LETS BLOG!-tab says to UPDATE!!!

but I'm lazy
): haha ;p

How can I wish that I can look into your eyes and you will kiss me on my forehead, saying: "I love you."But for what I know love is a very hard thing to express. What more is it for me to ask you say it.

senior's crib

OMG!! Meeting up with senior(Alex) today was a BLAST!
O MY 'tian' !!!! Alex lost freaking A LOT of weight!!! She's bloody HOT now! haha.
With all the catching up we did and all the stories she tell us=coolness.
Spending 3 hours talking to each other, definitely was enjoyable and fun.
Although we spent our time just at her place, hanging and chillin'.
We actually planned to play pool, watch moo-v and just hang at her crib.
But eventually we just spent our time listening to her love story;that is so SO exciting and like a film/moo-v(which is about the same).
Anyway her newly renovated crib is like effing pretty and nice-ness. That is sort of like a Chang Mai, Bangkok feel. With Buddha portraits all over and the ambiance is just lovely. AWESOME!
Her bedroom is like super cosy and feels super homey. With her daybed, night bed, lantern lighting, statues, pillowcases and GOLDFISH(stupid-boy) just gives a warmth feeling.
I ADORE 'CHANG' THE MONKAY. haha
Her toilet now, is ubber dupper coolios! You'll feel like you've stepped into a hotel's toilet in Bangkok. The bath area is not a tub but a 'hole' haha its just TOTAL coolness and the shower is like rain tap. Real COOLNESS shit.
Dined at her place as well. Food is always yummy there haha. Great dad cook. haha. Although its just chicken, tofu and cabbage. I LOVE em' ALL! haha. I LOVED the CABBAGE with chinese bacon. Total YUMMYLICIOUS! Sure did grow fat! With jap. jelly and mini conetto.
Didnt had a chance to play pool! But the talking was sure FUN.
LOVE SENIOR!

I sat in a Nokia Music bus today!!

hahhahahha. The bus is freaking effing COOLness. haha It like a bar in a bus. The seats look like prestigious sofas/couches. And the handrails are like oh my 'tian' haha. coolness~~

I studied the again today. This time at Macdonald's, Kovan. As I had cell at Kovan. So its more convienient for bessa and I. Did almost all my work except for chinese and english tuition summaries. haha. I just do not like to do english summaries. Shawn, Bay, Chloe, Sarah, Van and I were all studying together. It was rather fun, although Shawn is like retarded most of the time. (haha.he'll kill me and start calling me gangster again after he read this) Met F.k and Jasmine to go to Ryan's place for CG. We walked over! haha. FUNness. We had 'Yu Sheng' and the cell actually has quite fun people. After cell went back to Kovan to meet Rah to get back my TYS. When I wanted to leave early, they said that I 'pang-seh' them again! CRAPOES!!! arghhh
those smokaholics-

He's found new love

Credits To: The Prawn.
haha. Prawn didn't want credits but I'll eeee-ritate and embarrass The Prawn.
ANONYMOUS PRAWN (lols)

Today was like chinese all the way. Chinese New Year is not over that is why. 'Lao shi' is like drowning us in cheena work. And we've been reading a lot of articles!!!! Had Chinese R.T today. After chinese R.T, Deanna and I rushed down to Hougang for chinese tuition! Chinese here there and everywhere else. I guess I'll go back and stick with my old saying, "Born chinese learn chinese."
(When will I ever learn?)

His new love is not anonymous. I wonder if its true. Signs make me believe that there's a new girl, oh! Now it only matters if I believe in the unsupported source. What am I to do or to say. I guess I'll just have to overcome this fact that you and I just don't love no more. The chemistry have evapourated, its gone. What has become the two of us;what is wrong? For what I know that I will make it true. Its that the friendship between us will never go, but will grow. Many times I've said that you didn't believe that its true. I tell you once again, I love you so.

NOTE:

SMOKING IS NOT AN ADDICTION;ITS A HABIT.
This is what my friend told me and I thought about it. Its quite true.
There's NO such thing as withdrawal syndromes if you don't smoke for days. TRUST ME. So to quit smoking, it all depends on your will. As it is a BAD HABIT and not an addiction. Do not think of cigarettes and just live life day by day and it will pass you by. I believe you can DO IT to escape from those sticks. ITS ALL IN THE MIND that it relieves stress. You are just psyching yourself. Psyching yourself is not going to help relief everything that is in your mind.

Protege

Mr. & Mrs. Chang(:

• went to rahs house
• went to bay's house
• went home
• dinner at home
• went to marina
• watched Protege with cousins and aunts
• wanted to go to The Clinic
• But it was too crowded
• and they didn't have seats for 12 outside
• and they have unwillingness in them to serve (don't know why they're employed)
• so we went to Forbidden City, Indochine
• I drank butterfly effect. (does it remind you of Aston Kutcher?) lols (nope no the pic above;before I can take a pic I finished it haha)
• Then there's this cold room
• so they were curious.
• jocelyn gu jie asked. and they say to go in and check it out must at least drink
• and they serve Vodka Shots inside
• omg!!! gu jie, bro, jeremy and keith went in.
• a Vodka Shot is $15 per shot
• gu jie got HIGH after they came out.
• according to them the room is SUPER DUPER COLD(haha wait for the pics from my cous)
• my aunt got SUPER high and she talked funny!
• then we went down to Goodwood Park to eat taiwan porridge. lols
• 10 of us squeezed into the car.
• the three guys (jeremy, bro and keith) at the back
• and five girls(janell, cindy gu jie, cheryl, jermaine and I) in the middle
• and candy jie driving with jocelyn gu jie, high, next to her.
• ATE A LOT!!!!!
• head home.
  
  

DILLIGAF: yes I DO!

my aunt sucks she thinks that her daughter is so so so LEGAL to do anything she wants cause she's fucking 18 and she thinks that I can't make it to be 18. They just remember me and not anyone else when my other male cousin is the SAME age!! WTF!!! its like he's a guy and he SO SO SO doesn't look like 18 and they say that he looks like 18 and I don't. WTF! Then I was like NO!!! I do look older than my age and I feel like I'm SUPER DUPER OLD!!!. I can not look my age, in an older way not younger. CRAP SHIT BITCH! She just doesn't know what I do outside of the house that no one knows. She can just go look at her own daughter, the most innocent. Even her facade view is like INNOCENT!!! shit and now she's 18 then she's not afraid to do what she's not allowed too before. I club before I turn 18 I've bee en to ABOVE 18 clubs before!!!! have she?? NO all she goes is pubs. Cause she doesnt know how to club! I'm SO SO SO ANGRY with that particular AUNT!

GONG XI FA CAI!!!

HAPPY CNY TO Y'LL
(collect more ang paos and share the love with ... ahem... me ... hahha)

LOVE Y'LL!!!

when the mood is EMO; there will only be lyrics

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

Your Guardian Angel-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus