I was diappointed in xanga.

blogged emo-ly on xanga but guess what its like blogger when the connection doesn't work everything not saved is being erased! PISSED!
currently I'M IN LOVE with Gwen Stefani and Fergie. haha I love and adore female singers!! They're just the HOT HOT BOMB! Cause I believe that their songs somehow relate whereas for a male singer or like a boy band we can't really relate unless we change all the shes to hes... haha. Which defeats the song and some parts of the lyris describing a girl, total turn off.. haha so I respect female artists. (:

currently I'm listening a lot to fergie! haha.
even the blog's song is by fergie, Big Girls Don't Cry. I love this song! Catchy tune and nice lyrics(if you paid attention, haha)

here are the lyrics(:

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry


The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

enjoy(: