepared to meet your Marketing kids?
Hello new friends and humans plus STRANGERS!!
I am getting myself ready to know you all.
My hi-bye friends, classmates and humans that are able to communicate the alien language.
There is not going to be an isolation me and there is not going to be shy-ness in me!
(as you know I am quite shy!-I'm serious if you are a stranger to me, I will totally NOT talk to you) I NEED TO START TO LEARN TO TALK TO PEOPLE(humans I mean)!!!

GOD is going to see me through this I pray. Amen.

hello world.

ohhh Tabbo please don't deny it!! haha Have you ever...?? hahaha

Grab? Why am I so so so dead? Please elaborate!!



Call me Mahjong Queen people-Mahjong Queen!!!!
hahahahhahaha
ALL FRIENDS OUT THERE!!! IF YOU KNOW HOW TO PLAY MJ PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME! PROBABLY WE CAN LIKE CREATE A MJ-OUTING BEFORE SCHOOL ACTUALLY STARTS. NICE RIGHT? haha (and please make it in multiples of 4 or else some will get left out haha)


and people who wants pictures from me!! Add hello or like probably msn me or something k?

How's orientation people? I mean like people that went to RP. Is orientation cool? Made new friends? How's the environment? Is it really really really different from like secondary school and all? Sigh..
Do tag on the board to tell me or like comment la! Even if I don't even know you anonymous would be like a perfect name for you! haha (:
So... What would me poly life be like? Am I going to make new friends?
Are my new friends going to like me? Or are they going to hate me? Are they going to speak Chinese/proper English? arghhhh I am so ... worried.
School school school. Someone please be my friend!!!

Welcome to NYP!

YES PEOPLE YES!
I have entered Nanyang Polytechnic! The school I would second last want to go.
And... my brother would open the room door and say: "WELCOME TO NAYANG POLYTECHINC!!!!! hahha"
gosh gosh gosh.

Hello, welcome!

Okay that would be what I would be saying every single day when work at the shop.
Anyway, I am actually working in Bugis right now with Erika. Yep, Erika Shimada. haha So far work seems fine with Erika, maybe because there's company!
As the saying goes... 'time flies when you're having fun!' haha is that a saying ? Or is that just a sentence? haha Tomorrow will be my forth day at work and I am familiarizing with the shoes!! Happy happy happy! (influenced by Shimada) Oh do pop by if you want just a text away!! (:
And please please please buy shoes from me (: haha the shoes are like really really unique and cute, if you haven't been to H.K. (my boss says its from japan)
I told my boss today that I am not in a rush for money but I just realised that I actually am! haha It seems that I am really short on cash. I am actually surviving on cup noodles at work la. Koka cup noodles, 2 for $1.95, haha how awesome can that be la. hurhur
I really do not know what to wear for work tomorrow. So troublesome, alright contradiction again!! When I work with Ck I am provided with a uniform, and I will say that I want to wear my own stuff and dress up. Right now I get to dress up but I do not know what to wear every single day and Shimada would not be helping and saying, 'it comes naturally...' that bitch! haha
Michael came by today, so did Yvonne!!!! and Sarah. haha They actually met for lunch and then were going out. Awesome people!!! (:

sigh sigh sigh

Tomorrow appeal results of posting is going to be out at 2. But I guess I won't know until 11 plus pm in the night, thats if I am coming online. I am so so so worried! I don't even think I actually would want to know! arghhhhhhhh... foofoo asked if I can't sleep, right now, I don't know, I really do not know, maybe. Maybe not. GREAT! Sigh, once again.

teeehheeeheeeeee

I saw him already from the outside, through the blur dusty window of the train while waiting to enter the train. His eyes were placed on me while I walked in to the center of the cabin holding on to a book. Was he staring at me or is it someone else, I thought. I just couldn't get my sight off him. While reading, I still took glances and peeps as he did too. That red pock-marked face of his, wearing the Swensens uniform, listening to his music and carrying a Manhattan Pottage Bag. He stood there. Standing in the middle of the sardine can with his hands in his pocket trying to find his center of gravity. Turning his head back with his eyes in search of somebody. Immediately, a quick shift of the eyes and back he was in that still position. As the amateur driver jerked, he tried to get back to his position, turning his head back just a little now to mind his foot placing in case he embarrasses himself by stepping on my foot. His "mom" got off the train and they exchanged hugs. 'How sweet!', I thought. And he got off at Somerset...

Awwwwww.........

I am SO SO SO SO SO SO freaking excited!!!!!
WHY? Cause TABBO AND I ARE GOING CYCLING ON FRIED DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWESOMEST SHIT EVER LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SO HAPPPYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tab I can't wait to see you la! And please please please please DO NOT be late.
Anybody want to join us? Just tag the board or... text me (:

much loves....

BROKEN SOCIAL SCENE IS LIKE FREAKING COMING TO SINGAPORE FOR THE MOSIAC FESTIVAL ON THE 9TH OF MARCH, SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know I know, just scream people, SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Too bad if you're just like me, poor, slow and too late. Why? Cause students has concessions and the tickets are like going to 40 and 66 bucks for students and... and... and... they are all SOLD OUT! ): What is left is like.. the $118 tickets and there's no concession for that!
There's an offer thought for the 118 tickets. 4 for 400bucks! I want to go for The Birds and The Bees as well and they're like sold out too):
TOO BAD FOR BEING A SLOW POKE!

sad sad sad

How does a garage sale sound to you people?
I mean like a 2nd hand sale. Will you people be interested in the stuff that I wear?
My closet is bursting and I want so desperately to buy more.
So if IF, that is, I might create a garage sale at my porch or....
should I have it placed online?
DO..... SUGGEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks!



much love y'll thats all I'm like dead beat work later in like 9 hours):
see you later alligators(:

yes world.

NO NO NO. Baybayy you're so so wrong! I'm not the route to connect to Rah. It is my tag board and blog that is the route to connect to OUR DEARLY MISSED RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Rah like what I said in my earlier post, you're missed super badly and like I have not talked to you in ages. When will I see you on Skype? It's like the time difference thing sucks and I don't know how you're doing over there.

Bay, and... tomorrow is like my last day at Bugis but Monday would be my last day at Ck. Cause I so so so do not want to work with the watches anymore. Even if they ask me to work for them a few days I think most prolly I will not work with them. I don't like to sell watches. But I applied for a job at Erika's work place and most prolly get a job there cause she said that her boss is really really really in need of workers. And if I really get the job, I'll be at Bugis again, 3days/week.

Today was a horrible day cause the two guys that I'm working with are actually quite dumb. I may sound like mean but I'm serious they would think that giving 10% to a guy that would buy 7 watches without any persuasion is like giving the guy 70% for the watches. Okay if you don't understand what I mean never mind, but my point is that they can't calculate!! and lost a great big FAT deal. Assy pussy bastards. Sigh. I would actually say that it's karma. Cause this other worker and I actually left to go try to get a sweater cause she was like feeling cold and wanted to like cover herself. The truth is that we went shopping in Bugis Street. Therefore I said that karma is befalling on me. Freaking hell! To actually think about it I'm pissed. Real pissed.

If you people that are visiting my blog to actually find out what course I got into, I'll tell you now.
I got into Sp, Resort facilities and services management. If you're thinking that the course is something like TRM(Tourism and Resort Management) you are like so bloody wrong. Yo may actually want to go to the website of SP to check out what the course is about. If you're going to tell me that my course is good, go ahead and join me. But if you're going to make fun of me and my course. I think you better just keep those thoughts in your head cause I don't need any salt to be rubbed into an open wound. Anyway, I have already appealed online to the other course(business) that I would be more interested in. Guys, please keep me in your prayers that my appeal would be successful and approved(okay like I know they both mean the same thing, I'm being a little 'lor-sor' and redundant) and there would be a space for me. Sigh sigh sigh.

Anyway I think it's just an infatuation, how foolish can I get. I may just like him today and then the next I may not anymore. But he does keep my mind occupied, away from *** and literally I don't think of *** anymore. (girls aren't you glad and happy that that idiot is out of my life) I like him today. I think I will not like him tomorrow. Maybe the following day, I will fall back in love with him. Then the next week goes on... and on... like a routine. So what are my feelings? I really really do not know. fuck it.

To abominate:

I hate my posting so so so badly.
Sigh sigh sigh.
I've been sighing the entire day already.
Going down to Sp and Tp(most prolly) tomorrow.

When all ends...

This is my class and we are all goofy people.

Look, here are examples.

We take lots and lots of pictures in school haha.

Alright, so I haven't got all the pictures and I stole all of this from Jia Man's Facebook account, haha. So whoever out there that belongs to my class and has my photo please do send it to me at my e-mail, orangejoie@hotmail.com ty! much Love!

I'm not being gay but I'm already missing all of you):

The Last Flight.

It's Graduation Day tomorrow in school, the last and ever day I roam round the school in the polka-dotted uniform. I'm ecstatic! You just don't know how I feel leaving that school and that uniform after 11 years but memories will leave with me so as tears, haha.
From what I have heard, images of us are going to be put up tomorrow during the farewell assembly. So all 5/1 girls! Watch out! Your sec 1 ONE or 2 TWO picture is going to be shown to the entire cohort! I know I'm going to be dead ONCE AGAIN! Although I've already been cropped out last year. I pray I won't be again, I look horrendous, hideous and 'oh my gosh you just don't want to look at me', imagine that.
But girls, my classmates, schoolmates, I'll miss you'll terribly utterly much. We'll see each other in the coming future right? I love you beautiful girls(:


p/s. if I get the chance to find, search and dig out the sec one and two class photos, 1/6 and 2/7 respectively. I'd post them up ahaha and you'll get to laugh at familiar faces and me. GOSH!

FINAL: CLASS YEARBOOK

So... Which is better? The Black & White or the one in colour?

The 2nd View.

opps! I'm still not done.

I'm so DEAD.

ahhhh..............

Please Comment or something.

Thanks

Please do! Really.

your 5n1 page

uncoloured and undone
sorry
Joy was trying so hard to crack her brains but no juice came out cause she's sick today.

NERD IS MY FIRST NAME

HELLO! MY NAME IS ________________.

It seems like my life is changing. So are my thoughts. They're changing constantly, everyday I would just stay back in school sit in the school canteen and gorge myself with food. The next second I would be broke cause the school canteen sucks! The NEW school canteen's food I mean. It sucks and its blarrdy expensive! Have you ever heard of an $0.80 SUSHI? A $3 forccacia sandwich, $3 for a bowl of soup, $1.50 of an ice-blend... the list goes on... and all the portions are SMALL.I TELL YOU the portions are really small!!! Not only is the food portion small, the food is blend and tasteless as well. If you're thinking then why still eat in your school canteen? I hardly do in fact. But I still do put on weight and put on hell lot of weight!
"I hate my body," says Joy. "I hate it!"
haha. This is what I've learn today! How to use the open "" and the close "" and how to write speeches between 2 or more humans.
"I can't believe I actually learnt something during English today!" exclaimed Joy. "Maybe it's because my teacher wasn't in school today... three cheers to that!"
School was sleepy for me today. I don't know what I did the day before that made me really sleepy, tired and lethargic today. When I arrived in school, I laid my head on the table, drooled and fell asleep until the bell rang. I came back, laid my head back on my desk and slept again. It was geog, my first lesson of the day, as well as the 'slackest' subject of the century.(maybe the teacher is super lenient) I told besty to keep a lookout if she's looking at me or whatsoever. So she did and I slept for half an hour, a whole entire period!! Felt super energetic after that but a few seconds later I fell back asleep until she called my name, "Joy! Stop lying your head on the table! Get up and listen!" I got up and then down again. Until best told me that we have to copy whatever that is on the board and hand it up. I quickly rose up and copied! Soon after it was recess. My recess was the most horrible thing on planet earth! OIL was OOZING out of my nian rong pao. cb la! I freaked and ate the skin. Believe me or not I have mutton pao, teriyaki chicken pao, beef pau, black pepper chicken pau and many other weird paos! IT'S SO GROSS and they spell 'dim sum' as 'Tim Sum'! CANTEEN FOOD SUCKS!
The rest of the day was pretty alright except that I was dozing off during chinese listening(lao she was sitting next to me and I held my eye lids, making sure it was open) and the beginning of physics. If I have had not talked to Jia Man I bet I'd sleep during physics!
Tomorrow, I have P.E and its time for my Height and Weight. All my friends have to go for trim and fit sessions cause... they are SEVERELY UNDERWEIGHT! I bet I have to go for trim and fit sessions as well cause.. I AM SEVERELY OVERWEIGHT!!
After school, I stayed abck to study again.. as usual it's a routine now. With Jia Man and the rest was very productive everyday! Except when I have good talks with Jia Man! haha GIRLS JUST CANNOT SKIP TALKING and BLABBERING TO EACH OTHER!! teeheehee

That's all.
Rah Chan IMU where are you? Where'd go? Why did you PON school today?
Back to school and Nerd Life again tomorrow..
LOVE

it seems like just yesterday;but a week has come and gone away

Time flies like the wind. Exams just started last Friday and its ending next Friday. How fast is that?-someone please tell me! Maybe it's just that we've been studying too much that we don't even know that the exams are ending?!?! How ridiculous is that? Study study study is all we do now 24-7 but now we've been slacking and have loosen up a lot that we're taking hour breaks to go window shopping! And during these breaks it sure feels good! teeheehee(:

But with all the studying we've actually lost brain cells on how to shop!
Like...

• omg this place is so big!
• Where should I start? or...
• How do I see clothes?
• I've just walked around and I don't seem to see anything
• Are these clothes?
• Oh... what size do I wear?

and ya-dah, ya-dah... The dumb list goes on and on..

Btw if you're asking how's the mid-exams so far. All I can say is SO FAR SO GOOD... Although I'm quite afraid I fail English, Chinese, Geog. and Physics. ohhh and MATHS! (but I haven't sat for my physics and mathP2 papers:) Today I had Science/Chemistry paper 3 it was rather good as I can do mostly everything except I don't know what's
-molecular formula and
-structural formula ! ! ! and the cations and anions! (anions always remind me or onions! haha) asking us what the ions produced or whatsoever!
But I guess I shouldn't worry no more... as what's done is done I can't possibly go change the answers now!!! haha.

anyhow, after the Chem paper today we all(exp.JM) headed home to change and then headed back to town! teeheehee. LIDO(2nd home?) to watch a moovie.....SPIDERMAN THREE[3]!!! This darn moooo-vie made me waste $$ to cab down to town! And that VANESSA SOH WEI-TING(waiting...) is late again!!!! despite the fact that she had the intention to take a cab and she DID take it! lols. And made us miss our 11am timing at Lido2 theatre! Thank God we managed to change the mooo-vie ticket timings! All thanks to me(ahemmmm-hee) !!! So we caught the mooo-vie at 11.45am. (:
How was the MOOOO-VIE? -if you're intending to ask. HAHA:// The mooo-vie was good as Venom and Sandman was included into the mooo-vie and Goblin forgave Spideyy. (OMG! sorry that I'm telling you everything- GO WATCH IT CAUSE I'm SHUTTING UP about the mo-vie NOW!!!) Yah anyways, the show is good in all just that it has many shocks! haha. OKAY I TELL YOU PEOPLE-I SCREAMED! van did too! -hahaha

So after that I met my parents for dinner at Far East Shopping Centre. We ate at Shaliek Steakhouse. It was niceness, YUMMY and sinful. I HAD BAKED ALASKA!!! How much calories is that?! But its okay cause mom dad and I walked to Paragon(: It was rather fun to walk down the streets with your parents as mom was telling her stories.. haha FUN-ness! THIS I LOVE!

