i miss**the first msg u sent. asking what i will do if i turned gay

*u telling me how scared u were when u went home late n had to walk tt dark path

*u telling how disgusted u were with e old men who kept staring at u on e train

*19 nov 04*e time i was late for 10 mins on tt rainy day

*how speechless we were on tt day*stuffing myself with popcorns cos u didnt want any

*how u screamed n squeezed my hand

*tt time u teached me how to take e train

*how angry u got when i took 2.5hrs to reply u

*u telling me u were late everytime

*u tagging on my blog everyday

*how u diagreed everytime i said u are cute

*we calling each other sponge

*tt time i bought u a cap for xmas but burnt it in e end

*how i felt like a fool thinkin u bought smthing for me too

*staying up accompanying u whiled u studied for ur exam

*how u did e same thing

*how i stayed up waiting for ur reply but actually u were aslp

*i spending an hr making e magic box. stuffing it with newspapers n tt gc cd

*i miss u telling how u didnt want to go to tt camp

*u calling one e first day jst to tell me how bad it was

*u telling u wanted to cry

*telling me what a lousy camp it was

*me laughing as u said u cried when e camp was over

*u telling me how much u missed it n e trainers

*u wrote tt account of e first day we met

*tt time we talked til 5 in e morn

*tt time i told u i saw u at e church carnival n u said i was spying on u

*e way u 'whatever' or 'fine' me everytime i irritated u

*how we agreed to meet up 80 yrs later n changed to 70

*how we agreed to meet up again but in e end didnt cos u had smthing on

*me wondering why u didnt wanna see me

*me going to buy orange daisies for u cos u said u wanted flowers frm a guybut u didnt want it. its dead now. 3 days. even though i watered

i miss so many other things.I MISS YOUso muchi will be back one dayi will.HAHA.

dont do stupid things when im gone ok.

HAHAH.TAKE CARE U CCUTEY. ((:

this is so history and its gna be HISTORY forever.

haha remember the times funny.

i was so crazy.

now its different.

you've gotten your girl.

this HISTORY is whn ure migrating haha tooted me.

how long ago can tt b.

erasing it from my mind.

i guess

"promises are meant to be broken"

.ciaos.