to blog or not to blog?? ...haha

cam whored!!!! okay not really... But we DID take pictures((:
Will post pictures when I've receive them.

Friday was a good friday and a little not good friday.. haha What am I talking? Something that doesn't make sense. haha. Saturday, today=fun.

It was good cause it was quite fun when I met up with the girls, shawn and zac at Holland Village. Plus s.s that day was superly fun. It was a little not good cause besty and I planned to go tan at Sentosa. The weather was good, hot and sunny in the early afternoon. But at about 1plus 2 it started to rain heavily!!! When we reached harbourfront it wasn't raining but skies were grey. We were contemplating on whether we should go or not. Eventually we ended up not going cause when we came out of the toilet it was already raining. haha. Ended up in spinelli's studying. After that we went 'shopping' at VivoCity. Didn't get anything, too broke to buy anything. I've already got a hole in my pocket. All money went to online shopping.

Later, I bus-ed down to Holland V to meet up the girls from 5/2, Rah, Shawn and Zac. It was total funness!! and HILARIOUS!!! haha. There was.... Sandra, Alexia, Shalini, Chloe, Alex, Joyce, Bay, Cassie, Becky, Sarah, Rachel, Shawn, Zac and I. Rachel and Zac came later. Sat at the hawker centre and drank and chit chat. Funny! Funny! Funny! Thats what they are haha. smoked, drank, talked and played. Left at about 12+ caught the last 165 bus. Bused to Hougang Interchange then cabbed back. Shawn! what happen to you????

Saturday, today. Once again, another weekend is going to end.
Woke up, got my lenses at Hougang. Went for lunch at tp with mom, dad and aunt. Went for tuition something I shan't bitch about cause its MY fault, a thing I can't deny that I'm lazy and absent-minded. Another thing I can't disagree with you is that my english is BAD! stupid....DUH!! If not why would I come to you for help. Fuck la! Just blame it all on my STUPID brains! (bias asshole) "Even if your work is not done by the next lesson I won't be amuse.", she said. I'll just prove you wrong.
After tuition, I went down to town to meet bay, chloe and jimin. FUN-NESS again~~ I was suppose to meet Joanna to study but we're like places-apart haha. So we decided not to meet and plan to meet like later(sunday) or something. I am also going to meet Del and Van as well, later. Arghhh....
Anyways, today was fun although we were like walking round town aimlessly haha. Quite aimless, GOOD FUN. From Liat Towers to Wisma to Starbucks, California Fitness to Heeren to Paragon to Far East. I got cut by a string of a balloon!("string-burn") Stupid! It was like this guy juts walk pass and then my ballon's string got stuck on his backpack. He didn't realise it I didn't realise so... We just continued walking and the balloon was tied to my wrist. The further we went the more my wrist was being pulled my the string. The guy didn't realise until I screamed! Crap la and it hurts terribly! Arghhh..... Walked and saw many many many nice stuffies... OKAY maybe we weren't walking aimlessly but window shopping. haha. After Far East Jims and Chloe left for their cribs. Whereas for Man and I we continued walking around cause I wanted to go to Billboard! haha and look at Teenage Millionaire stuffs. Man got hungry and she said to eat upstairs at Far East. Went we went up I turned and went back down straight away! The whole entire place was SMOKED up and the whole level was literally foggy plus it has a really DISGUSTING SMELL! So we left the building. I thought I want to go to Marina to eat the baked rice. When we went there! It changed to a mini steamboat store! (GROSS!) Ate bbq squid rice haha CARBO-yep I know! Ate Green Tea Ice Cream some more. Lots of fats today!!! DARN!!
trained-cabbed home.

Guess what!! Now you can find my junkfood tee in Singapore! Oh and rah, your junkfood tee that says little miss lucky is in Queen's now. haha. Its $45 there!!
BTW!!!! Darlls and Rah!!!! The Tees have arrived today I think if she didn't make a mistake. So just wait for it to be posted to my place!!
paitience is a virtue..

I'm waiting for my pictures.... rah... and.... chloe.....
haha; ciao! love!

too piss to chill

I guess the angry emotions have overtaken my mood for further blogging!
):

- I feel like I wanna put stars in their eyes -

hypocrites&backstabbers

what kind of humans are you calling each other bitches and all. (still considered as humans???)
You call your own close mates bitches/DOGS?! and literally *woof at each other!??!
haha. Silly monkeys are you all human beings?? Why associate yourselves with animals OMG!
dumb people just do dumb things....
A hypocrite, backstabber and a perfectionist wannabe. Which role do you exactly wanna be? Okay okay okay.. perfectionist right? smartass wannabe right? You can hold ALL characters!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!! you have won the "grannys" for all supporting roles... Wannabe a perfectionist and you don't perfect your character on being a bitch, hypocrite and backstabber?? Please pull up your socks(OPPS!) I tell you how you can improve! Firstly, please learn to be direct! You wanna say about someone, somebody or some clique that you dislike. PLEASE USE THEIR REAL NAMES! and NOT GIVE THEM NICKNAMES! (the FAT, the SKINNY, the UGLY and the one with the MOLE) are you that TIMID to even say their names. First you don't like them and you talk to them nicely. Making them think that you're an okay person. Personally, right from the bottom of my sinken heart, I actually think you're okay and consider you as a friend. I know you don't like the particular clique cause of some reasons...I shouldn't say that you're jealous or whatsoever. why should you? right? I still don't understand why you dislike them. Okay, you loathe them. why??? Anyway the only difference I can see is that you're are dogs and they're humans.

-no love to you-

when you say nerds need love too..

haha. Just came back from cell group meeting. It was alright... AHH I LOVE 'ben tan'(stupid in Chinese, omyTIAN it looks like Ben Tan haha)!!! Okay, 'ben tan' is Bing Ren's dog. I know you must be thinking... "OMG! SO MEAN CALL HIS DOG STUPID!" haha but he says that its not mean cause you can call 'ben tan' in a "loving" way and not in a harsh scolding way like how we call people "YOU STOOOOPIT AHH!!!" haha. {I explained to Joanne Lim in school today HAHA and she say I'm using a chance to call her stupid! haha.} ARHH.. Anyway I was saying that 'ben tan' is really really REALLY adorable. He welcomed us when we walked in and ever since then I've been rubbing his head, "massaging" him and messing his hair. haha. I even forgot to put my bag down. whahaha... and if I stop rubbing him and put my hand aside, he'll use his head and lift my hand up so that I will continue to rub him... haha. SO CUTE RIGHT!!!! haha. I love + heart:heart DOGS!!!!

Before cell, best and I were at Kovan, macs, studying. Okay in fact we were just completing our work. I completed tuition homework!!! HURRAY:FINALLY!!!! But I'm quite worried for my compo I'm afraid of what she will say. haha. And I done my SUMMARY haha. I think she must be happy. Cause all my summaries have to be at least a week old then it'll be handed up to her. haha. BAD JOY-I know ): After English tuition homework I still had time to do my Chinese homework!! ~whee.. and I completed it!!! ((: So.."studying" today is quite effective -I like. Sugar level have gone UP! I drank like 2 cups of bubble tea today, and its SO so SO yummy! -I love. haha. I think I've been eating too much. The side of my body at my stomach area have been hurting. I'm afraid that it's appendix and I'm praying it not. Pray for me. TY!haha.

crap! My 4 junk-food tees have not arrived!! Its soon to be 3 weeks, and soon a month! The shipping is taking SUPER super SUPER long!!!! I'm getting impaitient! When I'm impaitient I will get angry!! But seriously, I've ordered like months and ages ago!!! My last stocks came fast and quick! The "organizer" told me that it wil arrive in about 2 to 3 weeks and it was true. I didn't wait very long although I was anticipating for it to arrive A.S.A.P!!! When I was thinking if it will arrive a particular day, it arrives the following day. haha. But thats okay, thats alright. I barely waited for 3 weeks and that "organiser" e-mail us updates and shows proves of the updates like the shipping forms and stuff. I like it that way! But this other "organiser"(a different one) is SUPER DUPER SLOW!!!!! Maybe its the supplier's fault. I believe that BUT why didn't you update us on anything? It made me worry, thinking where my $$$ went too. I'm just so SO so afraid that you eat my $$$, cause half of it are my friends. No worries girls, chill. I think we've got to wait 2 more weeks. As I went to her page and she FINALLY updated saying that 1 package arrived at don't know where, CGW US facility. I'm hoping and praying that my orders are in the 1st package. Cause she said that there are 3 packages all in all. ARGHHHH ANGRY angry ANGRY!!! But this will not STOP me from online shopping. haha. I love and adore online shopping. hee hee. OMYtian, I just saw this A & F skinny jeans and I want to purchase it!!! arghh.. I hope I can still order tomorrow.

cause.......

Tomorrow I'll be going to Lime's FleaMarket @ SCAPE. I know I'm going to buy at least something. Don't tell me that I'm spendtrift. haha. Its just a girl's thing to LOVE and adore shopping!!! ~~~wheee///// Its just TOTAL funness. So if I can't get anything at the Lime's FleaMarket @ SCAPE tomorrow I'll go get the A & F skinny jeans online. haha. YAYness.
DON'T YOU PEOPLE JUST ADORE FLEA MARKETS???
^WINKS~~

k kay// its a min to twelve now. wanna catch some beauty sleep to prevent heavy EYE BAGS!!! ARGHHHH alright. enuff CRAP. Love Y'lls heartoess..
catch ya later aliigators..

;as stale as a fish

!!!!!! haha. niceness (crazyness) I SAW my long-lost eye-candy from my neighbourhood thats from raffles.. haha *grinsss speechless
okay. Seriously I'm speechless, lol.
errr.. after not blogging for SO long. I feel as if I lost the hang of blogging. haha. (is there such a thing??) -idontknow BUT I really dontknow what I should blog about.
hmphhhh... lets not blog about emo-ness and a particular person? nahh.. boring..
"if you let it go and if it comes back just let it be"-cliche?
So what is there to blog about. I'll tell you later..
gg off to watch The Dance Floor!
(;

haha. AFTER SO LONG... wedding poootooee.

'The Bride from the window (peeping if the "sisters" are picking on her husband, lol)
'The Bride

'The Groom picking up the Bride after all the long obstacles
'Pretty;Beautiful;BLISS

all I wanna do is to grow old with you

JOY isn't lazy!!!! lol
omg!!! bro is getting married in hours!!!! everybody is looking calm but inside they're all actually excited, elated and curious about whats going to happen later and how everything is going to work out. Bro is somehow all jitty now;he's feeling the excitement and pressure right now..(gay-I know) OKAY! (They said that I cannot talk too much, just in case I say something wrong on this "auspicious" day..) haha NO MATTER what! Who cares if we're 10 years apart, today I'll stand by my brother on his special day, hack care all the fights and quarrels we actually use to 'enjoy.'(haha) Today! I'm just going to support him all the way. fine.. I'll tell you.. I love my bro. So maybe just today just a LITTLE I'll try not to bicker and 'talk-back' I'll just be a gooddy little sister!!!
- - -tee hah hee- - - much love bro! You can do it. Have FAITH! - - -congrats!- - -

So earlier in the day today(160307)
Off to school I went. Had Chinese again. For the LAST time this week, duh. We were suppose to stay back from 8-11 but we stayed back till 11plus plus plus . ... .. . cos' we had lots and lots of Chinese work to do. 'lao-shi' gave us "bao zhang bao dao"(newspaper writing-direct translation, lol) and a formal letter writing to do within an hour and a half. The minimum pages that we had to write was at least 4 pages. OM'tian' ! yep I know you SO just wanna say that. I did write 4 pages within that hour and a half. haha. slow...-I know.. so 'lao-shi' extended out timing. By then all my "creative" brain juices all died. I didn't had mood to write anymore so I just wrote crap for the letter writing. Whereas for the P2 I brought home and do.

I FORGOT TO BRING MY PHONE OUT TODAY!!! ):
so inconvenient!

Went to serene centre (I miss that place) to meet tab and star--deee.
It was alright! Not to say good or bad, just alright I guess. At least I somehow completed my geog work. ahhh.. At serene today, it was like a rubric cube day! lol everybody had rubric cubes in their hands. There's this guy that just came in, looking as if he was waiting for someone. So he was holding on to his quad. cube?(instead of 9 squares on each side his had 12), he just mixed it all up, any old how. Within "quick" minutes, he finished all the surfaces and the cube was completed. He then continued and mix everything all up again and 'fixed' everything in seconds I tell you. He NEVER stopped to think. what a genius... We were all whispering about him, quite obviously. So I guess he knew. He then looked at bay bay's table and saw the RUBRIC CUBE(9 squares!). He dumped the quad. cube into his bag(looking as if he's going off) and took out a rubric cube. OM'tian'... Within like 5 minutes or so he mixed everything all up, jumbling them and then getting them back into their "position" within a snap. He's like the pro.(*all hail)

I CLEARED MY DIRTY, MOSSY, GROSS, DISGUSTING FISH TANK TODAY.
it sure sucked badly.