I guess that's all.... I'm tired exhausted and have tuition tomorrow!
ciao y'll..
(talking to rah on the telephone!!)

all I wanna do is to grow old with you

JOY isn't lazy!!!! lol
omg!!! bro is getting married in hours!!!! everybody is looking calm but inside they're all actually excited, elated and curious about whats going to happen later and how everything is going to work out. Bro is somehow all jitty now;he's feeling the excitement and pressure right now..(gay-I know) OKAY! (They said that I cannot talk too much, just in case I say something wrong on this "auspicious" day..) haha NO MATTER what! Who cares if we're 10 years apart, today I'll stand by my brother on his special day, hack care all the fights and quarrels we actually use to 'enjoy.'(haha) Today! I'm just going to support him all the way. fine.. I'll tell you.. I love my bro. So maybe just today just a LITTLE I'll try not to bicker and 'talk-back' I'll just be a gooddy little sister!!!
- - -tee hah hee- - - much love bro! You can do it. Have FAITH! - - -congrats!- - -

So earlier in the day today(160307)
Off to school I went. Had Chinese again. For the LAST time this week, duh. We were suppose to stay back from 8-11 but we stayed back till 11plus plus plus . ... .. . cos' we had lots and lots of Chinese work to do. 'lao-shi' gave us "bao zhang bao dao"(newspaper writing-direct translation, lol) and a formal letter writing to do within an hour and a half. The minimum pages that we had to write was at least 4 pages. OM'tian' ! yep I know you SO just wanna say that. I did write 4 pages within that hour and a half. haha. slow...-I know.. so 'lao-shi' extended out timing. By then all my "creative" brain juices all died. I didn't had mood to write anymore so I just wrote crap for the letter writing. Whereas for the P2 I brought home and do.

I FORGOT TO BRING MY PHONE OUT TODAY!!! ):
so inconvenient!

Went to serene centre (I miss that place) to meet tab and star--deee.
It was alright! Not to say good or bad, just alright I guess. At least I somehow completed my geog work. ahhh.. At serene today, it was like a rubric cube day! lol everybody had rubric cubes in their hands. There's this guy that just came in, looking as if he was waiting for someone. So he was holding on to his quad. cube?(instead of 9 squares on each side his had 12), he just mixed it all up, any old how. Within "quick" minutes, he finished all the surfaces and the cube was completed. He then continued and mix everything all up again and 'fixed' everything in seconds I tell you. He NEVER stopped to think. what a genius... We were all whispering about him, quite obviously. So I guess he knew. He then looked at bay bay's table and saw the RUBRIC CUBE(9 squares!). He dumped the quad. cube into his bag(looking as if he's going off) and took out a rubric cube. OM'tian'... Within like 5 minutes or so he mixed everything all up, jumbling them and then getting them back into their "position" within a snap. He's like the pro.(*all hail)

I CLEARED MY DIRTY, MOSSY, GROSS, DISGUSTING FISH TANK TODAY.
it sure sucked badly.

Reached home at about 5+..6. So as to help momma in da cooking and all. Had mom's YUMMYLICIOUS prawn mee soup. OM'tian'!!! Its dah-bomb! but I only ate a bowl as I was waiting for cousin Jeremy's late night supper snacks.(munchh-munchh) Went over to his place to check out how he's doing. OM'tian'!!! again... It was FABULOSO!!!! It was like a "sinful" haven. Dah family need not go to a restaurant to eat the expensive or cater the expensive cause we have the valuable! lol. He's like the BEST chef in planet 'God knows where' . With all his three different kind of bruchetta;mushroom w bacon, avocado with parmesan & chive scramble with smoke salmon. (okay, they have like "chim-chim" names..pleaseee I can't remember!) Plus his coffee steak(sounds funny but DAH-BEST among the rest!) and his comsume(soup), tomato and leek. YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY= FAT FAT FAT.
I learnt something from him. Follow what the chef eats cause, they know the amount of fats being put in... haha (SO TRUE!) cream is hell.

GUITAR+SINGING LESSONS= ???

kay to be continued... for bro's wedding laterr.
gtg snooze or else... I'll get hell from momma.
love y'll