Lips Of An Angel : Hinder

Honey why you calling me so late

It's kinda hard to talk right now

Honey why you crying is everything okay

I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight

And yes I dreamt of you too

And does he know you're talking to me

Will it start a fight

No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

(And I never wanna say goodbye)

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late

Title:

today..
hmphh...
NOT a balmy day, BUT a day of dark clouds with torrential rain.
Oh my oh man! I'm sounding DRAMA + cornny !
EXTRA ! EXTRA !
: : TOMORROW'S THE FIRST DAY OF THE MONTH !!! $1.00 FOR ALL SIDES AT MACDONALD. From Corn Cup, Apple Dippers & Green Salad!!! : :
Alrightoee.. enough of crappy doodlesss...
TOday..
TEACHER'S DAY was really different ! ! !
It wasn't the same like all the other years. Instead of spending time decorating the class and having YUMMY GOOD FOOD!! Its all THE OPPOSITE! We SKIPPED all those.
And had LESSONS studied and was boring.
It seemed like we're ""partying"" ourselves.
ALRIGHT! maybe my class is a little boring.. .. .. and TOTAL IGGNORANT.
and .. YES !!! I LOVE THE OTHER CLASS!! I'm a traitor to MY class
BUT if you really SEE and OBSERVE! I believe you'll be the same as ME!
TODAY. My class just had tidBITs and.. when the "food" was openned it was GONE within a SEC.! alright... LESS THAN A SECOND!!! (ok... I'm GUILTY of the OOLONG TEA!!!!) then I was bored. and then RACHEL came over to look for dianne with this PLATE OF BEEHOON!!!
MAN! I was JEALOUS! they have REAL FOOD!
and ... I don't // ): Then she was like GO over LA! WE HAVE A LOT!!
so... she pulled me over.. HA HA then I asked darll.rah along!!
BUT I WAS A LITTLE EMBARRASSED..
AS. This girl in my class her mother. Some AUNTY!!!(typical) said that the other class were FREELOADERS when they came over for this farewell party when we ACTUALLY invited them! so... I was like. I don't wanna GO cause later SOMEBODY will say we're FREELOADERS!
I SAID IT IN HER FAT FACE! angry!!
rach. was like nevermind its okay la.
anyway all of them were :)) :))
when we went over..
MAN!! !! !! they were like EH COME COME!! EAT EAT!!!
HAHAHAHA and the CHICKEN WINGS !!!! SEDAP!!!! (I ate 2! PIG-o ME!)
and CHLOE even served us.
AND THEY INVITED MY CLASS OVER !!!!
but by the time I wanted to call them over they already LEFT to the HALL for KIN-BALL!
SEE-ing THE DIFFERENCE ??! HOPE YOU DO...
and I saw Sidd(:[my class's asst.MONITRESS] in the class.
I went to ask her WHY ISN'T OUR CLASS LIKE THAT??
me and her went ): and huggies///
HAD REAL FUN!!
with be***da ahemm.. dancing.
HAHA. THE CLASS WAS TURNED INTO A ""club""
REAL REAL FUN!!!!!
then WE HAD to head to the hall for THE KIN-BALL COMPETITION!
WHATS THAT?!
its this japanese game.. where Kin-Ball is a HUGE PINK! ball and there are 3 teams in the GAME and 4 players in EACH team. and 3 person from the SAME team got to SUPPORT the ball and one will command to which is the NEXT team to CATCH/SUPPORT the ball. The team that FAILED to do that will not get a POINT but the other 2 teams WILL.
GET IT?!
nvm if you don't.
Then we headed back to class.
boring.. AND DEANNA AND SARAH AND VAN
ALL GANGED UP AND BULLY ME!!
HOW?
THEY KISS LIP TO LIP IN MY FACE!!!!
DISGUSTING -I know!!!!
it always makes me cry.. DON'T ASK WHY!
I got angry so I stomped out then Fizzer was like eh COME!
so... I went to her class AGAIn..
then the BIG-FAT-BULLies were like..
dont angry where you going .. 4/8!
then they came along!
"CluBBING was IN tHAT CLASS's GENEs!!!"
FUN FUN FUN
HAVOC! they'll were LIKE HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!!!!
HAH.. HAR.. HA..
left at about 12:30 ! ! !
went to macs . something pissed me off on the way
**N-t wasn't there again..
studied for BARELY 30mins.
went to PENANG! KITCHEN with darll. to meet matt.
matt paid! ! RAINed HEAVILY!
ran to coro. realised that when we went to MACs.
those SJI peeps wanted to ask us to play pool.
uhhh - huuuhhh..
nvm NOT IMPORTANT!
then bought yeo's OOLONG! TEA!
YUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
POKKA is THE BEST! ! ! ! !
went back to macs.
rah was GONE! !
(sorry dear i <3>
decided to go to United Square, STARBUCKS!!!!
it was QUITE productive..
FINISHED MY 21st CENTURY! ( I think)
and man have SAS (Short Attention Span)
she stopped studying and started talking on the phone!
and kept on disturbing me ! ! to Go home
then I was like wait.. and then she's like..
lets leave early!! I need to PEE first!
then I was like Ok wait I need to PEE too!
and
BAY : My PEE is coming out!! dont make me laugh my MOM says I got a WEAK BLADDER!
JOY : HAHAHHAHHA OKOKOK... SHhhhhhHhHhhh -I left a few more sentences!!!
BAY : I THINK I really GOT a WEAK BLADDER!! HAHAHHAHHA AND If I PEE in my pants IT YOUR FAULT!!!
JOY : HAHAHHAHAHA OKOKOK... You're the one making yourself LAUGH! you PEE than PEE la.. I ask you to GO you don't want to GO first!
BAY : FASTER!!!
JOY : ALRIGHTTT (packs stuffs)
[went to toilet RELEASED FULL BLADDER]
BAY : WOAHHH~~~ I feel I have a STRONG BLADDER NOW!
JOY : HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAH I need to PEE again!

too bad too sad go home let your mother slap!
HAHA

She's got tattoos and piercings
She like Minor Threat, she likes Social Distortion
My girl's a hot girl
A hood rat who needs an attitude adjustment

Christina wouldn't wanna meet her
She hates you
Britney so you better run for cover

My girl's a hot girl
A riot girl and she's angry at the world
Emergency call 911,
She's pissed off at everyone

Police, Rescue, FBI she wants a riot, she wants a riot
And everywhere we go she gets us thrown out constantly
But that's OK 'cause I know, I know
I know my baby would do anything for me, yeah

Christina wouldn't wanna meet her
She hates you Britney so you better run for cover
My girl's a hot girl
A riot girl and she's angry at the world

Emergency call 911,
She's pissed off at everyone
Police, Rescue, FBI she wants a riot
She wants a riot, she wants a riot

Don't you know that all I really want is you?
Gotta know that all I really want is you

Emergency call 911,
She's pissed off at everyone
Police, Rescue, FBI she wants a riot, she wants a riot
Emergency call 911,
She wants a riot, she wants a riot
Police, Rescue, FBI she wants a riot, she wants a riot

baby..really hope that you're alright.ilu and imu.i know i am not that one that you miss but i really hope i am. boy i really hope i'll get to meet you soon. and you'll be alright. and things would be fine around us. tell me IF what you use to say is true or its just at spur moment. XOXO

you look real innocent I didn't know those can come out of your mouth

have I change? Am I really different?
I have been wanting to blog about this....
>>>
(imagine it in a really BABY voice)
girl A was in the train holding on to the bar thingy.
It was about 10 + in the night and she was wearing sunglasses
IN THE TRAIN ...
A : Mommy says that I have to hold on to the bar so I won't fall down.
B : Mommy says not to wear Sunglasses at night
A : NO.... MY mommy says that as long as there's LIGHT I can wear Sunglasses.
B : BUT .. BUT .. BUT CANNOT!
A : can.
B : not.
A : your mommy tells you that cause she thinks that you maybe stupid and might BANG into a tree thats why she said cannot.
B : are you sure? HEY! are you trying to tell me that my mommy is calling me STUPID?!
A : yEs....
B : (cryss) BOO HOO.. I'M TELLING MOMMY!!!!!!
ALRIGHTOE!!!..
thats all for lOOney Tunes!!
thats all FOLKS...
(is it me you're talking about... cause..)
OOLONG MADNESS!!!!

chillaxx

when you're tired just sit wherever you like!!
OLD school ! drink out a tin CUP! PLASTERs are GOOD!!!
CHECK MY EARRING AND SHADES OUT!
all about SHADES and MOM's FAKE-KO earrings!

STUDIED the whole day I THINK!
lols.
SOMEONE DATE ME OUT!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!TO STUDY

whats it like to smoke?

Are cigarettes YUMMY??
why do people smoke how is it like to smoke
what does it give to people thats makes them want to continue?
this is really confusing
have you people ever tried holding on to a cigarette?
and yet not tempted to smoke. or you just play cool.
why do people think that its cool?
they say its bitter they say it sucks at times...
so.. why do they still wnat to continue.
and yet the packs of cigarette boxes are contradicting as well.
they POST up disgusting pictures on the box.
Do the people that smoke even care?
Will the people even get affected?
it seems like only those that doesnt smoke gets affected.
I say its contradicting is because if they want to stop people from puffing.
why don't they just stop production?
they are stopping people from buying. HUH?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough I
f I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

PHOTOS!!!

190806!

200806!

GOD! ohh please PURLESEEE put a STOP on this TAPPY NOSE of MINE!

