Serene......

I went to SERENE!!!! today.....
SERENE KeeDs back in action hahahha But now the others have Os to MUG for.
ALL DE BEST y'lll.
life's a little boring now
but PLANNed for the rest of the week.
From MONDAY-THURSDAY, FRIDAY. ((:

IT SEEMS LIKE ...

My tattoo is a day old now!!! I wanted to keep it discreet in school but it seems like the both classes have found out. Have been showing. Everybody going "eh let me see!" "oh my! is it pain?" "ooh cool." "its a bit small" "how does it feel??" "how much you paid" I felt like err okayy.. But some said its small. I was thinking is it really small? Darll(Deanna) was saying that I should have done it bigger. But to think of it she should of told me on the spot right?? When I was with her! ass. But I'm still happy with it! It looks fake, un-real & cartoon but its REAL!!!! I went through the pain bravely! My Experience of pain=GOOD!! the after effect to me After effect=PAIN-hurts I know I may sound weird BUT yeah that's the feeling for me. To be honest I like the feeling and I thought of going to get another one. Anyone want to pay for me?? Its CHEAP for this SMALL one!!!!!!!! $30 any sponsors? btw. Tattoos do bleed.

Had school again. THIS IS THE LAST WEEK ! ! After that its still not freedom yet. I've got to go work my ass off to get bucks rolling in my pocket for CHRISTMAS shopping! and shopping! hahaha. SCHOOL WAS BORING! period.

Oh in school I was talking to my sitting partner and friends. As my sitting partner is Indian so majority of her close friends are Indians. OKAY. ALL of them are Indians. They were like cursing and swearing cause Mr. Chan postponed the chem prac. test on Friday when they've already made plans on what to do after school. To watch an Indian Mooo-Vie!!!! I was like I wanna go I didn't know they show Indian Films in S'pore (if you know SHUTup! I'm not 'suaku'). But the sad thing is that the Indian Films doesn't have ENGLISH SUBTITLES! WTH!-I know. Its like S'pore and they don't have English subs? We're a racial society! (I think)

Went to Serene after school, after a long time cause Jeric wants to see Rah . haha. Pop-ed by pee-ed and then left. I could not stand that boy's face it makes me want to sit on him. POO-POO Then went to Lido to meet Vannie Dear! ((:

TO SEE HUMAN LIVES CHANGE -wow~~~

Was at Lido today. Van studied. We monkaed! While going down I saw this girl sitting on the floor crying and this bung comforting her cum begging for forgiveness. Until when I saw the girl's face I realise that it was Atikah[sp?], my primary school best friend. Its been a while since I last saw her and now she's lesbian. haha. It was quite shocking BUT yep. This's the way life is. ):)

BLOGGING.

Today's fine.
Accounts was a terror, not because of my teacher but now I've got to face accounts MULTIPLE-CHOICE QUESTIONS! Its total hell and a nightmare literally. My brains just melt(metaphorically) and I need boxes of painkillers. To still love accounts or not. I don't know, to me now its - I MUST LOVE ACCOUNTS!
Had Mr. Ng's English lesson today. S.L.O.W as usual, spent my time talking. Today he actually felt that he spoke too much and is slow with the tasks that have to be done.
Chemistry was quite fun.

I went to Serene Centre today, after a long long time.
SarahCEE was there today! ;)
Went to Serene as we went there to wait for Van, as she had maths remedial after dismissal. To go to Raffles to find that ass cause Van has got to help him in maths, and she didn't want to go alone. Sat with SARAHCEE. When she reached macs, we were all talking, having the juiciest news. But when this stuffs reaches my ear, my sense of hearing felt weird like I was deaf for that point of time and wondering if I have heard the right things. The heart stopped and beat real slow it felt like someone stepped on it. I thought that a person can't be like that, all the trust have faded. Discussions carried on. I asked God why, why a person change to that manner and why I'm like different towards certain people. am I weird??
At serene, today, we FINALLY used our FAKE tattoos that man and I bought from TOYS'R'US! Man, Jeric, Rah, RahCEE, Sandra, Van and I had FAKE tattoos on some part of our body haha IT SURE WAS FUN!!! We had our fun! I don't care what people think!!! It looks really good on my feet! I'll take a pic and post it up SOON.



