Like a big fat ostrich, totally!

After all/During the party fun I really did/done somethings that are really really stupid/dumb and all which makes me really anal and dumb! Right now I'll tell you I am really really sorry for what I did and the day after and the following day I have been feeling super super shity! I am so sorry. I know I have texted you and told you that I am sorry, and you have told me not to worry. I am still feeling really really bad. I am so so so super embarrassing and I didn't you and your girlfriend have gone so far since the time we have met. I am so freaking ashame of myself. Ahhhhhhh............
BIG FAT APOLOGIES!!!!!!!! It was absoultely my bad.

exhausted.

Alright so thats a word I've been using all day and all night. I guess I really am. It's like I'm suppse to print something and I plugged in the USB cable for the printer and clicked ok for the thing to be printed. I waited and waited and waited, thinking that the printer has something wrong. But I guess I'm wrong the thing that is like wrong, is me. I've been plugging in and out the USB cable for the mouse and not the printer cable! By the time I got pissed I realised that and just concluded that I'm ubber tired.
Sigh. (alright that's another word/action that I've been doing since posting)
What friends?
Maybe I should just title this post as what friends. (:
It may be because I'm pms-ing or it maybe because I am really fun to make fun off. Oh gosh! Its like bloody irritating la! Assy pussies! I mean like you guys are definitely going to be here like later or something reading this. haha And I am going to tell you guys!! You people are irritating the hell out of me but at least there's fun, but still please stop. Wait till pmsy period is over first k? I am a seriously neutral person but there are extents that you can go.
Or you would just like to tell me: ''NOPE! Yes! Your life is like my joke. And you're so fun to kidd about.'' I guess I'll just tell you: 'cb!'
I really am thinking a lot these few days, sigh, I guess I need to be preoccupied or else I'll just suicide.


hur hur hur.

Oh and tabbo, yes yes yes I was actually thinking of watching The Leap Years on the 29th(the day we're meeting) cause there's like Wong Li Lin inside haha and and and I heard its quite a not bad film. And 29th is not a weekend right? So tickets are cheaper. Please please please don't tell me you're broke, once again): SIGH.
Who wants to join us!?!?!
Actually I am quite broke as well ):
Am I like rather contradicting today? Cause I feel like I am disagreeing with myself and then the next moment I am all agreeing with myself/one time I am saying something and after that I say the opposite. ahhh whatever anyway.

Oh plus an embarrassing thingo. I joined SMS Shootout 2008. haha I know don't laugh right now while reading this in front of your com. You look stupid! Actually I am like thinking if I should actually go(see contradiction again) and participate since I signed up already. Oh gosh! I did not even practice and I don't have a group of cheerleaders to buck me up. haha My mom was such great encouragement that she told me I'll be the slowest and will be the greatest embarrassment. She also said laughing, that if I could bring at least a consolation prize home, a celebration would be needed. Gosh my family is like... awesome la. haha

Oh and work sucks, someone please help me out and tell me if I could actually call my boss up on Sunday and tell her that I want to quit immediately. Or I should like write an email and mail it to her. Or I should like tell her on Monday itself, but I am actually scheduled to work on Monday, with some changes made. That fucker, son(butch) of a chihuahua, big head bo-zoh, asked me to choose if I want to work on Monday and Tuesday or Wednesday and Thursday or tell her that I do not want to work on any of the days.So I told her that I do not want to work. Then she asked me why. So I told her that I am only scheduled to work on Monday and then now you are asking me to choose between these two time slots. What more is that I am so so so tired of work that I actually made plans after Monday to conclude and "celebrate'' my freedom away from work. I told her I made plans. She got so fussed up that she reprimanded me by saying, that I told her that I can work for the month and now I am telling her that I can't work, I am giving her trouble. AGHHHHHHHHHHHH! The more I talk about it the more pissed I get. Forget it I'll just stop here. You people should just see the sms.

Anyhow, there are many para that are starting with 'OHs', mind me please.
Tired tired tired and ...
see you guys soon!
(:

Boredom comes into the frame.

When you start work at 1030 at C.K Tangs Departmental Store. There's definitely not much mortals. Nonetheless when you work on the third floor of the departmental store a.k.a Technobay, there's definitely not much crowd dudes! But opposite me over at the men's and branded section, ohh definitely there are way lot more people. Maybe the grass is greener on the other side, hurhur, humour me. And then....
You actually realise that C.K Tang does not consist of much aunties!(I mean like the auntie-aunties) Even if so, they're like well-to-do kind of aunties. Awesome huuh! Maybe C.K Tang is like... I don't know.. (haha) a different mall.

Okay lets weigh it all out, since like I'm so bored right now at home, trying not to go to bed cause.. I'm NOT working tomorrow(haha). Back to weighing it out, Isetan is like the Japanese Crowd or like the 'O! There's a SALE/Promotion/Fair going on only at Isetan' people. Takashimaya is like the Japanese People as well as passerby and high-end people, going for their brands there or like maybe because it's well-known, and common? and convenient. Metro is like for essentials? (anyway it ain't that popular anymore). Robinson's is like a place for prim and proper to do their shopping? and a little of essentials as well and not to forget the auntie-aunties! trying to be in the scene! (no offence! apologies!) John Little has turned to an auntie-aunties place already, gosh! And... I will not speak for OG. Although OG is quite like WOW now, errr I guess only the one in Orchard, other outlets.... oooooo...... Lastly, remember Seiyu? Now they have re-named themselves as BHG.. but I still prefer Seiyu.
Is that all for the Departmental Stores in Singapore? I think so.. cause I can't think of anymore. So we'll just deal with all these, if they're not in my mind, then I guess they ain't popular. lols
[gosh! Feeling a little bitchy inside and like... oh! Maybe I have like been like reading gossip news over the Internet and they're AWESOME! hahaha ]

Celebrity Gossip News is just all so AWESOME! Know more about Britney Spears and Paris Hilton!!! Juicy! What about Nicole Richie and Joel Madden? Yummy! Oh Oh OH Amy Winehouse and other 'not so famousy' taking drugs. Kate Moss nude? Jennifer Love Hewitt showing her extra baggage in a bikini. Hayden(cheerleader from Heroes) trying to be in the scene, showing off her undies(in s'pore accent, zao geng), boobs, lesbian act, NOT with MILO(Peter Petrelli) anymore, and pose for the Paparazzi. What else...?? HahHA FIND OUT YOURSELF!

OH! Back to the point on why I'm blogging haha. What a Prawn-head I can be(in canto) haha. So I was just standing at the counter idling around as I've done what I am to do... count stock, record stocks, clean display and ya-dah ya-dah... I stood there and watched the "crowd", okay lets call them people. I stood there as I watched people pass me. Greet all with smiles and identify their looks, haha oh how bored I can get right? {f.y.i: I stoned for about an hour plus on my first day of work and surprisingly time past fast} So what I do is.. "omg. why is her skirt so short? Gross you can see her thighs." yes horrible me! "Oh... nice bag!!! Oh it's COACH." "Oh is that bag Balenciaga? Nah... the studs look fake. Oh she's such a fakeo!'' ''I LOVE HER GUCCI BAG! Nice-ness!'' ''eeeeeeee that baby is so cute'' ''oh that guy is buying something for his girlfriend. So sweet! Oh but bad dressing!'' '' I like his skinnies! He looks nice in em'' and BLAH BLAH BLAH! Okay I'm like commenting on others... forgive me... I was bored!!!!!!
I'm paid to stand and read a 'FEMALE' magazine, good huuh, but my heel(the sole of my feet?) is killing me!

I SOLD A WATCH TODAY!!! and I'm utterly HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY, ECSTATIC!!!! Thank You God! I love God!!

I predicted your ways. How predictable can you be? Rude shit. I was so dumb of not listening to ... and carried on with what I had in mind thank God I didn't embarrass myself and I'm feeling quite alright. You are lovely at times but not this time. I'm nice! (I said he's lovely) Something must be wrong with my mind. Stop signing in and out of MSN first with one nick and then a change! Brainwash this part of my memory with you in it. IT WAS JUST A SIMPLE QUESTION!!! Was it so hard to answer? NS NS NS. pissed, I'd tell you, pissed. Happy to see me pissed? Cause I AM! Argh (green-faced)

Alright I guess I would stop blogging right now. It's such a long post! Boredom takes you down to blogging. Quite enjoyable at times and quite tedious at times. haha

Christmas Wish list?? ::

1.Polaroid Camera- approx. $110-120
(can be found at Far East Plaza's Vintage shop or InQbox, there's a website too,
lomosapien if I'm not wrong.)

2.Scarves.
(a nicely printed scarf, with comfortable material)

***NO gift cards/vouchers please!!! ***
Unless its like GAP/TANGs cause I've got some and have not used them, so with more I can like combine them, lols.

3.Chuck Taylors
(preferably a grey/(red)campaign/black leather)

4.TIME CAPSULE building with my girls
(tell me time, date to shop for materials!!, venue as well)
Much love!!! Oh I've got a suggestion as well!!!
Lets all make FRIENDSHIP BANDS haha MAKE 4!
one to be in the capsule and the other 3 to be given out.
And you have to make it all the same to identify that it's yours!

5. Do they give Ang Baos on Christmas? lols
Forget what I said. haha

Thats all I guess! Yes like what Sarah said... Please post your wish list somewhere so we'll know what to buy!!! Err... Make sure there are no repeats haha.

OH! Who wants to go Christmas shopping with me!
Probably next week or the week after. Preferably a Tuesday/Wednesday on Week3 and a.. thats all the choices. Gosh! The month passes so fast! Oh the Year as well. Oh tian! I may not have those days free as I might be working. I pray and hope I have time for Christmas Shopping!

Good Night to you lovelies!!

Dear Sarah,

I miss myself so much that I tagged telling myself that I miss myself when I'm with myself. Oh how retarded!
haha love!

good/bad

How was practical people????

I WAS BLIND!
Yep. With my HUGE "cool" glasses I was still BLIND!!!
I just could not read the question, the insruction to do each angle on a fresh sheet of paper!
But I seriously read the entire question before starting my paper BUT I still did not read that I'm suppose to start on a fresh sheet of paper for a new angle...
AHHHHHHHHHHH THAT'S MY BIGGEST REGRET!
Thank God I didn't tell my mom that, she'll KILL me, I'm serious. She just reminded me time and again not to be careless...
Smart smart Joy, just concentrated on chemistry spend all your time on re-doing your experiment to test for the stupid gas but still is WRONG! and un-findable ):
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I still thought why I was given so many paper!
OH SO GREAT.



Anyway, did you people get Zinc(II) Carbonate for your Q???
I don't know if its the right answer but most probably I guess, I don't know.





Practical ain't that great huuh and it's suppose to help to pull our grades up.
Oh well ...

): ): ):
whats done is already done.

ATTN: joy's online shopping fund.

If you can't read hahha.

it says:

This is JOY's online shopping fund. Currently this "organisation" is running low in cash. So JOY needs HELP! in the form of donations.

Therefore I seek your help so that JOY is able to buy MORE NICE-NICE stuffs online...


With loads of love!! <3.
JOY(:

p.s/ this is just a joke. Joy is doing this cause she's bored and doesn't wanna go bathe but she is going to the bathroom now. hee-hee. But true that I need cash to buy this SKINNY JEANS she ADORES online!!!! arghhh....

LOVES!!!

NONSENSE!!!!

someone OH PLEASE! Tell her that she has Body Odour(BO)

Today is one of the WORST days of my life! I quarrelled with bests. It is like the most childish thing a sixteen going on seventeen year old can ever experience. Worst worst thing ever! bleah* It was like cause she thinks that I was shouting at her, and I wasn't. So... Anyway, if I do shout at her its a little normal TO HER(as we've known each other for almost 7 years!). I can say that I am quite a LOUD person. Most of the time when I'm loud its either I am angry/pissed or joking around just as to "scare" you. Oh and it can also be that I'm too engrossed in that conversation. After we somehow of "bickering" we then didn't want to talk to each other. With the churchy peep friends we went to Marina Sq's Foodcourt to Makan. I used the third party way to communicate with her. As I was still angry and I did not want to give in. Until she said that she wanted to leave to go to 'River Hongbao' alone. Then "mom" was like eh you go with her. I didn't want to go as if we both go we won't be talking to each other might as well go alone! and the place is hot,wet and dirty with many people. Then ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah ... .. ... Then I got super pissed! So I stomped off with my bag, knowing that I'm going to shop. First stop I went to ZARA. Thank God its still open. I walked around looking at stuff and I saw a quite nice shirt. Then she called me. Then I had another call coming in. Then there was an announcement saying that ZARA is going to close in fifteen minutes and we've got to bring our stuff to the cashier now to pay. So I just grabbed the shirt looked into the mirror see if it fits me and just bought it. I was so pissed that I became impulsive;but I take it as a form of retail therapy. Then I called her back and she's like go River Hongbao. Called Jia Man i actually forgot. So we talked and went to makan at River Hongbao. With our snow ices, cuttlefish her okonomoyaki and my smelly tofu!!!!! (: After the walk and makaning, we headed back home.

human's nature is to also be bias.
people just don't realise that when they are bitching back to somebody supporting their friends, they are actually bias. Nobody ever notice that cause they only care about themselves, and they will always think that they are right and will not try to question their own senses. Why are humans this way? arghhhh....