-it's official! joy is SICK
as in bacteria!!
RUNNY nose, BLOCK nose and HEAVY head!!
was suppose to BLOG three FAT days ago
BUT i didn't cause
tired and sick.
on SATURDAY!! -190806-
went for TUITION
BUS-ed to TOWN
shopped at ZARA
met RAH and JERIC
RAH and I SHOPPED
JERIC STUDY
DINNER with rah, jeric and melvin/mervin
met jeric's MOM (lol)
RAH and I ---> STARBUCKS *slurp
(caramel frapp)
GIRLSTALK (...to be contibued)
she went for BUSINESS TALK
I went to meet BAY JUV ERIKA
TCC-ed *YUMss
planned to POOL but FULL
so BOWL
BOWLed in shades
WINNER of a REAL LOW score
cabbed home
showered sleep
SUNDAY -200806-
woke up late.
ate lunch relatives were all OVER at my place
GREAT lunch!*yums
met RAH (again...)
cabbed to RAffles City
meet VAN
went to this PLACE for this THING
make-up make-up thing
^blehhh..
then funan IT toilet
RAffles
CHIPPY SNACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
something happened.
VAN and I trainned to J.P
TEENAGE ICON 2006!
support cassie
although she didn't win
BUT she was good!!!
love you!
eventually
Ming Bridget won
cause ... heard rumourss.. HAHA
BUT cass got BEST SKIN AWARD!
lols. trained home
with floramae, this girl, caryn, phanida (bro & mom)
and that GIRL she's really FUNNY
I can't remember her name!!!!
reached home at about 11+
EXHAUSTED!
I walked home.. w/o knowing the time!
and while walking home
MY STOMACH ACHED!
so miserable!
bathed ---> SLEEP!
MONDAY -210806-
school.
everybody was TIRED
had 3 full period of CHINESE!!
wee.wee she doesn't like me!
and thinks that I'm SURE to FAIL in chinese
BUT for prelims.. ....
I PASSED and she seemed UNHAPPY
this may sound ridiculous!!!!
BUT yes!
after that went to MACs and
then to RAFFLES CITY!!!
to eat 'san li yuan yuan'
in other words TAKO PACHI![sp?]
and Ah Teng's Bakery's BANANA CAKE!!
then TUTION!! with Swee Seng
was quite hilarious.......
AND towards the end IS where I fell SICK!
dad picked me
went to eat Rochor beancurd
sent Sand to YCK MRT
HOME! bathed sleep
(floor!-filled with TISSUE! DISGUSTING!!!!!!)
TUESDAY -220806-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARYN!!!!!!
was so SICK to even get out of BED
BUT I still went to school
I was SO SO tired
that I didn't talk much
had P.E I stood there
being a "goalkeeper" and lying on the basketball pole and slept
SURE it was productive!!!
went to class laid on the table slept
FAILED physics MCQ
went for recess
ate my BANANA CAKE and a ROCK MELON
watch them EAT their
'ONION MOUNTAIN WANTON MEE'
and slept
went back to class and slept
PASSED mathP1
had CHINESE again
and lao shi was HAPPY cause I barely made noise!
MOM PICKED ME
went to DOC!
medicine
slept.
woke up ate TV
saw *.* on TV
and JAWS WENT WITH GRAVITY!
thoughts streamm through..
slept! DREAMT BAD!
TODAY, WEDNESDAY -230806-
got back papers
sighhh dont want to talk about it..
MACs! ! !
saw Eye-Candy, ***
because Jeric was there
hAH HAH
and theory today was broken
cause rah wasnt there but jeric was..
;)

GO CRAZSSYYYY-cause your momma told you NOT

man! I passed this. and its funny
I guess I can use the word "funny"
HERE IT GOES :

TO FIND A WOMAN YOU NEED TIME AND MONEY
SO, WOMAN=TIME x MONEY
SAYING: "TIME IS MONEY"
SO, TIME=MONEY
THEREFORE,
WOMAN=MONEY x MONEY
---> WOMAN = MONEY^2
AND MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL PROBLEMS!
SO, MONEY = Sq.ROOT PROBLEMS
SO IF WOMAN= MONEY=PROBLEMS
WOMAN= Sq.ROOT PROBLEMS Sq.
AND...
WOMAN=PROBLEMS!
which is SO SO SO not true..
its just that the opposite sex just doesnt understand each other.

