all for spending time.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRDY-DAY RAH RAH!!!
I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH!
EIGHTEEEN ALREADY!!!! LEGAL YOU CAN LIKE OPEN YOUR BIRTHDAY PREZZIE FROM ME!!! (: THEN TELL ME ABOUT IT K?
LOVE AND MISS!
MUAH**

damn. I skipped church today just because mom asked me too. haha
okay bad me put a bad name on my mother. (but its true) haha Just because she does not have a mj game to play today she asked me out. What a mother hahah. But I just realised something today about my mother. What? The truth. haha That my mom can really really be funny. Okay.. I'll admit it, hanging out with yo momma is quite alright. (maybe at times only:)
So now dear friends I so so so believe you that my family is a little bit funny! Just to side track, I told my brother how humorous-less he was and he proved me wrong so now I'd say, my family has got a sense of humor! hahahha So I went out with my mom and she really made me laugh a lot! We could just make each other laugh and bla....
It maybe an outing with 'the mother' but I still got to pay for my own shopping!!! But alright la, it made me less impulsive and spend little. (: Still spend but little (:
The rest of our day after dinner was spent at home with bro and sis-in-law for a game of mj. haha Was actually losing but still won in the end(: Supper at Jln Kayu.

Work at Victoria Jomo, Haji Lane tomorrow!!!
see you peeps soon and..
life is never going to be the same from tomorrow onwards ):
School starts on Monday! HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO strangers !!!

This CINDERELLA needs a COACH!

I LOVE MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!
(: lovemymomma

Hi world!

hang in there.
you 'A' level students as well!!!
HANG LIKE A MONKEY(;
I was so stressed the other day before the accounts paper that when mom talked to me I just didn't want to talk and I just ignored her, we even bickered. Gosh.
So the next day after the paper I was even worse! I felt as if my paper was horrendous it was like my first ever paper that was horrid. I just didn't know what to do. Everyday when I head back home and when everybody asks me about my paper for that day I would just say, "alright ahh Okay!" and they will just make fun of me(haha-I know what family members). But that day I told kor kor and he was like "huh wha WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU?!" I was like please don't talk about it. Mom was super sweet that particular day. haha Ilovemomma!! She asked me if I wanted to bake a cake and got me to bake to take my mind away from work. I didn't know that until when she told aunt the reason for baking cake. haha So when they left for the funeral service I had a cake to eat as well as to study haha.
Much love to Momma! ALL hail MOMMA. lols
And I had a superb dinner just now haha, yummy yummy yum yum. teehee!
whenyoufeelthatangussteakhouseisthebomb!
Iloveshopping(:

Remember you used to like the drink, QOO.

Does this look like me?

Please do say NO! I guess my mother have picked it up from me.

Normally, if I see a funny thing I would point to it and say, "omg! that look like you." and I'll start giggling to myself! Guess karma is working on me today.

Cause my own biological momma did that too me. On CTE we saw this van with Qoo pictures and she pointed and then said, "There! That looks like you! hahahahahaha"

-_- I told my mom that she'll soon "die" cause I'm going to get back to her.
So.... I've been trying to grab an opportunity but.... there seems to be none. Not until... just now!

HAHA.
See this? This was what mommy was eating. This gross piece of jellied fats 'kiap-ed' in a pau also known as kong bak pau...
As all know, Joy is termed as HALAL. She doesn't eat chinese pork only haha. Fine a pirate!-if that pleases you.
So she tried to trick me into eating this gross 'kiap-ed' stuff.
Then I thought thought thought... and I went up to her....
"mom... I won't be tricked by you and your cousin!!!>no no no ^^^^^^^^your TWIN!!!"hahhahahhhahahahhha
Get it?? get it???
Cause my mom and dad didn't understand me and I said that they were on a different wavelength....-_-

Pass me a stick and a lighter right now, please.

I HATE YOU!

I seriously hate YOU. There's just this communication barrier between us. We just can't talk to each other nicely. Why can't you just understand that I've grown and ....

I can't take it anymore. She's literally killing me softly inside.

I guess I'm just going to take out the expired box of cigarettes and burn my throat.

FUCK. I just don't know what I'm suppose to do. Sit her down and talk to her? If that works I would have done it eons ago. God! Please, I beg of You to just get her to understand me! Let her fucking mind know that i'm fucking SEVENTEEN and I'm not a kid anymore. Not a kid that she can yell at at anytime she desires. Not a kid that would forgive and forget, with a candy. Not a kid that sleeps over matters, and everything goes fine the next day.

I AM JUST NOT A KID ANYMORE!

I don't want myself to grow to hate you.

I guess... my life is destined to be in this way

Friends are such LOVE

Hey girls thanks for your comments. My mar-tha and I are somehow fine with each other now short greetings exchanged. So I guess it can be considered as we're talking to each other now. She talked to me first haha. Whatever it is... we're cool with each other(:

Mother.

