Are you ready? (for school)

Am I ready for school???
I don't know. (I really do not know)

But I have already bought my Eastpak for school!! heehee It's like nice.
(: Now I need to buy my laptop but I do not know if my mom would want to buy it for me or not.
All I know was that she was quite pissed about my phone bill and did not want to buy me my Eastpak. So I bought the Eastpak on my own): Byee hundred bucks.
God I pray for a new laptop!!! :D

Thursday, 10 April 2008, 0800-1800.
Nanyang Polytechnic.
Joy are you prepared to meet your Marketing kids?
Hello new friends and humans plus STRANGERS!!
I am getting myself ready to know you all.
My hi-bye friends, classmates and humans that are able to communicate the alien language.
There is not going to be an isolation me and there is not going to be shy-ness in me!
(as you know I am quite shy!-I'm serious if you are a stranger to me, I will totally NOT talk to you) I NEED TO START TO LEARN TO TALK TO PEOPLE(humans I mean)!!!

GOD is going to see me through this I pray. Amen.

small talks, conversations and bitching.

I had Chinese Orals yesterday. YES! Chinese O' lvl orals! If you're going to ask me how did it go/whatsoever. I'm just going to tell you, if I pass, I would seriously thank God and might even talk to Him every single day. But I really want a merit. If I get a merit, try to find me in a corner. Cause I'll be standing in a corner and will be laughing to myself. Silly?-I know.
I've been thinking, why do we have to take chinese? Why can't God just allow us to born in a way that we can speak both English and Chinese naturally. My parents ain't good english speakers and they've been trying really hard to pronounce words correctly and I will have to correct them at time. They may use 'good' words but majority are pronounced wrongly. how embarrassing?! What more when they can barely speak, read or write Chinese.
I NEED TO HAVE A SPECIAL POWER THAT ENABLES ME TO SPEAK ANY LANGUAGE I WANT.-tell me I'm dreaming...
My oral reading passage was alright and according to the others the conversation topic was easy. And today's passage was pretty easy but their conversation was a little difficult. I wish I could just retake orals. How nice can that be, omg!
So today, those who took orals yesterday stayed back to do their Chemistry test. Test on Rate Of Rxn and Redox. I thought the test was only on Redox, so I only studied Redox the day before and did not study Rate Of Rxn. Went to school found out at the last min. To think I was rather confident about the test, CAUSE I STUDIED haha. After realising that there was another chapter tested, I freaked, literally. Read through hurriedly, scanned through someone's book. Took the test, was rather relieved, still had my confidence. Awaiting results impaitently.
Went to Serene Centre, Macdonald's after the test to study. I haven't been there in AGES!!!, to study. Was rather productive in a way but unproductive as well....
CAUSE Yoke Wan, Shalyn and Sheryl came as well. We started talking and talking and talking. NON-STOP! It seems like we've missed out on each other A LOT! haha. But it sure was fun talking. Sepnt 2 hrs bitching about everything and anything under the sun. Until they left than I started studying..
Completed my S.S structured essay then headed home.
Bus-ed back with Bay then Dad picked me from Castle Green's bus stop. Headed home, changed and left for Tampines, Century Mall. MY FIRST TIME THAT I'D BEEN THERE! Freaking heartland! ALL MOM'S FAULT! SUPER AUNTY LA, Metro Closing down Sale! and therefore we landed up there! pfft.
Had Jln Kayu Roti Prata for supper, yums.

Many plans made for tomorrow!
Find me in H.V(Holland Village) you can throw your coins into my Flag Day tin! I will give you many many stickers!!! hahahaha
ciao y'll LOVE

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN;so where is he??

I didn't club today whereas Sandra and Bessa went to ATTICA! Oh my! I want to know how's it inside!! haha I heard that many people went. But as for my close budds only Bessa and Sand went (as said earlier). They were like pestering me to go. I wanted too, as of curiousity. Dad picked me up from work again.(I feel like a kid;why can't my b.f pick me up instead of my dad) Sigh.
Then I asked him if I could go out after work, as in to home bathe and change then out I go. Instead a nice reply, he lectured me time and time again. Why does my dad menopause at such an OLD age? Then I was arguing with him WHY can't I go this time. I have went out late many times and this is not my first and I'm not going to make it my last. Then he started to show some care and concern in the whole situation. Saying things like, what if I fall sick again, I'm working again tomorrow, I'm tiring myself out, its raining, etc.. Its BULLSHIT. I know daddy cares for me but. He dampened my mood, it made me change my mins. So did the rain.

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY...
Its been raining like this for days already(make this the third, its after 12 already) THUNDER & LIGHTNING ! ! ! Dad said its going to be a disaster! (like WTF!) He even said that God is going to drown this tiny island or something like that. [mind my dad he's menopausing therefore the ku-ku-ness arghhhh..] I like rainy days, it makes me feel like sleeping MORE haha (piggy me). But unfortunately, I can't. I'm freaking working. And this few days they've been puting me on Full Shift. So I work from 1100 - 2200/2230. It really depends and having all the nonsense talk from the "seniors" at work its KILLING me! Now its nearing to christmas day to day, the shop is getting busier and busier day to day even on a WEEKDAY, today. The "seniors" think I'm a super cute (fuck!) laughing, bubbly worker. That owns a funny weird laughter, halal but eats wanton mee, speaks funny chinese and is fucking cute!(this gross me out) and nonsensical. But I think they think I'm troublesome as well as they treat me like a 'xiao mei mei'(little girl). And try to talk to me in ENGLISH when I can understand chinese! I CAN!

p.s dont discriminate Joy's chinese!