Reached home at about 5+..6. So as to help momma in da cooking and all. Had mom's YUMMYLICIOUS prawn mee soup. OM'tian'!!! Its dah-bomb! but I only ate a bowl as I was waiting for cousin Jeremy's late night supper snacks.(munchh-munchh) Went over to his place to check out how he's doing. OM'tian'!!! again... It was FABULOSO!!!! It was like a "sinful" haven. Dah family need not go to a restaurant to eat the expensive or cater the expensive cause we have the valuable! lol. He's like the BEST chef in planet 'God knows where' . With all his three different kind of bruchetta;mushroom w bacon, avocado with parmesan & chive scramble with smoke salmon. (okay, they have like "chim-chim" names..pleaseee I can't remember!) Plus his coffee steak(sounds funny but DAH-BEST among the rest!) and his comsume(soup), tomato and leek. YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY= FAT FAT FAT.
I learnt something from him. Follow what the chef eats cause, they know the amount of fats being put in... haha (SO TRUE!) cream is hell.

GUITAR+SINGING LESSONS= ???

kay to be continued... for bro's wedding laterr.
gtg snooze or else... I'll get hell from momma.
love y'll

JOY are you CRAzY?

nope I'm not.
I'm just missing him and he misses someone as well;and I know I just know its not me.
How can he say too.. when my blog doesn't give hints directly? Is he that smart in these kind of things? Oh and he doesn't even remember my blog why would he even come and visit !!! (does he even know I own a blog?) I don't know.
But isn't it such a coincidence ??

boy:

baby boy you stay on my mind and fill my fantasy.
baby where'd go i love you so.
please tell me you love me too
you make me hate you and love you even more.

YO MOMMA!

HAPPY BIRD-DAY!! i LUBBB YOU...
MOMMA'S SO OLDDDDD...
OPPS! lol

DID I SAY`

I've received my stuff that I ordered online already!!! WHEEZERRSS~~~
My Tee that says :' love is to have matching tattoos' and my pretty pretty BAG!
OH AHH..... COOLNESSS
As for the other 4 tees.. I ain't sure.. Its sure a VERY long wait.. and I'm waiting impaitiently.. CRAPPOO! and I think I'm getting angry!!! I demand for my shirts!!!

Tomorrow's moi momma's bird-day and I don't know what I should get for her. Bro has the cash and all so he's like the one that's always treating dinner!!!! By treating us to dinner, all the time, he doesn't have to think so hard like how I'm thinking now. I asked mom what she wants/DEMANDS!!!(haha) This year's answer is anything.. WTH this is like making my life difficult! At least last year she gave some hints and all haha..(I can't remember what I bought;but I know she sure did cut a hole in my pockets[: ) OH MY!! and rah rah is not free tomorrow. CRAPOOO. Maybe a blouse, a bottom? skin care products? handbag? shoes? accessories? ... I DONT KNOW!!! I SURE WISH I CAN GIVE/BUY HER A TATTOO... haha but thats like CRAsYness. .. ...

LOVE IS IN THE AIR

'kor-kor' is FINALLY getting M.A.R.R.I.E.D! oH My 'tian' ! Thats like ubber duperr swift! Isn't it so exciting. And my 'girlfriends' get to come!! They're invited!!! haha. FUN-ness. I've been like talking ALL about it and now finally the day is coming its arriving!! Bro and Sis-In-Law is like ubber blubber busy right now and stuff.. SWEET! I just can't wait. I've been eating A LOT and I don't know if I can still fit into my gown/my dress? ARGHH.... diet? nahhh.. don't know.

