HATE is a strong word;but I really really don't like you

Love you/ hate you, it's still an obsession.
You showed me what's love. I believed in what you have showed me. I loved you. But you taught me to HATE you, and have taught me to HATE love. My ability to HATE love has taught me to love no more. I don't wish for you to be back, I don't wish for you to be guilty, but I wish for you to be happy. How silly can I get? hurhur