FONDUE!!

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okay okay i think i've been starting my blog always with lols.. lol.. i think i'm addicted to lol..hee haf been saying it lik day n night.. lol o yah today followed vivyan for b.s salvation b.s lol.. i think i can remember all the ans.lik its at the back of my hand..is it how u phrase it?? lol lol ook yah drank coffeee lol love my iced caramel machiato..urghhh super tastyy!yum yum--hee-hee i think while waitting for "mom"i studied!!abt an hour?? lol..but YESTERDAY while rushing my physics project i did it for lik 4hrs!!lol n its included in my study hours!! .lol.so its lik i studied for 5HRS ALR! .lol. left 10 more hrs...for the 5 other days!! hee hope i can complete it so tt eeee-dot lester wont BUG me for lik hrs!n now he's gna owe me a deal..i think!if i complete it.. lol .. sighhs
--got probs w **** again dont noe who he like again la but dont care alr la its not gna affect me anymore sighhs..sont noe y i'm against him lol might b its jus jealousy!.lol.i mus b crazy!!who cares he's got tt *458 thingyy again now thr's this new wan 2229!.lol.i think its baby lol.. lol none of mu B.Ibusiness..--o n MR.samyy!! cute him!if u follow my steps it'll make ur life much easier..lol..so cute la..--hee hee--o!ate fondue for dinner today its a chocolate fondue!lol nice but i'm fatter thn the usual fat alr!!arhh .lol.

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o easter lol.. FUN went for svs(s) lol.. at the indoor stadium..!!AGAIN! n the drama was super funny!got tt tuo diao part n tt funny rap!rapped by the funny guy"jumpin'in the jam the great i m".lol.super funny! o yah n the whole cell bought the same bands!tt colourfull rubber thingyy tt now pple wear on the streets??yah BUT i call it the "gay" band yeahhh.. lol thn zhiguo stole my colour!!*pouts*angry*was fun but on sunday me n "mom"watched miss conginilality(is it how u spell it?)anyway was super funny!lol
i think tts all i've got to say! cant think anymore n dont feel lik writin lol...

tired jus came back

jus finished my bathe lol..
tired dont feel lik blogging wait up for my post tmr thn
tata-chaios
LATER!:D:D
love!

so tired n cranky today!

lol-zers reached home at about 12?or 11:45?lol so tired
o today was supposed to study but guessed we studied a little a LITTLE BIT!? at least we studied!lol WE took NEOS! lol felt so GAY though lol...took w zara n mich(amanda didnt want too lol she thought tt it was too gay for hey tt eee-diot fag!)..lol SO FUN(as usual going out with zara is sooo sooo soo much fun doing all the silly stuffies w amanda n mich too! n mich&her(siao kong kong!=the air(dontask)) n finally aft a LONG LONG LONG time i went o the arcade n wasted money!!:'(cries but had a lil fun though didnt noe how to play bball n hit it on the basket thingy n it bounced back!n hit me so pain i felt lik a public nuisience n a toot toot lol..fell so dumb dun noe how to shot LOL..spent lik 6bucks in there arghh i can use tt money for something better! o but we found out this shop tt u can make ur own soft toyy!! so cool la step1.u'll haf to choose ur skin i mean the toy! step2.u can choose to put a sound in the toy step3.put cotton in it step4.clean it n stuff it w love step5.choose a clothe for it step6.choose a name n make the birth certificate for ur toy!! so cool right if anybody do it for me..lol..i'll go crazy n speechless!!!
anyway thn we went to eat o finally saw amanda.b's sister she's TALL! lol.. thn aft tt went to "cous"(amanda)'s house for fun! n i baked!look! at my beautiful cookiess lol but only 1 out of ALL is nice how we noe?cos we ate tt particular 1!!lol.lol. looks nice right its yummy if u ask me i'll try to bake it for u!!.lol.lol. thn we stormed up the WHOLE kitchen!.lol. "cous" went mad! n cranky cos she drank her wine!.lol.mad wan la..thn we watched 'spirited away'thn 'hillsong' thn played the guitar n finally!i taught her maths LOL-LOL by the time she went totally sleepy!!.lol.lol.n cranky!thn i woke her up n we played with her SPOILT ps1 lol stoooopid--all n every game also cannot play and finally can only play the most faggest game DDR!dont DON't even ask wht is it haha n i went MAD! as usual n we called vann n talked thn whee!!sweet kor-kor came n pick me up FINALLY after long waiting we played with my camm!! n i video-ed "cous" crankyyyy -lol-zerss- went home fiddle a lil while chatted on MSN w real cous lol n made fun of him! n thn bathe n now! here i m 1:23am of 26march writing!! LOL(: anyways tired alr.. nightss to ALLL!
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anyways it today!!! thursday LOL tmr is good fridayy
lol.. anyways yah sch was okay today whole class n MR.chan was laughing during chemistry dont noe whats so funny but its lik we didnt really understand n he asked n we're lik *slience* thn brust out into laughters LOL damn opps! i mean super dumb lol.. anyways must invite peeps for easter svc. so u peeps ou there tell me if u'll are free okays? lol. thn can go for easter svc. lol. i believe that whoever goes will receive n can receive something out of it.lol.hope whoever out there can go it'll be at the S.I.S=Singapore Indoor Stadium there will b 3 services,2 services on sat n 1 on sun yah.. sat 3-6 or 7-10 sun 11-1pm i think yah tts it yah so jus go if can LOL.

haiiss today! lester kept on pestering me again n again!.lol. asked me if i haf studied .lol.thn made deals n everything esle evrytime call jus to argue abt me on studying i jus tell u lester!!i've got NTH to study abt .lol. u noe..lol n now if every week i study 15hrs n above! i get to ask him for a favour anything tt he can possiblelly do .lol.thn all i can say is 'i dont noe' (as usual) .lol.

YAH!n today my cousin(nick!)idiot him la made fun of me say i short!HEY INFO OUT THERE!! I STILL CAN GROW!!i'm still young n i've decided tt i wan to play bball too lik him as he plays bball EVERYDAY n he is STILL growing NOT FAIR(anyway the world is unfair!).lol.lol.but i''m scared of balls lol.. how to play bball lol lol dun noe might b take up tennis lol lol.. or jus continue swimming n RUN! lol.lol

anyways tired now dun wanna blog anymore for now.. lol so might b tmr ARGh mus STUDYY! LOL kaes tatataLOL-love!everyone lOL

(:smilessss

another day of blogging with an empty stomach..

lol..with an empty stomach because i'm fasting today!!lol asking y?huh?dont understand lol..my cell is fastin for lik inviting friends on easter n blah blah yah..hee so its lik we can jus drink watre only n not eat lol.. so i was hungry all day n we had to run 2.4 for P.E today n i'm not suppose to do P.E but the NEW p.e teacher Mr.teng la he said jus jog thn i was super tired on today i'm fasting so... yah--
i think its all i'm gonna blog today i've not much to say alr. . .
love to all!(:smilesss

feeling pissed day was jus ruined

i jus feel lik blogging now.. at 6:32pm--at 6:20something i jus tot tt jeff haf changed alot i dun noe y but i jus thought so..he kept on asking me y n even argued saying tt i'm the wan tt change n also said tt he didnt change at all might b i cant realise myself changing or whatever but i jus dun noe last time jeff used to b the sweet caring wan n 'innocent-y' wan but noww i dun noe the mixing arnd alot?? or might b i jus think tt last time i didnt really knew him i just got to noe him n he was jus tt but now might b even longer he's ......?? now really really there's no trust in between what the hack!i dun wanna noe in exact!i jus dun wanna noe i dun wan it to affect me JUST FORGET!!!
-----------------------just go n enjoy my dinner first{fish porridge lol{
o today while adding links to my bloggiee i happen to got into sheryl's blog(wow-zerss)erm..yah omg!!!she lik became so vulgar!!LOL but she's syill in some guai guai thingy la lol..wht comitee thingy lol thn she got lots of hates!!LOL thn the whole part was lik arhh hate her here thr EVERYWHERE!!lol anyways yah la dun noe y is she lik tt might too much freedom n i think she feels more stress thr thn whr i m now..lol might b she cant take a-maths in st.margs thn she transfer lol tts wht i heard!! lol nvmm who cares la but hope i get to talk to her or something worried for her shld jus listenn out to her yah n she's trying to slash her wrist or something yah sighh i dun noe whts w her....guess relationship prob.lol.she's always in this kinda prob lol...
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sighhs today schh was ok fine lol..did this gradient n equation thingyy during e-maths (MR.SAMY's LESSON!!)yah i did it today n found it fun lol..lol.BUT i did it cos he treatened US! say no recess if we dont complete his work he'll lock up ALL the doors!! LOL imagine him in his indian accent so cute!! as cute as ever mr.Samyyyy LOL we always laugh at him--lol--so poor thing tt mann always being bullied LOL--O!n mrs.khor she's getting wierder n wierder she now ALWAYS i repeat ALWAYS stand in front of my table n speak to the class lol..i dont noe y OMG n today she opened the journal topic n lik looked at me n told me somthing lik"oh no this one"thn i was lik haha O! ok.. haha LOL thn i ask c.t[sitting nxt to me]lol why she as tell me lol so funny thn mr.Chan he keep on staring at me lik do u understand and everything n ms.Harwin too but for ms.Harwin we all wont noe who she looking at she'll b looking in tt direction n lik u thn i will go lik me thn she'll either go yah u or no tt person lol how wierd is she N! now monday's timtable we've got 3 periods of accounts LOL.. sighhh nvm la fun lol...
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i think i wrote too much not exactly but i'm tired too wan to write more hee
kaes tts all for today!
love!(:SMILESSs

wabawabawabawabawabawaba~~

lol..i dont noe why but he is taking it so easily lik nth happen before lik arghh y?wht does it shows me of him?a cover,mask or??whts the real him or is this the real him?cant he jus admit his real self?so wht is he..y this questions?there's no trust right?i dun trust him right..but jus b'cos of tt princess thing it jus let the trust to the bin..so who exactly is princess??who??y didnt he tell me?he didnt haf enough trust tt i will keep talking to him is it??or is jus tt tts my character he knows it too well he's afraid of me whyy y afraid????huh??i jus dun understand sighh y do i lik him???
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anyway today had a compo test..n i think i'm gna flunk it lol cos i wrote 2 pages!!!!!!!!its a sure fail hop there's not much grammar mistakes..LOL ahhhh i'm super afraid dun noe how m i gna fair..o n i've got lik 48.5/100 for chinese LOL deproveddd yahhh LOL --- (:smilesss{for today

new blogg!!!BUT jus all abt ME ,MYSELF & I [how selfish can i get?]

hee back to blogging i think its the only way to say out what i feel i still cant discover myself the inside self of me jus dun noe wht m i why m i here on earth for...?everybody got a pupose they all seem lik they got things to do.. n i...jus being a jackass my whole life..i dun noe whyy i'm here...sighh
thn y everybody likes me cant jus lik everybody hate me but those i lik let them not hate me..n those i dislike let them lik me too n the others can jus hate me so i haf oppositions..sighhh i dun noe i'm jus a slacker!!no meaning in life all i do is spend money n act cool! whats cool btw sighh this life is horrendous its in a mess i cant even find myself whr i last stop doing a correct thing or might b there's no start point me going round cheering pple up..yet me.. here dun noe doing wht y joy joy is not a name is it..??ask me to start i dun even think i'm up to tt yet.. although amanda had a gangster life but i think tt she's got a better life thn me living a correct way now..n i dun noe abt mine i think she noe whr she stand n i dont.. i dont even noe if i'm compared to the beggars??do i??n whts jeff doing in my life..?he can find a better life out there thn to know me suffering he just dun noe what he's doing getting to know me.. i dun wish to b an ASS my LIFE! i jus wanna b normal living normal simple like evrybody esle although i dun noe their ups and downs--cant i have jus ups but no downs esp.when someone u love tt much breaks ur heart or soften ur heart i know tell me its emotions huuh..but i jus dun lik the feelings the emotions give its jus..unbearable..y everybody wan to get involve in some other "cooler"person's life n not mine.. is mine not cool enough..BUT its just all the same y r they sad??family problems,relationship breakups,friendships,etc... cant they jus slove it cant tehy jus decide on their own i noe now u mus b thinking only I I I I wan to I can slove it MYSELF n its YOU YOU YOU,YOU!r different they need someone to listen too but I dun? HELLO!! we're jus all the same!u jus dun need to noe.. life is a difficult thing to live off/for..sighh i jus dun noe JEFF IS JUS MAKINZG HIS LIFE DIFFICULT!!(by knowing me)i need someone but not jeff he's so...........quiet.............haiii jus dun noe--