THE PHOTOGRAPH IS PROOF:
Its like 10:20pm now. Mom stopped my blogging as she came in the room and started to search for photos. Photographs when I was younger. Bro's baby pictures as well as mine. From our first birthday cakes of a BIG ONE! with writings of "HAPPY BIRTHDAY little Benny Boy!! Love Mom & Dad" for my bro. and "HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY JOY !! Love, Mom and Dad" for me. It was really nice to look through all these pictures. My naughty BROTHER prancing around every picture like a monkey. And pictures of him carrying me unstable-ly, looking as if I'm going to fall the next moment. And pictures of my MOM when she was younger!! Gosh! I would date my mom if I was a man at their time! SHE WAS SUPER PRETTY!! I don't know what happened! Now.... sighh.. (OPPS! haha) And I've been asking her to bring me to Korea and she have been saying that I have been there when I was young and I was like I don't remember a thing! SO..There were pictures!-saying I looked Korean. DARN! I don't care she's bringing me again!!
And Dad's specs were like cool~~~ hhaa BIG AND SQUARE!! FUNNY! aunty was SO pretty as well. Bro's pics were the funniest!! Having to dress up as a GIRL! that picture was a great tummy ache! and his lion dance suit and HEAD and many more......
pictures are like to be continued... as there are TONS!!!!! and we've YET to find mom's wedding pics! COOL!!!!! I'll try to scan some. ((:

HOLIDAY!!!
bangkok. whee~

Ok. about Jolene. SHE's WEIRDer!!!!! than I am.

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!! -I WISH its everyday.

HAHA.
ITS MY BIRTHDAY!
when the clock strikes 12 ! HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA
JOKING!
real birth is on the 22 Nov.
I like to say that whenever I'm with my friends and when the clock strikes 12.
They'll be like "JOY.... STOP IT! NOT AGAIN!" but Man will be like "fuck la. you just have to do that all the time!"
HEE(: Imagine everyday was your birthday. Isn't that a HAPPY thing? Celebrating with a piece of cake and prezzies everyday but I'll be JUST A DAY OLDER!
and FATTER as well cause of the cake...
wait a minute... I remember having this conversation with someone.

many days of not blogging makes my fingerss miss my lousy OLD keyboard. The sound of this lousy keyboard makes my ears happy. (??) ALRIGHT! I'll stop I don't know what I'm talking about already. And I sound weird like that, like the com is my sweetheart, NOT. I will NEVER date a non-living thingO. Thats craSy!

Anyway, I've been having school for the past one day. As my school is so extra, they just want to do everything an anything extraordinary. Every other N' level student and lower secondary people is having FUN now, as they're having their HOLIDAYS!!! And the students in my school will just have to go to school for an EXTRA 2 friggin' weeks!
But I've found a new "hang-out", as in not hang-out hang-out. But a place to go after school. ((: ok, a hang-out in a way or another. MOS!!! Burrrrr-ger at TP. Although I miss Serene a lot but I'm a little SICK of that small freaking place and when you know practically everyone there its distracting in doing work and stuff you want to do. Macs & Island Cremery ... they're just so boring already and if next year I'm going to start studying for O's early I'll be camping at Serene so..I better scram as far as possible before I get sick of that place. I still don't understand Sandra and Deanna! GIRLS HOW DO YOU'LL GO THERE EVERY FREAKING DAY?? huh...? you are craSy.
MOSburger have been real productive for us so far.. Its another day of school tomorrow and 7 more other days. There's accounts tomorrow, WTH, I like accounts but lessons are like a nightmare to me with my TEACHER. pOOf* no worries! I can count MONTHs and I've done my work ((: