ARHHHHH...
jus ate the pillS!
its okayy haha thank God that its flu!
so i can barely taste anything taste buds went all wrong!!!
haha i can feel thw pink wan melting in my mouth haha but BUT i CANT taste it
haha it jus went GULP! down it went.. haha
i jus thought of blogging before i snooze off again
its like OH NO!
wht am i gna do tmr is the EXAM n havent MUG so much
how how i only noe thrs 1 and a 1/2 hour before the nxt paper aft maths P1/
O mY O mY its GEGOG!!!
what m i gna do???
sick during the EXAM week how BORING!!!
sighhsss whoever OUT THERE!!! PRAY FOR ME
all the best to the others!

Because Of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way to never let it get that far
Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,but everyone around me,
Because of you, I am afraid
I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out I cannot cry, because I know that’s weakness in your eyes I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life My heart can’t possibly break, when it wasn’t even whole to start with

I watched you die, I heard you cry, every night in your sleep. I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing

Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I’m ashamed of my life, because its empty
Because of you, I am afraid
Because of you…
Because of you…

i'm feeling green today!!!
haii sighh
i'm SICK such a bad BAD bad time!!
how cna this happen?? i jus caught it in the morn TODAY!!!
why why why
but nw i've got an M.C stay home n study tmr..
but i'm feeling terrible nose is ARGHH!!!!
guess i've gtot to use tons n tons of tissue!!
my nose is lik running water now n i'm a rudolf!!
NONSENSE-sniff sniff
i've got medicine!!!antibiotics n the running nose wan
anti-lik a football shape WHITE n i haf to eat it 2 TWICE a day
running nose-PINK lik a pannadol shape.1 THRICE a day
(arhh those who noe me noe that i hate TABLETS!!!)
save me..BUT who liks medicine!!?!?!
gtg now feeling drowsy.. slps.. zZz zz ZZ z
tired^

BACK!

whee-lerss
jus came back from da dinner!
FULL its all i can say haha
ate lots n lots..but i love the noodless
lalala
sigh 've got sch tmr!!!
so bored n sian why cant we b lik lvl-lers..??
haf a study break before the exams!!! why?? why??
this is so unfair..haha but might be some pple will not take it seriously n jus go out n partyy!!
haha cos its not a serious paper..lik O or N lvl papers..
haii but thank GOD tht i left 3 days to the exams!! thn
IT's OVER!!!!
no STRESS NO more!
kae now gna wash up n slp!(i think)
i wna go n drink wif bro.! BUT sch.
sighherrrsssss..
NIGHTS yall!

heya peeps yay!! jsu changed my skin again haha
pings gave me the thought to change
haha cos she changed hers haha but i think that this blog looked nicer thn the previous wan
if uve realised wht's the previous wan... haha jus blogging abt this first cos i think i need to go n bathe n leave now..haha got another old folk dinner to attend too wif my bro.
lol-so gna go n pick my OUTFIT! n bathe thn i guess we've gt leave alr..
anyway its boring always the same places this time we're going to da shanghai ahain
(o BORING!)but i think i'll bring my cammy again!!
haha thn we'll(me&cous) wil take lot n lots of pic pic haha lol..
fun a lil.. amusing ourselves only la...
okayy gg now//
tata:ciaos come back n blog again!!!
check in ltr!:D:D

lalala i LOVE this too!! at the river side near the restuarant..

hee hee ME!! i think i look nice here!! lalala..

PIC pics!!! i love this drawing i drew!

confuseeddd

sighing BIG TIME!!
greeny mood!!! all GREEN! is what's blog with greeness./.
i really dnt noe what going through my brains right now
guess i've thought through carefully alr.and everything..
and i believe that its my decision?!
to choose my path.
If the world tells me,God has planned evrything down abt my life
alr he haf wished tht everything wld be good but still facing trials and tribulations
then i wna say that i believe that at this point He planned this alr !!
believing in my choices and deciding evrything in me
until whn i decide n choose my own way for now i'm listening to myself only n ME only.
confused abt U again but U haf totally nth to do wif this decision i'm making DEF.!lik a BIG BIG DUH! yar confused abt U
first ure cold toward me n thn aft that ure nice wishing me stuffs n bla bla bla
thn ure nice but on the other hand yar ahem ahem ahem
i noe its not lik before ;i forgot abt the past alr u noe "forget" but until u came in again.
n now all the past seems to be running back!
why i really seriously DO NOT noe y.
lol.this REALITY thing id killing me totally!!! why i seriously dnt noe what can i do ASK GOD???! might be if there's no answer how can i ask MORTAL?
MORTAL is fighting reality itself.
CRAZY WORLD

EXCITEMENT IN ME!!!!!!(tot of sharing the happiness in me)

GOODNESS me! having alaptop on my LAP
is so fun!! haha childish me! haha finally had this chance
lying on the bed sitting on soft cushyy bed n typing! BLOGGING!!
chatting! OMG!!! total COOLNESS!
o Okayy if uve ever wondered! where did i get my laptop from
Oh MY did i steal did i ROB?(same thing!) haha
LOL
NOT! will nvr do that! craziness that is if i steal or rob!
this lappy toppy is my DAD's n i still cnat believe that his laptop is so called
'MORE ADVANCED' than mine hah aexcept his MSN haha
(cos i dnt think he noes whats tht) lol lol.
his com is lik MICROSOFTwindows*XP haha i not u'll mus be thinking like
thats norm.and WHAT ur COM is LOUSIER?!?!
haha YES its so LOUSy that its windows2000 haha haah
n lagging now..
so might as well use my dad's lappy top..
BUT the sad thing is that THIS COM. DOESNT haf my PIC.s IN IT!!!
arhhh OH NO!
nvm i can take it haha shall jus copy and paste from friendster..whaha
OOooOoo yar n SMART me! fixed the wireless rnd my hse to connect to this com
n thats why i'm using the internet in the lap O! better shut down my other
COMPUTER!!!!
chiaoo..gg now guess i've to get some slp ... or the EYE BAGS will coome!!!
NIGHTS ****