may the force be with me and not yells and screams!

I need a force to ask me to study!
I need someone to ENCOURAGE me to study!!!
I need to get off FACEBOOK!
I need to get a LOCK and throw away the keys for my lappy!!!
I need a STUDY BUDDY! (would you be my study buddy, tag/comment)
I need MOTIVATION):
I need to be like before, NO procrastination allowed.
arghhhh
I need to PULL my hair out and SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FINAL: CLASS YEARBOOK

So... Which is better? The Black & White or the one in colour?

The 2nd View.

opps! I'm still not done.

I'm so DEAD.

ahhhh..............

Please Comment or something.

Thanks

Please do! Really.

Layout.

okay I know my new layout is such narcissism!
I'll name it SELF-OBSESSED!
anyway this is my space. hahah WHY do you need to BOTHER?
(: loveyy munchos!!
in a matter of fact, my mom called me a "siao zha bor" -mad woman in God knows what language

so we had flowers, so we played with flowers, so our flowers died.

In association to prevent Aids for Women.

TOTAL HEARTS!

I know I'm LATE

anyway,
HAPPY BIRDYY DAY NICK(cousin).
YOU'RE LEGAL!!!!!
please do the right things!
don't tattoo, don't smoke, don't club and drink.
haha
BE LIKE JOY!
(: (: (:

Remember you used to like the drink, QOO.

Does this look like me?

Please do say NO! I guess my mother have picked it up from me.

Normally, if I see a funny thing I would point to it and say, "omg! that look like you." and I'll start giggling to myself! Guess karma is working on me today.

Cause my own biological momma did that too me. On CTE we saw this van with Qoo pictures and she pointed and then said, "There! That looks like you! hahahahahaha"

-_- I told my mom that she'll soon "die" cause I'm going to get back to her.
So.... I've been trying to grab an opportunity but.... there seems to be none. Not until... just now!

HAHA.
See this? This was what mommy was eating. This gross piece of jellied fats 'kiap-ed' in a pau also known as kong bak pau...
As all know, Joy is termed as HALAL. She doesn't eat chinese pork only haha. Fine a pirate!-if that pleases you.
So she tried to trick me into eating this gross 'kiap-ed' stuff.
Then I thought thought thought... and I went up to her....
"mom... I won't be tricked by you and your cousin!!!>no no no ^^^^^^^^your TWIN!!!"hahhahahhhahahahhha
Get it?? get it???
Cause my mom and dad didn't understand me and I said that they were on a different wavelength....-_-

your 5n1 page

uncoloured and undone
sorry
Joy was trying so hard to crack her brains but no juice came out cause she's sick today.

tag-reply.

TABBO::

haha I thought that I'm goignt o rpely youj a long long post cause you know when it concerns YOU I'm very long-winded... haha TEEHEE! OMG I tell you my prelims suck as well. I lost my distinction for accounts and I gained back my distinction for science MULTIPLE CHOICE(only) and the rest I still DO NOT know. WTF! right. How are yours??? Don't stress dear don't stress Joy is with you! when does your study break start?? What happen to accounts?? When we meet let me see your paper! We'll exchange to do! hahaa

I'm ONLINE NOW! WHERE ARE YOU?????????????
nvm. we'll chat. soon

I love you my dear friend.
I just nudged you. Why aren't you replying?



Now to SARAH, RAH RAH RAH CHAN::
hahahahhahaha BE J.E.A.L.O.U.S!!!! But Sandra called you she said you didnt pick reply or even call back so she didnt bother.
haha yep! it's Tuky Tuky! and I saw rebecca mo did I tell you?
Oh I know my top is lovely. hahhaa I bought it online(:
love!

Sunday.

Today.
Much wasn't done.
Went for lunch with mommzz and daddios.
Saw Samuel(chloe's couss)!
Went Shopping! Clothes! Teehee!
I bought a shirtdress and a pinafoe?
Momma bought two blouses.
Came back home helped bro wrap his prezzies.
Went to vist grams.
I LOVE GRAMS!
Played a few rounds of mahjong with her, nice.
Went for dinner with bro.
Kebangan's You Ji Mee Sua. Pig's Liver. Yums, delicious.
Oh the next door's Putu Piring, to die for.
Home.

Anyway, one the way back home.. I don't know why but we started talking about kotex(Sanitary Pads, Tampons). Then we talked about how expensive pads actually are, what people use when pads weren't invented, how pads are the best invention ever! haha
Then the conversation got to tampons. On how dangerous it is haha. With my brother saying that its good and sis-in-law and I saying that its freaky and dangerous, that the string gets lost and it'll be stuck in your vagina forever! haha Then we talked about getting th tampon out. Bro said that a person can go for an operation. Then he said that in his hospital(the one he works in-duh!)there are cases that BOTTLES are stuck in a person's ______. haha (fill in the blank) I burst out laughing! hahhahahaha. He also said that there are also many other different things that can be stuck in a person's there. haha (figure it out yourself)


you muncho readers(:
kisssy poo poo-

Another weekend GONE!

HAHA STARE! GORGE YOUR EYES and BE J.E.A.L.O.U.S!
Look at our Havianas with Tuky Tuky(s)!
I've got crystals on my Havis.
Love! Love!


Not much of loving for ourselves that day.
haha. So just a little bit just a little little bittoo of picture, like how Ms. Swan wants bacon. teehee!
So we were at The Esplanade, before that it was One Fullerton's buckys(Starbucks)!!
OMG! I just love buckys to hell. If ever one day buckys close down and is shut down entirely worldwide. I woud just kill myself. haha(by then I would just consider-haha)
So it was tuition earlier in the day, then Havianas shopping.
Met up with Sandy, Zara and their friend.
(saw becky mo)
Cabbed down to Expo.
After church, Van and I actually had plans already to go down to One Fullerton's buckys to chill and hang out. But we were asked to fellowship with cell. After much indecisiveness, we decided to chill with fickle minded cell at the Airport for a while.
Left at 9.
The coolest thing was that... while Bessa and I were on the train. We got bored and were tired. We got seats, so we decided to play some games. Hand played games. haha
You know when you were in Primary School?
Games like... sissy my baby... vampire vampire cheh... baby baby, baby cheh... oh pillar, Caterpillar... chee ko PAR!(hahaha chee ko pei)... CHOPSTICKS... etc.
I guess that all I can think of. Oh! I wanted to play 2-0-5(say it in Chinese).
But we needed three players. haha Guo was to meet us. So we decided to meet guo first then play altogether. teehee! So fun!
(omg. I want to play right now. I'll go find my mommy)

Time passes so fast.....

Van bought her dinner at Subway. Eat Fresh. then OFF we go to buckys!
ATTN: ALL!
I saw Ms. KAREN! The P.E teacher! In a DRESS and HAIRBAND!, LOOKING UBBERLY FEMININE!! NO RECOGNITION COULD BE MADE ONLY AFTER HALF A MIN! AND THEN SHE RECOGNISED ME! HER BOYFRIEND TURNED AROUND TO LOOK SO DID I.
OMG! YOU SO WANT TO SEE HER THAT DAY'S OUTFIT HOLDING HER BOYFRIEND'S HAND WALKING DOWN CITILINK.
NICE~
So, I had my blueberry bagel with cream cheese and caramel Frapp. (LOVE!)
chilled, fagged, talked.
Guo brought us 1998's FHM! haha
It was so CLEAN I tell you. I don't know how boys that time ... you know..omg my bro... no wonder he's a nerd! haha-love you bro! and da-sao!
Van wanted to drink so on our way to 7-11 we took too long in the toilet that it was late and we're all tired.
So I bused home. BUS 70! I was so afraid that I missed the last bus, gosh haha but I managed to take it home(:
Dad picked me from the bus stop outside.


Much love muchos!

WILDCARD?

HURRAY!!! We've got to study all over again!!!!
PRELIMS are OVER BUT O's ARE NOT!!!!

Randomness
Your full name:	Chang Yuling Joy
What school do you go to:	St. Margaret's Secondary
How tall are you:	1.55m
What do you currently hear:	my tv and fan? is that what you mean?
Parents still together:	DUH
Do you get along with your parents:	yep.
Whats your favorite number:	22
Where was the last place you came from:	???AMK
When was the last time you took a shower:	last night.
Who was your last missed call:	bestie(:
Who did you last call:	mother
Have you cried lately:	nope.
Favorite sport to play:	-
Do you drive:	I'm wishing, but, no.
If so what do you drive:	Volkswagen Bus/Vintage Mini/Vespa
The last stupid thing you did:	thought that a turnip was a new invention of sweet potatoe
Whats your motto for life:	laugh all you can
Got any regrets:	yep.
Do you have a bad temper:	at times. esp.during the pms
Are you hard headed:	nah..
Your worst quality:	I curse and swear
Now what do you think is your best quality:	Dress well
Do you have any pets:	nope.
What hurts right at this current moment:	my FAT ulcer
Got any cool scars:	my tattoo?
If so how did you get them:	got to the tattoo shop. haha
What annoys you the most:	when someone wants to say something and eventually doesnt say it.
What can make anything better:	euphoria
Still use kid band aids:	yep.
Most missed memory:	hurhur
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HAPPY BIRD-DAY JIAMAN!

HAPPY TWENTIETH BIRTHDAY
JiaMan!!!

'IN' the world

Rejoice! I've got facebook.
Now you people have got to add me!
Search for Chang Yuling Joy, thats me!
I'm just starting to familiarize with facebook. Is there a guide? Lets say, DUMMIES to use facebook.

Bad Habit is back!!

Back to online shopping... My gosh.
Spending money online is crazy! I'm going to be drained off the cash in my pocket.
So irresistable!
Itchy itchy fingers: I'm going to tie you UP!

Insanity

When will I ever be able to get you out of my head.
I hate to fall in love. I bet you'll have heard this before; It takes a second to fall in love but its takes forever to get out of love.
If you've never heard of this before, I will be the first to tell you this.
I hate to love. Hate to keep thinking of you.
I need a distraction, a distraction away from you.
Bokc. There is no word in the dictionary can describe you; maybe there is but I just don't know what it is.
Arghhh.. My anger just need to be vent out. Every time when we're close and I try to close the gap between us, you'll just walk out on me. Why? When I ask to know you more, you said that's not the way and you just won't tell me. You just won't put in any other effort. What is it that you want. There's nothing more that I can do. nothing... nothing... absolutely nothing...

2nd Post: God and I

God of My Forever
by KC Gan

God of my youth I remember
Your call on my life took me o’er
Your love has seen me through all my days
I stand here by Your grace
On this altar I’ve written my life
Tells of a story I have with You my Lord
I want the world to know

God of my forever
And forever I’m with You
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul
God of my forever
And forever I will sing
My greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King

God of my all I’ve surrendered
My heart finds its rest in Your word
Praises will not be enough to show
How my love for You has grown
Nothing matters when You’re here with me
In the end just to hear You say “Well done”
Bowing before Your throne

Forever and ever
Jesus You alone in glory reign
Forever and ever
With You I walk this narrow way