Whenever I'm about to sleep and I can't sleep. Insomia, comes in my mind. Then I will think of you. But I realise that whenever I'm unable to sleep when I'm exhausted is because my mind is occupied with and tons and thousands of things about you. My mind and brains are thinking a lot about you and I. How I wish that whatever I see in my head;I will be able to see it in reality. This is so I can tell tell myself that dreams can be reality, dreams is reality. However, I must listen to the fact that dreams will always be dreams and therefore it will never turn into reality. Am I dreaming right now?
p.s iloveyou. <3

rhythm

I'll tell you what/how you're feeling

I guess its simple. If I'm easy to understand, I can tell you in just a sentence.
You and I are just feeling the same way;we just need someone to love and care for us.

;bring me back to life, with all hands on deck

,vintage.

-well... I adore vintage and I didn't know Malaysia knows cool vintage(no offence). Alright maybe I haven't been to ALL the 'cucumber' parts of M'sia and I believe and KNOW that M'sia DO have 'cucumber' places. Places I yet to go and check out.

Oh anywavesss.(haha) This beautiful vintage, old school ceramic table counter, with beautiful colour combination of flora tiles. Plus the nice shape of the lamp with pretty flora beige lamp shade and nice sparrow wallpaper. And the pattern couch;just gives the vintage feel. Don't be surprise where this whole thing is in. This is actually the interior of a salon cum salon academy. Niceness right. You should see the other parts of the salon. Literally, beauty!

Bro and Wife goes there for their hair cut all the time. Thats what I found out;which is coolness. I cut my hair there as well. As it is M'sia-cheaper! haha. Its alright. Except when he asked the trainee to wash my hair. She is super duper funny!! She kept on washing my ears and like wet it and my earrings. The funny thing is that they don't know how to ask their customers to take off their earrings when its bothering them(their job). I was rather eeeee-ritated, but I 'close one eye' (haha) cause it's like M'sia and they all speak chinese and I can't really communicate well in chinese(:

Thats all folks . ...

much love, huggss & kisses-

okay... lets continue my saturday...

thenn we had CEREAL PRAWN.

Marks Rah's trademark. eats only the cereal and not the prawn:

self-taken shots

I told you so.... narcissist

no time for moaning;

OFF we head for home'

PHOTOS speaks a THOUSAND words

earlier part of MY day;

hello, rah-rah(chacha);

let me introduce to you! This is called 'COLD-store-eaggsss'

someone who eats Non-Fat Butter-ORGANIC BUTTER?? hahhaahaha;

Narssist;

b i r t h d a y s

8th March

happy birthday MEI-MEI!!!!! (mei chun)
seventeenth.

9th March

happy birthday Quenton!!!
mr. cousin!! you're ...fourteen? hah ENJOY!

did random shopping toodayy

let me tell you I spent about fifty bucks today and I'm currently feeling the pain in the pockets.
Bought a bag and a cap. Pierced my nose. Watched movie. Bought chocolates.
OMG! I'm not eating for the next few days, so I can save cash.
(:

nose-piercing

SEE THAT BLINK PIMPLE??
OUR PIERCING;

IS THE POSITION OKAY?? OKOK. I'M HALF-READY.
"tahh-dah!!"

I'VE GOT MY NOSE PIERCED:

I'm NOT a GANGSTER

ohhhh you CB!!
call me whatever you want stupid prawn and bay bay. If so, then you have a gangster friend(: unless you don't call me your friend.
Why don't you just buy me the tee that I saw online that says: "I'm so gangster" haha with a mouth grinning and that mouth owns a gold tooth. lol. Buy it for me? haha

I so so ♥ online shopping. In future I will not leave my crib. I will be a loner with no friends but all the possessions in the world! Rating me to be the BEST ONLINE SHOPPER on planet, 'God knows what.' haha. Okay I'm making no sense and this is making me sound silly.

But seriously I tell you ONLINE SHOPPING is SO SO ♥ and ADDICTIVE. Cause its freaking CHEAP!!! Girls out there! You know that there's such a brand called Junk Food? Junk Food Tees? In Singapore, you may only find it at Queen's Couture @ The Heerens and one shirt is ranging from about 50-65 bucks a tee. The tees are all adorable like they have Wonder Woman tees, Rolling Stones tees, Kiss, Elmo, Cookie Monster, and many many many more other CUTE CUTE FUNNY tees. Yep. Now I've been shopping online and I've purchased a total of about 5 tee! haha and from online the rate converting back to about S$30-38 bucks only? Isn't it SUPER DUPER CHEAP!??? The most is to include your shipping fees will be about 40bucks a tee. You'll probably save about twenty(20) bucks!!!! With that 20 you can like go shopping and buy a bag online!? or a tank top? or flip flops?

THIS IS WHY I ♥ ONLINE SHOPPING!!!!!

*grinsss byee

HEAR ME SAY!!!!!

ONLINE SHOPPING IS DAH BOMB ! ! ! !
ask me for webby if you want!!!
I feel spendtrift hahaha BUT I feel good~~

what era is this?

someone OH PLEASE! Tell her that she has Body Odour(BO)

Today is one of the WORST days of my life! I quarrelled with bests. It is like the most childish thing a sixteen going on seventeen year old can ever experience. Worst worst thing ever! bleah* It was like cause she thinks that I was shouting at her, and I wasn't. So... Anyway, if I do shout at her its a little normal TO HER(as we've known each other for almost 7 years!). I can say that I am quite a LOUD person. Most of the time when I'm loud its either I am angry/pissed or joking around just as to "scare" you. Oh and it can also be that I'm too engrossed in that conversation. After we somehow of "bickering" we then didn't want to talk to each other. With the churchy peep friends we went to Marina Sq's Foodcourt to Makan. I used the third party way to communicate with her. As I was still angry and I did not want to give in. Until she said that she wanted to leave to go to 'River Hongbao' alone. Then "mom" was like eh you go with her. I didn't want to go as if we both go we won't be talking to each other might as well go alone! and the place is hot,wet and dirty with many people. Then ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah ... .. ... Then I got super pissed! So I stomped off with my bag, knowing that I'm going to shop. First stop I went to ZARA. Thank God its still open. I walked around looking at stuff and I saw a quite nice shirt. Then she called me. Then I had another call coming in. Then there was an announcement saying that ZARA is going to close in fifteen minutes and we've got to bring our stuff to the cashier now to pay. So I just grabbed the shirt looked into the mirror see if it fits me and just bought it. I was so pissed that I became impulsive;but I take it as a form of retail therapy. Then I called her back and she's like go River Hongbao. Called Jia Man i actually forgot. So we talked and went to makan at River Hongbao. With our snow ices, cuttlefish her okonomoyaki and my smelly tofu!!!!! (: After the walk and makaning, we headed back home.

human's nature is to also be bias.
people just don't realise that when they are bitching back to somebody supporting their friends, they are actually bias. Nobody ever notice that cause they only care about themselves, and they will always think that they are right and will not try to question their own senses. Why are humans this way? arghhhh....

Learning Journey

So... Joy what have you learnt during this learning journey? I have learnt that .... Sir Stamford Raffles is a bird stand. HAHA. No la. I learnt MANY MANY plenty things. But its just that I don't know what they are. hee(; We went to the CBD area today and we studied historical sites. Had lunch(RECESS) at Funan The IT Mall. I had Nasi Padang!! whee~~~ Then we continued our trail. To the memorial at where River Hong Bao is at right now and Lim Bo Seng's "grave" memorial. (!_?) Soon after we left and headed back to school by then it was already 12+. We had to stay in school compound till 1 then we can leave. During that time, I went to look for Mrs. Seet to get back my English Compo. I FAILED again... NO surprise as I always fail her writing tests. But I will not be complacent. I will work hard and I TELL YOU! I will pass in her next test!! :)*grins. At the same time, I took a look at my social studies paper. I PASSED S.S!! whahaha. Didn't pass well but haha it's alright I guess... I happy for my last [7]mark question cause I got a [6]! I think that was it that pulled my marks up "D

We left about 10mins before dismissal time. haha. Cause Bay and all they have left already. Cabbed down to P.S to catch a moooo-viee... We watched "The pursuit of happyness" staring Will Smith. It's good in a sense on the topic of family support and love. Nice show I can say but I'll only give it 3THREE popcorns over 5. But you should go watch it.

I guess thats all. catch y'll peeps soons! LOVE! <3s

listen up y'll

Littlest Things-Lily Allen
Listen carefully to the lyrics.
I really wish this could be the reality of you and I.