SCREAM till the VOICE is GONE

the LAST day of PRELIMS!!!!!
MAN! it was sure good.
I didn't actually bother if I put my entries wrongly
BAD ATTITUDE JOY! BAD!
-yep I know.
We had N.E Quiz today!
It SURE was FUN!
lols. and I found out that I am quite a Singapore illiterate
I don't really know much about Singapore.
the Quiz was fun as you get to build houses and stuffs.
I wanna play again ! ! !
I don't get it why everybody says that the NE Quiz is
DUMB & STUPID
maybe I'm JUST DIFFERENT! EXTRAORDINARY!
So we dismissed EARLY!
part of JJAVS'd went for a MoOOO-vie
I wanted to either watch CLICK or The Break Up
But the girls wanted to watch The American Haunting!
WHAT THE HELL
I frerwwreked OUT!
Darll was my "coverer" today/
lols. and they say its embarrassing to watch a horror MOOO-vie
with me! they laughed at me!
the SHOW was really FREAKY
real! you don't want to know and
you don't want to ask me to go for a HORROR flick!
I'll just grab you and SCREAM in your ear!
darll was like : I AM NOT GOING FOR A HORROR MOVIE WITH YOU EVER!
joy went ):
HAH HAR HA!
anyway Its not that scary for normal people
but its scary for people with small WITS
alright... like me.
TOPSHOP SALE!
man! ! !
I bought a vest! for just $28
CHEAPP CHEAP CHEAP!
where can you find a $28 vest?
and I've been trying to find one!!
TAdA!!
I've got it.
went to MAKaN MAKAN with bro.
cause met him at tangs with sis-in-law
SUSHI TEI = YUM YUM YUM FAT FAT!
and I met this girl working at Dhoby Exchange
at Sushi Tei lols.
she looked familiar and she waved! so cute!
and I waved back.
bro asked, your friend arh?
joy: err No.
bro: then?
joy: err don't know.
bro: then you wave
joy: she wave then I wave la
bro: you know her?
joy: oh she works at this shop
bro: oh so your friend??
joy: no. dont know some shop at dhoby ghaut
I was walking round there just now.
bro: oh HUH?
I know ALL ya? -RIGHTTsTOE!
yap. righttt.
she's rather friendly
I reserved a top! NICE!
I like. I think I looked a little small
haha going to buy it tomorrow most probably.
and this straw straw bag from The Heerens
nice ! crap I've got no cash and I'm already SHOPPING!
and I have not even started working!
HAH anyway working during the hols again
sighhss..
TOO BAD!
no cash so work
earn BUCKs go SHOP!
and there's something in Singapore called
"The END OF YEAR " sale!
BUT I WANT SO MANY THINGS RIGHT NOW!!!!
LORD I Pray!
Dear LORD,
I pray that I will be more sensible and not spend SO much money
Daddy and Mommy NEEDs this money
and I know I should not spend LORD I pray that I will have wisdom in the things I decide on.
Daddy and Mommy have sweat and blood in their money. So LORD bless them! ! for they have a daugther like me! THANK YOU!
AMEN!

the EYE-candy

Mr.Eye-Candy
I keep seeing the/that NAME ! EVERYWHERE!!!!
accounts
books
friends
advertisments
conversations
magazines
newspapers
question papers
television
MY OH MY
why am I fated with that name and not the person

short and sweet

exam period !
but this blogging habit is BAD!
as i've said a HABIT!
lols. anyway
didn't see *** today haha why do i always
have to involve with ***
lols. darn rahzrr didnt go macs
then ***** didn't go macs
when ***** dont go macs
*** and *** won't turn up
cool bike!

PEOPLE change? DO THEY!

I was thinking in the morning and I thought that the thought would have wondered off but it did not. The thought was 'people DO really change.'(I know you may think I am dumb) Have you ever thought that when you say "you've changed" to a person is because you think that the person is different, but actually that person have not changed literally. But change his/her attitude towards you?? I realised that a change is within the mind of maturity.(do I sound witty? /confusing?) Example, GIRLs. During their Primary school days, they will be crazy ALL over some BOYBAND buying their posters, CDs, pictures, queue for an autograph under the HOT sun and etc. (don't ask!) NOW! They just listen to music PLAY "COOL" like oh my why are those girls screaming!!! Or Or Or this may sound familiar to ALL "Don't friend you already la! " but eventually you'll patch all things up having "friendship bands" friendship keyrings, etc. . . NOW! Oh my that girl copied me in buying the same thing I bought it first.
RIGHTO- which is more childish? Its just that they change as they grow. The change from BAD to WORSE! -I KNOW..
Now the change is that. "He doesn't message me like before!", he have CHANGED "We use to spend our 24/7 together now she doesn't even care! ", she have CHANGED "why is she so b**chy now? ", she CHANGED!
the most ridiculous.-"she wasn't like that YESTERDAY!"MY WHAT A CHANGE!!

so do people change? whats the defination?
There isn't a definate defination. Its always changing.
change (chnj)
v.-changed, chang·ing, chang·es

v. tr.

1. To cause to be different: change the spelling of a word.
   
2. To give a completely different form or appearance to; transform: changed the yard into a garden.
   
3. To give and receive reciprocally; interchange: change places.
   
4. To exchange for or replace with another, usually of the same kind or category: change one's name; a light that changes colors.
   
5. To lay aside, abandon, or leave for another; switch: change methods; change sides.
   
6. To transfer from (one conveyance) to another: change planes.
   
7. To give or receive the equivalent of (money) in lower denominations or in foreign currency.
   
8. To put a fresh covering on: change a bed; change the baby.

v. intr.

1. To become different or undergo alteration: He changed as he matured.
   
2. To undergo transformation or transition: The music changed to a slow waltz.
   
3. To go from one phase to another, as the moon or the seasons.
   
4. To make an exchange: If you prefer this seat, I'll change with you.
   
5. To transfer from one conveyance to another: She changed in Chicago on her way to the coast.
   
6. To put on other clothing: We changed for dinner.
   
7. To become deeper in tone: His voice began to change at age 13.

n.

1. The act, process, or result of altering or modifying: a change in facial expression.
   
2. The replacing of one thing for another; substitution: a change of atmosphere; a change of ownership.
   
3. A transformation or transition from one state, condition, or phase to another: the change of seasons.
   
4. Something different; variety: ate early for a change.
   
5. A different or fresh set of clothing.
   
6. Money of smaller denomination given or received in exchange for money of higher denomination.
   
7. The balance of money returned when an amount given is more than what is due.
   Coins: had change jingling in his pocket.
   

Music.

1. A pattern or order in which bells are rung.
   
2. In jazz, a change of harmony; a modulation.
   
3. A market or exchange where business is transacted.

i LOVE cogate ICE-CREAM

hey'll
back.form the stress and bust of prelims.
had my geog. and math P1 today
it was alright.
though I didn't study for geog.
math was GREAT! ! !
fabb!
geog is so BORING ..
we were talking about regretting to take geog.
HAA hAH HAR.
and not liking humanities.
oh watched The fast and the furious: Tokyo Drift
oh man! it was SWEET, SEXY, FUNNY, FUNKY AND COOL!
WHY?
haha the food=sweet(though not much BUT their canteen food!)
THE GIRLS! =SEXY!! *whistles
accent+ character = FUNNY
CARS= FUNKY & COOL = DRIFTING!!!!
man you peeps should just go watch!!
PRELIMS gonna end this week
another MOO-vie HERE I COME!!
NEW SHADES! here i come!
CTI- HERE I COME!
CASSIE-TEENAGE ICON -HERE I COME!!
(btw i'm sparstically screaming inside!!!! in the latest issue)
3 POINTS -SO MINE!
STARLIGHT-HERE I COME
+ many many more
anw. ciao y'll chem tmrw!!
hheartss!
-I was actually staring at your reflection through the glass panel. Glances that were exchanged; hope it belonged to me, it froze my mind. The time just stopped a second. Tried to daze looking at you while you were talking to *** but it was too obvious. I hope you didn't see that cause I would thump inside. I'll see you again tomorrow my eye-candy*heart<3

FIREWORKS from yesterday.

SORRY BAD RESOLUTION! USED PHONE'S CAMMY FORGOT TO BRING MY CAM. AND HAVENT GOT PICS FROM RAH YET . IT SEEMS LIKE ITS HARD FOR HER TO GO ONLINE NOW. EXAMS!!

Okey DONkey !! DA COLLAGE!

K! NESSA AND RAHZR YOU CAN NOW "" KOPE"'
LOVE LOVE hearts! <3 **
-JOY THE GREAT!

knowing TOOO much is NO good!

hey'll JOy's back
like WTH nobody even reads.
alright TODAY started my day off at SERENE
like YES its becoming my THIRD home

1. first-HOME home
2. second- schOOl-spend most of my time there
3. THIRD!(close to 2nd) - SERENE ! ! !

MOM woke me up today at about TEN just
to hear and check my phone messages! ! !
haha I know what mom I have?!?!
a wierd funny AUNTY loud yet afraid of embarrassment MOM!
don't ask.
after that we LEFT the house for LUNCH
as USUAL.. ...
and we had to pick up aunt
then we saw my cous.
his face was really BLACK SERIOUS and ANGRY
while walking out.
my DAD asked if he wanted a lift.
and he mummbled///
errrrrrrrr... no nahh dont need.
ALRIGHTO.
then K.PO dad called him UP
and dad is somehow DEAF
or keith was mumblling that dad cant catch
his words!
and DAD was like HUh HUH HUH!??!?!?
after he hung up he talked to himself.
AI YO! cant hear what he's saying WHAT HAPPEN TO HIM!??
i burst OUT into a paroxysm of laughters!!
bro was like sighhh* and
MOM was like having a *OMG -NOT AGAIN face!

so dad knew i wanted to go serene.
and he was really nice!
since when he's not??(when he doesnt give me $$)
LOL.LOL
so they HEADED DOWN to Adam Food Centre
to makan sutra!
I left straight away witha sugar cane
and when I reached
I already saw Jia Jia there
with them...
and then ALL ALL of them wanted to go
to the LOO TOGETHER ! ! !
I got suspicious! though it wasnt really surprising!
BUT I was smart enough to know what was happening
yep. I WON THE GRAND PRIZE!!!
then I followed them to smoke at the back alley
stooopit her want to play VOLLEYBALL!!
WTH ! ! then played at the alley.
and there was those paI paI things(the 7th month altar thingy!)
and they HIT it SMACK right in the MIDDLE
of the whole thing *BAM!*

soon van came.
as blur as she can ever be
and as late as she can ever be!
then soon after I left with her to church
SORRY rah!! <3
they talked about marriage ! ! ! !
pastor had LOTS of GREAT JOKES!!
though I can hardly remember any
but it sure was funny!
AND MICH I HAD A GREAT TALK WITH YOU!!!
WE SHOULD TALK MORE OFTEN BUT NOT SO
OR ESLE... MY BRAINS WILL EXPLODE!!

alright.. then after church
I went back to meeet rah
at CITY HALL!!
to watch the FIREWORKS!!
it was really PRETTY!
LOVE it esp. WATCHING with you GIRLs!
(how I wish I had somebody to be there with me)

stomach sang!!
went to makan sutra!
food junction WHAT A PLACE!
i dont like china mortals!
piss my piss out of my body!
*heng pfffT!
nvm. met guo after that
wanted to play pool but man...
so decided to watch Mooovie!
what I've been wanting to do IN the longest time!
but HE said that the timings weren't RIGHT!!
WTH!!! PISSED!
then he made me walk! darnn.
wanted to accomany in my train ride BUT eventually didn;t!
HAH HAR HA.
so monday is the MOOvie.
( can somebody teach me HOW DO YOU WATCH A mOOvie ALONE!?!?! it seems like EVERYBODY watched a MOOvie ALONE before!!!! they say just watch la. and I'm like errr. HOW DO YOU ASK FOR A TIC? they allow for a tic to be sold ?? SO HARD!
IMAGINE!!!
me : excuse me a ticket please
ticket person : err? where do you want to sit?
me : OH I STILL GET TO CHOOSE?
ticket person : *STARES WEIRDLY
me : am I weird? do people watch movie alone?
ticket person : SECURITY!!!!!!!
ok alright ENOUGH of my nonsense!!! this is just IMAGINE not true ! )

last thing of the day!
a TAXI man asked me if I am singaporean AGAIN

:((

uncle wo shi
shi wo chong sing jia po chu shen de!
(in chinese pinyin LOL)
interpretion.[SP?]
yes uncle I am
I am born in Singapore.

THATS ALL FOLKS.
FOR LooNEY TUNES

-JOY SIGNS OFF!

I SAW MY FAVOURITE MAN

-IN SCHOOL TODAY!!!
he's so SEXY w/o a HEAD!
i LOVE!!
btw guo I know you will read this.
HA HA HA
if you ask me how I know.
I'll confess and TELL THE WORLD!!
ARE YOU READY???
I'M psychic!! !! !!
OOoOOk . alright
don't tell anyone this secret -lets hOOK fingers*_*
oh ya BACK TO THE POINT!!
THANKS for the message this morning!!
though I only read it this afternoon.
LOVE! (bleh) but ya...
SEE wo hen tian!!
I HAD MY PRELIMS TODAY IT WAS PAINFUL!
readers: HUH?
HAH HA HARR
ok.. let DR. Joy Chang
interrpret for you
I had ENGLISH and SOCIAL STUDIES today
and I wrote "many many"
and now theres a BIG BIG BUMP on my MIDDLE finger!
:(( :(( sad sad pain pain
WTH!
anyway to ""relieve stress" rah man and I
WENT TO TCC to yum yum!
*slurp YUMS!
i finally bought stuffs haha (unddies)
then home.
anyway charmed is on BYE y'll
CIAO!

:(

i hate visiting blogs;it tells me things i dont wanna know
its really killing me inside now.
WTF. yes. FUCK!
am i just being stupid
i'll wait
i feel like a psycho
why does this always happen?
this world is really small

JOY ( I )

LOVE!

MY fav. MAN!!

YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ! ! ! (yesterday!)

HA HA HA
alright actually I blogged yesterday!
at rah's place BUT I think it got deleted as I accidentally PULLEd the plug out!
OppS! yepp I know
currently I'm like thinking if I should take away that password thing
cause its like everybody's asking me for the password
and if I'm telling everybody my password
whats the use of this thing?
right?
and it seems like its RATHER eeeeeeee_ritating
for the otherss..
so.. I don't know what to do.
anyway I saw thid person that looked like you and bla..
anyway peeps CHAO!
ciao! loves!

