SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN;so where is he??

I didn't club today whereas Sandra and Bessa went to ATTICA! Oh my! I want to know how's it inside!! haha I heard that many people went. But as for my close budds only Bessa and Sand went (as said earlier). They were like pestering me to go. I wanted too, as of curiousity. Dad picked me up from work again.(I feel like a kid;why can't my b.f pick me up instead of my dad) Sigh.
Then I asked him if I could go out after work, as in to home bathe and change then out I go. Instead a nice reply, he lectured me time and time again. Why does my dad menopause at such an OLD age? Then I was arguing with him WHY can't I go this time. I have went out late many times and this is not my first and I'm not going to make it my last. Then he started to show some care and concern in the whole situation. Saying things like, what if I fall sick again, I'm working again tomorrow, I'm tiring myself out, its raining, etc.. Its BULLSHIT. I know daddy cares for me but. He dampened my mood, it made me change my mins. So did the rain.

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY...
Its been raining like this for days already(make this the third, its after 12 already) THUNDER & LIGHTNING ! ! ! Dad said its going to be a disaster! (like WTF!) He even said that God is going to drown this tiny island or something like that. [mind my dad he's menopausing therefore the ku-ku-ness arghhhh..] I like rainy days, it makes me feel like sleeping MORE haha (piggy me). But unfortunately, I can't. I'm freaking working. And this few days they've been puting me on Full Shift. So I work from 1100 - 2200/2230. It really depends and having all the nonsense talk from the "seniors" at work its KILLING me! Now its nearing to christmas day to day, the shop is getting busier and busier day to day even on a WEEKDAY, today. The "seniors" think I'm a super cute (fuck!) laughing, bubbly worker. That owns a funny weird laughter, halal but eats wanton mee, speaks funny chinese and is fucking cute!(this gross me out) and nonsensical. But I think they think I'm troublesome as well as they treat me like a 'xiao mei mei'(little girl). And try to talk to me in ENGLISH when I can understand chinese! I CAN!

p.s dont discriminate Joy's chinese!

ATTN: WARNING!! PARTY COMING UP!!!

hello y'll!!!!
ABOUT THE CHRISTMAS PARTY??!
ITS BEEN POSTPONED ! ! ! ! !
BUT WE'VE GOT ALL THE DETAILS YOU NEED NOW. NOW ITS GOING TO BE A
POST-CHRISTMAS AND EARLY NEW-YEAR PARTY!!!
so all you friends OUT THERE!!! if you're gamed and want to join us! (lol) do tell me(JOY) or tell Jimin OR Erika!!

so WHAT?!?!? : its going to be a post christmas and early new year celebration BBQ
WHERE??? : ERIKA's crib. (lol) her house la!
WHEN?!?! : 29th December 2006 (Friday)

if there is any other infomation or changes I'll keep y'll informed!!
LOVE !
LOOK FORWARD TO THIS!!! excited.
planning still in process (I'm out of planning! whahaha)
SO GET READY YOUR PARTY GEARS & OUTFITS FOR A TIME OF jolly;holly FUN!


HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!


love again
-JOY(:

ask me how much I got for N's.

5 fucking points.
Don't you think five rhymes with fuck? This is the retribution I get for rhyming ALL THE TIME, darn. If you're telling me that its good already that I've got five (5) I'm sorry, I don't think it is. My aim is to get 5 points and BELOW. And all I get is on the DOT( . ) a five. WTH! This IS NONSENSE!!!!!! I want a THREE ( 3 ) !! I think they moderated the marks. I GOT A fucking TWO for my maths as well as for accounts.
HERE ARE MY RESULTS (according to the slip) :

ENGLISH LANGUAGE SYLLABUS A ONE
COMBINED HUMANITIES TWO
MATHEMATICS SYLLABUS A TWO
COMBINED SCIENCE (CHEM/PHYS) TWO
PRINCICPLE OF ACCOUNTS TWO
CHINESE THREE
CHINESE ORAL MERIT

I know how did I fucking get a ONE for english right? and why I got a TWO for maths and ACCOUNTS right??? Like... ARGHHHH and a TWO for SCIENCE too!!!
Do they moderate for N levels? I've got a feeling they did for MATHS.
arghhhhh......

tomorrow's the day thats gonna show where I'm fucking heading

RESULTS ARE OUT!!! !!! !!!(TOMORROW)

I want report cards like that! A+ all the way. The PARENT'S SIGNIGTURE column is definitely to be filled in((:
like... ZOMG RESULTS are out tomorrow!!!! AFTER SO LONG!!!! I believe everybody is having mixed emotions now. They're either feeling EXCITED or they are feeling WORRIED. Oh! And about the mixed emotions? I tell you what its all about its spelt as J-O-Y, I'm feeling BOTH excited and worried. Like WTF( God you playing with my brains? ) after the looonnnnngggg WAITING of the RESULTS I'm getting a panic attack now??? and why must my parents put my SURNAME first instead of my name??? like JOY CHANG YULING and not CHANG YULING JOY and now I'm register no. (3)THREE. The tired to tremble in fear.
If I don't meet my expectation of 3 points/5 points and below. I'm gonna INDULGE(what a word) myself in a TUB OF ICE-sCREAM!!!! [killing two birds with one stone;after eating everything it can be used to fill all my tears]

