greyyness
haha blogging right now ahah just watched "in her shoes"
sad + sweet
whaha but nice.
hee.

today.
joy went and meet sam at 1;30
she was late haha but only by a few mins.
and reached at the same time as dianne and exther.
so went to the foodcourt and makan.
she ate yong tau foo.
she felt super super full and didnt eat dinner.
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in the morning her mom woke her up at 8:55am.
jus to go for a hair cut.
to avoid the waiting.
she woke up on the tv.
and watched oliver's twist.
her fav.celeb.chef
thn her mom yelled at her she quickly went to wash up.
they left for the salon.
looked through mags and found a cut.
she likes the short hair now.
its nice.
aft tt she went hme showered.
packed her bag and then went out.
with her mom.
gg to tp.(central)
meeting her aunt.
as aunt and mom needs shopping.
bought the belts for janell jie.
saw a nice bag told her mom.
her mom didnt want to buy it for her cos she tot tt it was simple.
but joy thought it the other way.
aunt was lik trying on clothes.
thn she was lik what do u want jus choose whatever u want n i jus pay.
thn her mom told her aunt abt the bag.
so her aunt jus gave her money to buy the bag.
as well as saying,"jus choose whatever u want n i jus pay".
WOW.
joy felt,"pai seh".
so didnt want more.
walked thn left.
reached city hall.
she felt tht she still had time.
so she went to change her skirt to a bigger size.
didnt had her size in the design she wanted.
so she changed to anthr skirt.
it was nice.
con't.
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met sam.
aft all the eatng they were bored.
had nth to do.
walked all the way to hall1.
crazed/
went to coffee bean drank.
changed.
walked to hall 8.
looked for seats.
found.
help ard.
svc started.
svc ended.
starved.
talked.
fated.
home.
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i miss**the first msg u sent. asking what i will do if i turned gay

*u telling me how scared u were when u went home late n had to walk tt dark path

*u telling how disgusted u were with e old men who kept staring at u on e train

*19 nov 04*e time i was late for 10 mins on tt rainy day

*how speechless we were on tt day*stuffing myself with popcorns cos u didnt want any

*how u screamed n squeezed my hand

*tt time u teached me how to take e train

*how angry u got when i took 2.5hrs to reply u

*u telling me u were late everytime

*u tagging on my blog everyday

*how u diagreed everytime i said u are cute

*we calling each other sponge

*tt time i bought u a cap for xmas but burnt it in e end

*how i felt like a fool thinkin u bought smthing for me too

*staying up accompanying u whiled u studied for ur exam

*how u did e same thing

*how i stayed up waiting for ur reply but actually u were aslp

*i spending an hr making e magic box. stuffing it with newspapers n tt gc cd

*i miss u telling how u didnt want to go to tt camp

*u calling one e first day jst to tell me how bad it was

*u telling u wanted to cry

*telling me what a lousy camp it was

*me laughing as u said u cried when e camp was over

*u telling me how much u missed it n e trainers

*u wrote tt account of e first day we met

*tt time we talked til 5 in e morn

*tt time i told u i saw u at e church carnival n u said i was spying on u

*e way u 'whatever' or 'fine' me everytime i irritated u

*how we agreed to meet up 80 yrs later n changed to 70

*how we agreed to meet up again but in e end didnt cos u had smthing on

*me wondering why u didnt wanna see me

*me going to buy orange daisies for u cos u said u wanted flowers frm a guybut u didnt want it. its dead now. 3 days. even though i watered

i miss so many other things.I MISS YOUso muchi will be back one dayi will.HAHA.

dont do stupid things when im gone ok.

HAHAH.TAKE CARE U CCUTEY. ((:

this is so history and its gna be HISTORY forever.

haha remember the times funny.

i was so crazy.

now its different.

you've gotten your girl.

this HISTORY is whn ure migrating haha tooted me.

how long ago can tt b.

erasing it from my mind.

i guess

"promises are meant to be broken"

.ciaos.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHIAS!!!
enjoy ur day.not lik how i didnt enjoy today.
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went for the stupid E.V.I(External Validation Interview)briefing
i dnt even noe why i was being picked.sighss
but mrs.Tan says its a privilledge!! how ""cool"" can tt be.lols.
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sch was okayy.
i couldnt tell anyone.
anw had chinese test too.
i felt super distracted and sad today in sch.
haha i felt super silly as i almst feel lik crying.haha.
what a nice day right pple.
btw my chinese test sucked.
if i pass its jus God's grace.
i could hardly explain the words in the compre.but the rest was okayy.
sadness was only the beginning of the sch day.
the end was a lil hilarious while decorating the class board.
classmates were nice.
they made me laugh.
hee.
and even Mr.Chan saw me laughing n he laughed at me.
embarrassing.
anw..
THANKS g.fs.
u'll really are the JOY of my life thanks for being there for me!
i LOVE u girls.

I WANT THIS TO BE OVER!!!

PISSIFYING DAY

i HATE HATE HATE today.
not tt i'm emo. or pms-y or wtver!!!!
its jus tt the world is killing me!
REASONS i'm PISSED!
1.they just DO NOT understand what i say.
(i dont know its like everybody do not understand simple english i have to repeat myself again and again..and eventually u still do not understand!)
2.why must you YELL at me whn i really do not know.
(liwei i think u'll read this.its like i know u think i always lie to u abt stuffs i know that u shouldnt know.but i seriously do not know about my school stuffs i do not care.and i told u so many times i do not know and you yelled at me saying,"i know you know stop lying can"its like ARGHH pissed i know i keep thing from you about van.but i'm pissed enough alr before that and you yelling at me KILLS me.sorry if this kills you.i just got to let it out!or i'm gonna EXPLODE!)
3.do not be ABSENT-MINDED
(by being absent-minded i have got to carry my big heavy bag and walk back and return you your stuffs!and its like your stuffs and you are asking me to walk to wherever that is the nearest to you?!oh please.)
4.NO MORE MONEY!
(i just spent ALL my money today buying many many many stuffs! and i left with peanuts i think i'm not going to eat for the next 5 days.just to safe back ALL my cash and if my mom finds out down my head goes down the toilet bowl.)
5.NO PUSHING
(was on the way back train-ed back.then the train was super super super packed!!so behind me was an indian GUY SCARY!and a guy that is holding on to the handle making sure he doesnt fall and doesnt want to move to open space and next to me on my right was this fat UNCLE and on my left was this girl with LONG HAIR back facing me jolly talking to her friend.and the WORST!this guy toot-toot in front of me with this gigantic BIG backpack.and taht guy cannot BALANCE and he can like jus crush me flat!and his bag kept on hitting me and the guy behind hand kept on hitting my back and the girl's hair kept on SWINGING infront of my FACE!!!! PISSED PISSED PISSED!)
6.I DEFINATELY NOT WANT TO STEAL YOUR BOYFRIEND.(have some limits OH PLEASE!) [i know you are jus thinking about it]
(if you are thinking that by messaging your boyfriend everyday and you are angry.HELLO.i know he is attached.BUT why cant he msg other girls.dont u msg other guys too?!think about it i believe so right.and i definately would not want to steal your boyfriend.saying we message EVERYDAY okay that is true.but have you ever thought why your boyfriend doesnt stop??-question back to you.
7.*SCREAMS!
(went shopping.there's this skirt i bought.button CAME off ANGRY!)
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does all these reasons satisfy my piss-ness.?!
OH MY!

its such a rainyy weather.
cold and damp.
drizzle.pour.drizzle.pour
i want the SUN.
angry angry angry.
where are you.
come out and dry all my wet laundry.
i want to go out without an umbrella.
thats so gay.
even if its not,its so troublesome and not in fashion.
worst is to wear a matching poncho.
how cool can that be.
rain.
what a weather.
awaiting for a rainbow soon...

heya peeps haha back here blogging again haha
realised tt blog is gettin stale
lols.anw sch haf been super tiring for me and everything
haha.jeff says i'm an old lady .nonsense!!!!
i'm still young n young! gagehee.
haii even Mrs.Khor is calling me Aunty.Joy.
pfft.btw i think of me getiing old n haggy is part or mrs.khor's fault all the accounts hme wrk !!!
haha and my naggy chi teacher she's really naggy hha n a joke in class cos she's lik a chatterbox(literally)
she talks non stop through out the lessson straight serious!
whn she pause its even less thn a sec.[OH MY OH MY!]
and i haf "chee ko peh"lesson tmr! P.E GROSS!!
yar.sch is seriously not fun n now wif the class com.
got to do up the board lik by hphh TOMORROW!!!!!!!
arghhh.
jsu relaxing blogging. lalala.
feel so crappy.

i'm blogging but now i'm tired n got lots of work to do so i guess i'll jus say a lil watch the 9pm show n thn burn the midnight oil to do my work haha. LOVE ALL HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
tee.hee.hee love

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