*things you missED about me-

i miss**
the first msg u sent.asking what i will do if i turned gay
*u telling me how scared u were when u went home late n had to walk tt dark path
*u telling how disgusted u were with e old men who kept staring at u on e train
*19 nov 04
*e time i was late for 10 mins on tt rainy day
*how speechless we were on tt day
*stuffing myself with popcorns cos u didnt want any
*how u screamed n squeezed my hand
*tt time u teached me how to take e train
*how angry u got when i took 2.5hrs to reply u
*u telling me u were late everytime
*u tagging on my blog everyday*how u diagreed everytime i said u are cute
*we calling each other sponge
*tt time i bought u a cap for xmas but burnt it in e end
*how i felt like a fool thinkin u bought smthing for me too
*staying up accompanying u whiled u studied for ur exam
*how u did e same thing*how i stayed up waiting for ur reply but actually u were aslp
*i spending an hr making e magic box. stuffing it with newspapers n tt gc cd
*i miss u telling how u didnt want to go to tt camp
*u calling one e first day jst to tell me how bad it was
*u telling u wanted to cry
*telling me what a lousy camp it was
*me laughing as u said u cried when e camp was over
*u telling me how much u missed it n e trainers
*u wrote tt account of e first day we met
*tt time we talked til 5 in e morn
*tt time i told u i saw u at e church carnival n u said i was spying on u
*e way u 'whatever' or 'fine' me everytime i irritated u
*how we agreed to meet up 80 yrs later n changed to 70
*how we agreed to meet up again but in e end didnt cos u had smthing on
*me wondering why u didnt wanna see me
*me going to buy orange daisies for u cos u said u wanted flowers frm a guybut u didnt want it. its dead now. 3 days. even though i watered
i miss so many other things.
I MISS YOU
so much
i will be back one day
i will.
HAHA.
dont do stupid things when im gone ok.
HAHAH.TAKE CARE U CCUTEY. ((:

what a DAY-

THANKS JOLENE!!
((:
anyway today can be considered as a BORING day
as usual..
celebrated national day(in advance) in school
with all the lame quizes,
skids, competitions and sing alongs
I wish I didn't had to go to school today.
BUT I had too.
as this classmate is leaving and its going to be the
LAST time I am ever going to see her.
SO! just might as well go and
I was holding on to her prezzie.
school dismisses at 11:00 today
we celebrated (is it the right word?) Helen's farewell
not to be mean the CAKE lOOks like a WEDDING cake?!!
like WTH -I heard it was made by Oriana's mother.
anyway heard stuffs about her mom-bring tight fisted.
before the cake we tOOk pics.
and it was like school says even if you're wearing
RED and WHITE
you'll have to wear SCHOOL SHOES & SOCKS!
so I wore! It feels like going to the market
like WHATEVER!
and then sarah and I plan to wear birks after that.
The "party" was held in the canteen.
so rah and I changed and left our shoes in class
so as that we dont need to bring home our HEAVY shoes.
and can just wear it in school on friday!
then my "NICE" (Impossible IS Nothing!) form teacher
just have to spoil my day and start the PMS "button"
he scolded me.
like...
Mr.Chan: Joy what are you wearing ? Why are you wearing like that?
J: I changed . I just changed my shoes to this in class.
I am going to leave soon.
Mr.Chan: And. What is this you are wearing?(points to my shorts)
J: Errr.. I'm wearing SHORTS??
Mr.Chan: Yarr.. But who say you can wear like that??
J: (shrug shoulders)
Mr.Chan: and look ! who say you can wear like that? how many fingers is your shorts above your knee? tell me.
J: -stares into space and look towards the HAPPY singing crowd in a BLACK f*cked up face!-
Mr.Chan: stands there.. look at me look at the class and WALKED away!
J: *SCREAMS. and stomped away!!!!
I did not even bother to EAT!!!
my favourite thing to do!!!!
its like sarah's SHORTS is way shorter than mine.
mine's only 2 SMALL fingers above knee
rahs's a HAND!
SPOT THE DIFFERENCE
oh then what about her 'PET' ??
its like THIS OTHER GIRL is wearing a shorts
SHORTER than BOTH RAH's and MINE!
WTB! ! !
QUICKLY I (alright I took a cheese tart) TOOK MY BAG AND WALKED OUT OF SCHOOL!
went to farrer and eat!!!
YUM YUM.
then the PMS "button" was PUSHED AGAIN!
how fabulous! ! !
I have tuition later with THAT PET GIRL .
then van and I went to farrer and makan.
so we lost track of time
and we just quickly eat!
and we went for tuition they already started
without us!!!
WTH right??? its like you dont even take an initiative to CALL!
and ask where are you are you coming?
arghhh!! biShhh and baSShhh!!

SOMETHING STOOPIT!

I believe all southians received this from Chuan Yu
and I stupidly replied him .
it was like this.
C.Y :Haha... Special only for south united... Only you guys can use my name when you're being bullied or in danger Haha:)
Joy: Haha what the hell?? Your name's so great? Ahh help! You dare bully me i tell my FLOWER!!! Eh.. Err what's his name?? CHUAN CHUAN! Hmphh .. lets see! AHHH STILL HELP!!
C.Y :Haha... The name Chuan Chuan will make pple legs go jelly ok!
Joy: Ya jelly because.. Their toes are also laughing!
C.Y : Yar.. True true.. Ok la -bla bla bblal alla... Nights:) and you can tell the monsters under your bed my name too... Haha.
and OFF too DREAM land he goes..

sO afraid of SARAH!!!

.i love you
and i feel like HUGGING you
like my BIG FAT cOOkie mOnster.
who am i refering tOO?
haha yOu!!!
(jOking! - I'm just feeling HIGH...)
tOday .
I went to rah's palace ...
WHAT?? AGAIN??!!!!
yep! again... ..
Oh my! I think I'm spending tOO much time with rah!
I'm like seeing her 24-7.
like a 7-eleven store. (YUCK!)
SHE's better DUH!
WAIT! a MINUTE!! a 7-eleven stOre has fOOd like pOcky!
arghhh WHATEVER i chOOse sarah!
even ahem*ahem thinks we're cOusins!!
WHAT THE HELL! ! ! yep I understand
I dOn't want rah as my cOus.
thats SPAZ! ! !
I lOve her ;my bestie besty.
nessa thou don't EVER worry! ! !
i HEART euu..
wee catch upp sOOn. LOLs.
if yOu're wOndering what I was dOing Over at her place palace!!
erhhh erahhh err eee-ritating!! dOn't want tO tell yOu.
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!
I, jOy was STUDYING!!!!!
they'll say? : OMG! ITS SNOWING!!!!
hmphh. nO wOnder it was cOld in SingapOre tOday.
dO yOu feel cOld now?
I feel that I'm spending tOO much time with rah
THAT I can read her mind!
I'm seriOus!!!
she'll gO like.. bla bla.
then I'll gO like yar I knOw yOu want tO say bla bla.
and she'll be like ya...
eh WAItt! hOw'd yOu knOw?
HA HA HA gOSH! i'm weird NOT!
and we've been telepathying tOO!
by saying the same things together again Over and Over again.
like WHAT THE HELL!!
its like SERIOUSLY fun with her.
but will I be like her DUMB? nO right?
Oh my! is it acting on me nOw?
anyway I can't remember what I want tO say
Oh ya GIRL see yOu in schOOl tOmOrrOw
and at KaP later in the day!!
wanna study tOgether?
teXt me Or rah.. ... Or sOmeOne that yOu knOw is gOing with me
lOl wTH. nevermind.
gUess what nessa just called. and she just talked..
withOut letting me say anything!!
bla bla bla bla.. i Only said...
i dOn't knOw there's extra lessOns tOmOrrOw.
and. .. I dOn't knOw. Orh Ok. bye..
and she bleh ba bleh ba..
HUH ? dOts.
WTH! sOmeOne shOuld create a phOne that allOws a party tO speak.
and I shOuld hOld that phOne sO that I can talk ALL DAY 24-7!
and nessa will LEARN tO listen!
she'll have Old wrinklely ears ?HURRAY!!
LEARN FROM THAT!! HAH!
lOl. she's the WEIRD One.
including teeeNa-
ciao y'll lOve lUbb. . .
-joy);

i feel VULGAR now.

to LOVE or to HATE this life of mine
what is it with me that now
i don't know anything about myself?
is I don't know all i know how to say?
WHAT THE HELL is wrong with me?
am I really that EMO!?
FUCK IT man
WHAT IS THE FREAKING PROBLEM WITH YOU!
I am never ever caring anymore
and you will never hear from me again!!!
i betcha and assure.
I SERIOUSLY KNOW THE BIG FAT STUPID ANSWER I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO KNOW THAT HAVE CAUSED THIS TO HAPPEN!!!!
IF YOU WANT ME TO FEEL BAD I TELL YOU!
YOU'LL NEVER ACCOMPLISH THAT.
i don't know why are you like that now..
this is embarrassing.
those comments on your blog? WHAT THE HELL
SHIT craps.
I am not feeling BAD ;but I am feeling MAD!
goshhhhhh..
pfft!
p.s : i told nobody about your blog.
i.dont.know.if.whatever.i.say.here.i'm.going.to.mean.it.or.not??

daddy wears a fake tie; I wear a fake smile :

whats wrong with me?
do YOU know what YOU want in life?
do I know what I want in life

the start of a new month

i dont know...