NIGHTMARES are EVIL

misses for those strays

I MISS abraham lincon/BENJAMIN FRANKLIN/chao-ta marshmellow(LONG STORY!) & ABRAHAM LINCON !!!!
don't ask!
haha they're freaking CATS! I met at the CHALET! lols.
I feel that I'm weird.
I know I have a phobia for cats but I made friends with this two and I named them as well. (;

TAG REPLIES ://

CHARIS CHOOO : STOOPIT 5/HR ONLY!!!!! THIS IS TORTURE!!!! OH WHERE WERE YOU WORKING AT??? ILLEGAL AH YOU ONLY 15 !!!!!

SARAH : why??????!!!! WHY????? WHY CAN'T YOU JOIN US FOR CHRISTMAS???? WE'VE HAVE PLANNED THIS A LONG LONG TIME AGO! I'M FEELING ANGRY NOW!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE WORK! WORK IS DESTROYING US! ! ! you like only cause thats the only way you can get out from your FREAKING chamber!!!! love you back :(

JOLENE : PLEASE... FREAKY ONLY WHEN I DON'T KNOW HOW THAT THING TONG GOES HAHAHAH NOW I KNOW. YOU'RE NOT ANYMORE ((:

LIFE RUIN cos of work.

Joy is like FREAKING TIRED! Working every single day is disturbing my normal life, social life as well as my personal life! I WANT TO QUIT! or at least PLEASE DO FIRE ME!!

I FELL SICK and I think I am recovering but guess what???

I think I'm going to fall sick again.

and I'm working every single freaking day! even if you want me to work DON'T make me work EVERYDAY and only have a day off on sat! Then back to work on SUNDAY?

I DON'T WANT TO WORK EVERYDAY!!!!

I THINK I'M GOING TO CRY!!!! I miss my momma's cooking I miss talking to my momma! I miss my HOUSE I miss slacking at home! I rather MOP THE FLOOR KEEP THE CLOTHES AND even WASH THE TOILET!!!!!!!!!!!

;work is killing me

;FUCK it upside down

mommy!! I miss your delicious FOOD that made me SO FAT!!!

I MISS MY FRIENDS!!!! that are MY JOY!!!!!

I MISS my fucking COUSINS!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

TAG REPLIES//

CHARIS CHOO!!! : HAHA...YA YA CUTE LIKE YOU(aiyoo so thick skin...j.k!) THANK YOU!!! [anwy I replied on your blog too heee(:]

JIMIN!!!!!! : OKOK!!! YOU PLAN GOOD OKAY!?????? FUN FUN FUN lalalala ;) LOVE

BAY !!!!!! : what talking you?? You making NO fucking sense! haha anyway I MIZZZ you!! I'll see you tmrw! LOVE! chill what? I'm chillin'

VAN ! ! ! ! ! ! : DUH!! SINGAPORE IS A fucking MULTI RACIAL COUNTRY!!!! I HATE WORK!!! ITS KILLING MY SOCIAL LIFE as well as personal!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-RITATING HUMAN BEINGS!

what am I doing??? oh ok. I see

THANKS SANDRA & ZARA FOR GIVING ME THAT SHOCKING SURPRISE! TODAY AT THE SHOP!!!!!!
It was really great seeing you guys after a long day at work during my break.
you're SO appreciated! definitely ON my CHRISTMAS LIST! love!

I've been seeing this CARD in the shop.

and on the front of the card it says, "I t

hought of you today...." and when you open the card it says, "and it feels good. I think I'm going to do it again tomorrow."

(not exact words but the meaning is there.haha)

Anyway, I'm busy like a bee. Working every single day!(except saturdays) until the 22nd of Dec. By then I'll have no time to shop for those prezzies for those peeps that I haven't bought. And I will also have to think WHAT TO BUY FOR THEM!!!!! I told Deanna last night (haha) "its so easy to receive but do difficult to give. can I just sit there and receive but not give?" OK I KNOW SHUT UP! Its selfish you don't have to tell me that. So to make my 'JOB'/'TASK' easier!!!! Tell me what you want for CHRISTMAS! (please not so expensive.) I'll try to be a 'GOOD' "santarina". WTF!

TIME AND CASH IS ALL I NEED NOW!

NOTICE

ATTENTION ! ! ! :
GIRLS ! !
LETS SPEND CHRISTMAS TOGETHER THIS YEAR !!
25TH DECEMEBER 2006
lets do gift exchange too;
if you're gamed for a christmas celebration TOGETHER!!!
TAG my tagboard OR sms me k?
SPREAD THE NEWS! ASK AROUND ((:
then those who are free like Ji Min and Erika or whoever... PLAN ! ! ! k k ???
LOVE y'll
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
<3s!!