Ma-ah, mother, mommy, mom, mama, momma, MA!, MAR-THE....
Cold war hasn't end yet. The battle is still on. Why?
Mom. When will this end.
I wish this ends soon. But I'm not doing anything to settle this war.
I'm not going to raise a white flag above my head.
Cause.... I know I'm getting a little contradicting already...
I just don't know what I'm suppose to do.
Not talking to her for 1 week and 4 days and suddenly I talk to her.
It's going to be weird for me. I already am feeling weird being in the same room as her.
Tell me what am I to do.

saturday nightlife

Saturday Nights are always fun!!
teeheeehee currently I feel like blogging so I'll just blog and let the pictures so the talking later! WHEE~~
I started my day off by quarelling with my mother. She was so blardy unreasonable so I had no choice but to do it according to my way and my attitude. I had my rights. I still think and believe that I'm the one that's right and she's the one that's wrong. But right now, we're like fine with each other. This always happens. When we quarell for a day, ignore each other for the entire day and the next day we'll be talking to each other like nothing ever happenned. OMG so childish! haha We're just like kids...... maybe it's just our way of communication...
As pissed as I was, I still had tuition. English tuition with Wong Mei Ling.(a.k.a 3M) I had a super unhappy look. But believe it or not Wong Mei Ling changed my mood. From a grumpy, irritated look to a OMG you're crazy look. Cause I LOVE laughing at her sillyness. My tuition teacher can be rather silly at times but still irritating, what to say.. they're eventually still teachers!!!! Once a teacher, always a teacher.
After tuition, Van and I headed down to church for service. Bought HONEY STARS before we train-ed down. teeheehee RAH WENT FOR SERVICE THIS WEEK!!!!!! YAY-NESS. But bay pang-sehd us. ): But still met her after that. Service this week was good as a speaker came to speak today. Rev. Peter Wagner. He's such a hilarious preacher. Bringing to us jokes about men and women, looking like Mr. Kenducky[sp?-haha], ahhh whatever.. Mr. KFC! hahahhaha Good preaching today. I didn't really got bored that I ended up doodling all over my surmon notes. This time, my notes weren't messy with all my drawings but messy with all my notes! SEE HOW ATTENTIVE I WAS! haha. We took a cell pic. after service. But it's in Peggie's camera and I still haven't find a way to get to get to send the picture to me ): Soooner or later I will definitely get the picture(:
Left Expo and headed to town. Headed back to 'the work place' as Rah wanted to buy her reserved stuffs as of the rise in %GST. She didn't buy anything as aunt joan said there won't be much change in the pricing and we should actually wait. So it was rather a wasted trip! Going down to Mango(shaw's), when we're suppose to meet THE FRIENDS at Meriden. But it sure was not a wasted trip for Rah hahahha.. Maybe because....... teeheee
From Far East we bus-ed down to wherever they were. In the moddle of nowhere they weren't able to locate themselves. We bus-ed down to The Heerens and then walked down to the Centrepoint to meet them. On the way down, we met teeena, mel-png, jihae, jewel and their friends!! Sure was great seeing them. OMG and teena took a pict of us, and I look fat! WRONG ANGLE! darn. After meeting them, they want to K-karaoke. So we went to cuppage, PartyWorld. Checked out all the pricing and all. It sure was EXPENSIVE! So we changed plans and headed down to Sahara to sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesha. So Chloe, Shawn, Jared(chlo's bro), chlo's cous(sorry I can't rem his name):, Bay, Rah and I cabbed down to boat quay and Zac met us there, later. Oh Louisa left after cuppage cause she had too..):
Shhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeesha was GREAT! Grape flavour tasted like Mixed fruit, no difference in fact! Drank Tiger, yums. Learnt how to play five-ten. hahahha coolness. I just love the fun and friends!!!!

FRENCH LOAF ninja

I WENT TO THE CHEM. LAB TODAY!
I just realised that practical is not my thing. Its so troublesome with all the cation and anion(s) OMG! Its DRIVING ME CRAsY! adding ammonia or sodium hydroxide with all the cation(s) turning into funny weird solutions looking like moss and rust BUT the blue is nice. Another thing is that every solution STINKS! pOOf* I was told that the ammonia smell is to wake a faint person. But I can faint with that smell HAHA.





Went to Lido again. When I was about to leave ZARA mom called to buy French Loaf as she cooked CURRY CHICKEN. In order not to miss my Nim Bus I have to leave Lido early. Walked all the way to Taka's Delifrance to get some French Loaf. She asked me to buy, no only 1 BUT 2! So I had to carry to long funny thingo home. Everybody seem to be looking as I looked funny. But its fun as I can use it as a weapon (haii-YAH! don't play play ahh) and it was quite fun beating poeple with it. I wacked man and she called me a FRENCH LOAF NINJA hahahahhaha. The worst thing was that I was in my Polka Dot uniform, wearing 2 different pair of shoes, carrying a funny looking flower tote bag and TWO french loaves. We were CRAsY I tell you making fun of the loaves and bla. Weirdly, this twins started talking to me I FREAKED and was unsure until they said "eee-ya talk to her she never reply one" I didn't reply cause

1. I don't know them
2. and mommy said not to talk to strangers
3. and I was on the phone.

When I reached home I told mommy. Mom LAUGHED (craSy mother) and said don't worry worry for what you got to french loaf to protect you. ... ... Told ya Mom's MAD!
We watched Ghost Whisperers together. IT WAS SCARY! and normally mom is not afraid BUT this time she FREAKed and was like errr..I'm very tired don't want to watch already. I was scared as well so I insist that she stay and watch with me. She gave me a look and I laughed at her making fun of her. WEIRD MOTHER!