On this boring labour day all I do is stay at home having nothing to do facing all the four walls;as usual the plain old four walls I have nothing to do, nobody to speak too, nobody is caring, nobody wants to know whats happening to me. I'm that girl that is just going through each day thinking I'm just living by the days cause I have to. I do not feel what I use to feel, none that I actually longed for. When everybody got it and understands why they're here for, I still, do not know. I just do not know. Can sombody realise that I exist? Quick. And please tell me what am I doing here on this planet Earth. I feel I'm just a girl in this world that puts a mask on in whatever things I do. And keeps on thinking what will people think of me. How can I be my usual self? Tell me why am I doing this to myself ...